i wanna move on
im scared to move wrong
i dont know whats going on
i dont wanna know at all
i dont wander through the fog
i wont even try to walk
ill just stumble then ill fall
i have no one i can call
so im screaming fuck it all 

irrelevent ceilings
we wheeling and dealing 
we really be
countin our shit up

suppresing the feelings
of imminent endings
i sealed it
and now my brains mixed up

but right now we winning
when nobody listens
cause i feel like nothing has picked up

enough for the rosarys
enough for the bitches out offering ovaries
nothing for none of yall acting so close to me
aint how it supposed to be
i really be fuckin over these
homies with weekends and weekends of me getting geeked and
not really seeming like ive ever believed in myself 
i just be seeking my wealth and ignoring my health 
i am too storied for help 
seeing my memories melt
i go to war with myself

i dont be feeling right
i dont be feeling right (yuh)x4

promise ill be alright
promise ill be alright (uh)x4

yes i be fuckin around going stupid
yall really dont understand how i do it
but im a nuisance i am so useless
i have to prove it i have no youth left
i make my music bout all of the drugs im abusin
plus all the people that used me 
lighting up loose leaf
looking like luci-fer (to her)

I wanna move on
Im scared to move wrong
i dont know whats going on
i dont wanna know at all
i dont wander through the fog
i wont even try to walk
ill just stumble then ill fall
i have no one i can call
so im screaming fuck it all

all the smiles and hugs and the laughing is bullshit
packin a blunt and then act like im cool bitch
smoke and then drink and then pop till im drooling
keep on the face and control what they viewing

maybe thats what it is maybe its just control
maybe I cant control anything anymore
maybe im sittin here diggin a deeper hole
one day i hope thatll change but well never know

smoking all my fucking weed
errybody fucks with me
but nobody fucks with me 
sometimes i dont fuck with me

hoping when i fall asleep
i fall into a contant dream
of all things i love and see
my place in hell set up for me

but i dont ever seem to sleep
so i can never see my dream
instead i see the people leave
and stab the heart thats on my sleeve

the industy, my family
eat up creativity
ending me my enemy is 
he; the king; created me

seeking an escape i need
feeling free and chasing weed
im waving heat cremating the only hope
I erase my dreams remembering it hazily
blatently aint supposed to go like this

(4rest)

I wanna move on
Im scared to move wrong
i dont know whats going on
i dont wanna know at all
i dont wander through the fog
i wont even try to walk
ill just stumble then ill fall
i have no one i can call
so im screaming fuck it all

Wander

FLOW OF EVIL- FT HURRICANE LORD666

HARVEST MOON (biscuit boys)

QUEEN SHOALS (biscuit boys)

MISCHIEF prod Mad Decisions

KRANKENWAGEN prod. Saint Mike

MORGUE prod GoodJohn

lyrics:
"lost in the mind of a maniac
I'm the kid that dont know how to act
and when its gone ima make it back
because I dont know if I'll make it back

when it's gone 
and it's in the trash
it doesnt mean that you cant
get it back
and even if you're not yet on a track
grab the wheel n smash up on the gas
(let's get it)

lost in the mind of a maniac
I'm the kid that dont know how to act
and when its gone ima make it back
because I dont know if I'll make it back
lost in the mind of a maniac
I'm the kid that dont know how to act
and when its gone ima make it back
because I dont know if I'll make it back

bitch made
I've been looking for switch blades 
never ever been the type to 
get paid 
from the shit that I did say
but I hope I am that type that can be
getting saved
from the problems that's enslaved 
even if I am so hopeless
I'll get away
because I'm looking for better days
I ain't been paying attention to
piss stains 
that been talking about mistakes 
I have been talking to people with
strained wrists
walk around with a wrist stain 
driving around in a town with no
brain attached 
hoping that I dont pay the tax
under the influence when I been
driving fast
hoping that I dont fucking crash
(but i did)

lost in the mind of a maniac
I'm the kid that dont know how to act
and when its gone ima make it back
because I dont know if I'll make it back
lost in the mind of a maniac
I'm the kid that dont know how to act
and when its gone ima make it back
because I dont know if I'll make it back"

Spotify

The Kid That Dont Know How To Act Prod. V-E Beats

Pele de Neon

Kingdom Come Undone

Some battles don’t leave bruises — they live under your skin. The War I Keep is about fighting the parts of yourself no one else can see. It’s the sound of sleepless nights, silent prayers, and the weight of holding it all together when everything inside you is coming undone.

The War I Keep

ImReallyDead aka JAMESDEANX,  prolific song writer and singer . 
This is my therapy 
and I feel a need to use 


  
Bipolar
Aquarius

MORGUE prod GoodJohn

𝕴𝖒𝕽𝖊𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖞𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖉