Staring at the ceiling wondering if ima make it 

E.R.

All of these projects were just laying on my drive, decided to post them, since other projects I'm working on right now are pretty far away from posting. Most of these things feel cringe to me, but maybe something will give you some enjoyment, idk.

Text me if u want to use some beat.

[LOUD AND POST-IRONIC] ???

the worthless

uncertain

the water

is rising



im choking

help me

i dont know how much more i can take



oh what a beautiful night it is

the wind is howling at my skin

inching me closer to the window

and im not scared at all



a walking corpse

cleanse my soul

rid me of all my impurities



or let me rot

6 feet deep

either ways fine with me





i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares



and i always think about how fucked up it is that we live our whole lives trying to please others



but we can never please ourselves 



day after day

night after night

its just never enough and it will never be enough



now everyday i just sit in this bed and feel sorry for myself and the cycle repeats like clockwork



years to months to days to hours to minutes to seconds



and i swear the only way out of this prison i put myself in is a bullet to my fucking head or a bottle of spilt pills



i need to learn

to just to give in

theres no point in fighting it anymore

i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

[prod. jakkyboi]

yuh yuh 

I only see you in my dreams
I only see you maybe once a week
You told me baby “there is no more we”
Pop another bean

I only see you in my dreams
I cut myself i like to watch it bleed
X2

When i was young i was a problem
Get in trouble go to principal’s office
And had the counselor tell me to just stop it
But i aint stop it i rock it and now i popped and you watchin
Now every song that im droppin get 50k like its nah-thing
You said im copying 
But everybody copy me
Honestly if i be honest aint nobody topping me
Thrasher on my feet
Used to skate but now im surfin beats
If u wanna talk then you can talk to me

You and me
Ohway x4

Benzos
Slow roll
Pass out
On the floor
Wake up
Still fucked
Do it all again
Til my death gon come


I see your clothes are designer i find it funny that you think thats impressive 
If i could just give you a little suggestion 
Stop flexing 
Let me ask a question
How many bitches you getting from wearing shit that you probably rented

I only see you in my dreams
I only see you maybe once a week
You told me baby “there is no more we”
Pop another bean

I only see you in my dreams
Im in love with something slowly killing me
X2

only see u in my dreams

[prod. Dee B]

Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

So I feel blue
U do too
Got me spinning like a hula hoop
Toodle-oo

Think im brittney back in 99
No rules
Only happy when im high as hell
No doom

Burning all the messages you sent to me
Never realized how much you even meant to me
Wish i wasnt such a fuck up at everyhing
Rage and jealousy thats all i bleed

Moving on would be the best thingf
x2
Moving on from me is the best thing
Moving on woudl be the best thing
Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

 x2

Подожди моя я никогда тебя не вижу
Если ты моя я навсегда тебя и слышу 
И Если ты моя я навсегда твоя и буду
А если ты не мой тогда я здесь сижу и я жду

im doing fine, thanks

[prod. Dee B]

Teardrop shawty fuck the feelings away
So i stay fucked up take my demons to play
Only care about me when it benefits you
So i stay locked up in my cell of a room

And they say convolk he a hell of a dude
say im up next yeah hope they telling the truth
Didnt like me then now they act like they do
Oh gunshot shawty hit my heart when you shoot

Like a heart attack
All black
Yuh
Like a heart attack
No coming back 
Yuh
Like a heart attack
My heart cracked 
Yuh
Like a heart attack...

I got no friends no i dont need em like that
Spend a bag real quick then i make it right back
Make the pain go away when im writing my rap
All you bitches say the same damn shit when you cap

And they say convolk how he got it like that
But if i aint at the top where the fuck am i at
Wont be happy til i pull up to my fam with a bag
Wont be happy til i leave and ill never look back

Yuh 

Teardrop shawty fuck the feelings away
So i stay fucked up take my demons to play
Only care about me when it benefits you
So i stay locked up in my cell of a room

And they say convolk he a hell of a dude
say im up next yeah hope they telling the truth
Didnt like me then now they act like they do
Oh gunshot shawty hit my heart when you shoot

