told myself to ride my skateboard been starin at this screen for 3 days i dont wanna eat or try i dont care anymore just typin what feels like. please i invite ya

All track by benedixhion are so cool and this one is no exception

welcome to my hometown everything is change now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk

lyrics:
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
used to be gunshots
now i see teslas
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
i don't want jokes
i want answers
walking through my hometown
everything has changed up
i was on the road
you was out doing lame stuff
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot
you don't want smoke
i'm a head shot

everyday i feel the same
it's like why'm i not okay
why can't i just be happy for once
i'm always stuck in place
i don't think i can be saved
i have always been this way
i am dying in my room
and it's the middle of the day oh
feel my body die slow
i been feeling so low
i should help myself
but i don't even wanna try though
feelings don't sway me
everybody hates me
think i'm going crazy
feel like this on the daily

wasted my youth

listen on Spotify <3

benedixhion x convolk - wasted my youth [prod. curtains]

https://www.instagram.com/xxlil_illxx/

feature @convolk 
https://www.instagram.com/convolk_/
prod by @jakkyboi
https://www.instagram.com/jakkyboiii/

LYRICS
They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

All outta fucks to give
Get a dollar sign tatted on my face n shit
Bet im gonna get a hundred million plays this year
Got a billion dollar brain and I maintain the shit
Hook game
Going insane
Ain’t nobody better than me in the fucking game
But I stay humble
Buzzing like a bumble
Beat so fly
Jakkyboi make it rumble

They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

ain't nobody better than me in the fucking game
what the fuck's a name when you really just a lame?
what a fuckin name when you all just the same?
i don't give a fuck bitch i'm tryina make change
nirvana and foo fighters, i wish that girl knew who i was
i wanna come up quick and not fall back
i want a benz all black and you fall back

They all wanna be rap stars
But I’m a rock star
Gonna blow up 
Finna take this shit real far
Find me getting high
running from the cop cars
Shawty make it pop for me
Like I’m a pop star


Nah I ain’t play
Fuck what you saying
You gon see me in the headlines
Making money rain and
I’ll be getting to the bag
Coming up from the basement
When the mixtape hits
Gonna get the pay slip
Yeah I’m

01 Rap Starz Feat. convolk (Prod. Jakky Boi)

watch it all burn. (prod. vaegud)

Convolk - Visions Of Blue

sasha killed himself

beat produced by @lucamalaspina
twitter.com/lilhermitxo
www.instagram.com/lilhermitxo
open.spotify.com/artist/1uh7rgM3mH36ugBw8Q7jmL

ATARI

all platforms

ATARI (prod. Luca Malaspina)

TOXIC LOVE [PROD. HEARTJUNKIE]

ty @alainite for the featuring <3 

[chorus: gothurted]
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
Took a pill cause I don't want to feel shit
Try hard to keep going on the same shit
Cause every time that I'm alone I've been getting hit
By this feeling that is trying to make me die
It's all right, keep walking, keep faking a smile 
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
About you cause every time I do I cry

[verse: alainite]
Yeah every time I do I cry
'Cause I’ve been staying up so late at night and I’m just burning
'Cause I can’t find another way to kill the pain
And I’ve been crawling down this lonely road yeah I been wasted
Just tryna find a place where I can hide my pain

'Cause you’re everything I want and more, oh
Yeah you got me so bored of everybody else I'm sure, oh
That you got me ignored like everybody else I’m sure

[chorus: gothurted]
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
Took a pill cause I don't want to feel shit
Try hard to keep going on the same shit
Cause every time that I'm alone I've been getting hit
By this feeling that is trying to make me die
It's all right, keep walking, keep faking a smile 
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
About you cause every time I do I cry

benedixhion x convolk - wasted my youth [prod. curtains]

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