@thisismyreality

this
Your an evil human 
But you can't help it 
Anymore
Don't wanna see you fall apart
Your so stupid
Your so stupid

love cupid
i think your stupid
your not that smart
didnt know you
take it this fucking far
i wanna kill you 
i wanna capture you 
i wanna see you bleed 
i wanna hurt you
you said u fcking hate me
like its my fault
i started doing some drugs
i got some withdraws
ik you hate me
like its my fault
or im i just on withdraws
do i mean nothing to you x6

why are you so evil ft  thisismyreality

this songs on all plats! “studying to become a scholar” on every other plat 😭 

why am i always the target in everybodys life
i wish u werent retarded i wish that u were js nice
you turned me into a monster now im gonna take ur life
like the butcher from the harbor ive planned this for a long time

and i rlly hate you all x8

release the manifesto ill put it on 8chan
everyone calls me emo they dont know the real man
"he is so stupid and he always is on his comupter"
little do they know im studying to become a shooter

and i rlly hate you all x8

why am i always the target in everybodys life
i wish u werent retarded i wish that u were js nice
you turned me into a monster now im gonna take ur life
like the butcher from the harbor ive planned this for a long time

and i rlly hate you all x16

studying to become a shooter XD

didnt know the guitars a lil off beat sorry 😭


now i know theres nothing left
i know ill just have to end up dead
crying over all your texts
because i am all alone again

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

im crying in my room
i dont know what to do
ive lost interest
in everything i did with you

ive lost control and now
lifes crashing down
where am i supposed to be?
im such a pity

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

i wish i was perfect

flesh signal

prod me
i take a picture of your corpse
i hope you dont get ighoner 
i swear god  i fucking hate you
why did i even date you
blood is all on the floor i think
your fucking whore
i keep you close 
i keep you pretty
everyone knows im a zombie
i called you fucking stupid whore cause i didn't wanna 
get ignore
i think your pretty 2x
why does nobody just want me

what did i do agin
i take a picture of your corpse
i hope you dont get ighoner 
i swear god  i fucking hate you
why did i even date you
blood is all on the floor i think
your fucking whore
i keep you close 
i keep you pretty
everyone knows im a zombie
i called you fucking stupid whore cause i didn't wanna 
get ignore
i think your pretty 2x
why does nobody just want me

tell me what i did wrong

pic of your corpse

didn't mean to break us up
i thought we'd work it out
you know i'm bad at talking 
but i guess that's no excuse around you
you said you wouldn't move on
but then i saw you did
i saw that you were gone 
i realized how much you meant

and now my legs covered in blood
but you're still gone
and when you say you love me does it not feel wrong
cause you're still with him or at least pretending to be 
if you meant what you said, why don't you choose me 

and now my body feels tainted
my minds unclean
i havent felt this shitty since i was fourteen
i know we're not together so ur not a cheat
but this really fucking hurts feels same damn thing

untitled 5

ill stop spamming this preset i need to get my others from my old computer

its 6 o clock and im trying to stay up
gotta catch the bus to school man this really sucks
i hate talking to people cause theyre always super rude
so i stay by myself and im always mute

im at lunch and i just wanna eat
a group of guys came up to me
can you record a video
i said sure then they gave me the phone
i was already in a bad mood
then they grabbed the phone and recorded me too
they laughed at me and said look at you
and i sat there and cried i didn't know what to do



everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure


im finally home and i run to my room
my mom bursts on inside and says whats wrong with you
she said ever since the year started ive been rude
but im scared of telling her what ive been going through

everybodys mad at me
i live in pure misery
i get a message from a friend
its the same video again
my heads in the pillow while i cry
why cant i just fucking die
i look around for old bed sheets
so no one will find my dead body

everyday i suck up the pain
but i just want it to end so ill find a way
when will it all get better? it feels like never
when will it all get better?
its so much pressure




































when will it all get better?

prod nae
breath in 
walk out
mom mad mad i  didn't take the out dog
breath in 
walk out
mom mad  i  didn't take the out dog
breath in walk out mom worry about bills agin
room a mess and im mess up
my brain over thinking agin
room full trash and i feel mess up
had dream i take to many drugs
breath in walk out
dog sitting at the door agin
breath in walk out i think my mom mad at me agin
ik im stupid and ik that what can u do in this life agin

a dog and his loser owner

i think they like it better when i miss 
i got a hundred different ways that i dont give a shit like
talk to me with a tight closed fist 
if you come for the king than you better not miss like
my mom said i should try to make friends
but i cant stand it i cant talk to them
i hate you and all your dumb friends and all your dumb bands 
and all your dumb ahhhhhh

7. hijacked broadcast demo

sinsa