Heart attack gang baby imma die before you
Im a icon living and they know that its tru
Im a icon living got them acting confused
Cuz im anxiety stricken with a case of the blues
Yah

Teardrop shawty fuck the feelings away
So i stay fucked up take my demons to play
Only care about me when it benefits you
So i stay locked up in my cell of a room

And they say convolk he a hell of a dude
say im up next yeah hope they telling the truth
Didnt like me then now they act like they do
Oh gunshot shawty hit my heart when you shoot

Hit my heart when you shoot

heart attack

[prod. jakkyboi]

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

I dont really wanna talk i wanna walk away
Shawty say she wanna fuck i tell her not today
I been busy so i cant respond to all the hate
I dont fuck with laziness because i cant relate

this that sad shit
this that don’t show your dad shit
this that “oh this whole wave just a fad shit”

Pop 4 xans then it all fades to black shit
16 bars gonna cost you a rack bitch
 
Wrote you a note but i just wanna burn it
Life is a gift but i want to return it
Crashin the whip got trash in the bin
Say its just words but it cuts deep like a surgeon

just words but im fucked up from the hurt and
Your lies got me tossing and turning
Notes from the class that we had back in high school
Joking about how i want to be like you

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

tie me to the train tracks

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tG3y-BxoAWE

issues

[prod. jakkyboi]

mixed by me and Brody Mixing

prom night
Living life 
You and I 
white pills
Gettin high
In the moonlight

You and i 
Didnt ask to be born x2

So we 

Live it up
Live it up and give it up x4

(i was) Always ignored like the shit i see through
I still dont know what it means to be cool
Everyones been mean to me since preschool
If you know just how i feel i feel you 

Bore me
Hate me 
I dont care
Fuck school
Fuck you 
And your dumb friends

Glowing up
Blowing up 
Against all odds
Said im a failure
But you work the desk job

Acting like they hate you but they really on that fake shit
Staring at the ceiling wondering if imma make it
Lost inside her eyes pretty baby make me anxious
Trapped inside myself i dont think that i can take this

 
So we

Live it up
Live it up and give it up x8

Dont come back again
Dont act like we’re friends
Summer innocence
Live before we’re dead

Live it up and give it up
x4

live before we're dead

live it up

It Was You

mixed by Casey Bales: https://instagram.com/swinghighswinglow_?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=1p80i1yoycp9k

cover art: https://instagram.com/bigheadriver?utm_source=ig_profile_share&igshid=kgngmg92jx2l

Lil Edgar Allan Poe  feat. Emo Fruits (prod. Charlie Shuffler)

- [prod. van beats]

sample: balance and composure, jon simmons let me use it pls dont sue me

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

i been in a cage for 2 weeks
cant get out of bed im too weak  
anxiety holds my shoestrings
cant get out of my head im too keen

this hospital room is too clean
when im on my own im losing
man ill end my life and you'll see
when we wake up to a new dream

ooo
ooo
ooo
ooo

thats my anxiety

run me outta town
got me outta bounds
dont forget me now
never let me out

when i come around
you just let me down
so ill let you down
and ill let me drown

x2

take another ativan
mix it with a bad friend
sleeping like a sandman
blood all on my hands again

im cain now my brother's dead
sorry bout the headache
im really gonna die next year
from underground to under grave

anxiety!

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk

lyrics:
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
used to be gunshots
now i see teslas
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
i don't want jokes
i want answers
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
i was on the road
you was out doing lame stuff
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot

everyday i feel the same
it's like why'm i not okay
why can't i just be happy for once
i'm always stuck in place
i don't think i can be saved
i have always been this way
i am dying in my room
and it's the middle of the day oh
feel my body die slow
i been feeling so low
i should help myself
but i don't even wanna try though
feelings don't sway me
everybody hates me
think i'm going crazy
feel like this on the daily

wasted my youth

listen on Spotify <3

benedixhion x convolk - wasted my youth [prod. curtains]

Convolk - Visions Of Blue

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaUc_yX7Vaw

this song is for the fans
for the OG listeners
for the people who enable me to exist
love u all so much

old convolk is back but i never left [prod. dee b]

screaming into the void of nothingness
111

live it up

convolk

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