five

emotional wreckage

共鸣 (vibes)

Related tracks: WHERE THE HAUNT LIVE (prod. hot wings cola)

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300 nights

lyrics:

12 hour drive from the train to the bus
Before I get to work u find me rollin up kush
Cause I can’t really listen to my head too much
Damp wood floors start to build up dust
Late night Adelaide rain turned slush
they ask me how come I always come so clutch
Look into my eyes they see Im out for blood
If u bet against me you could hold my nuts
Take in air and I breath out toxins
I could feel the memories that’s lying in the 
drywall that bounce around my head 
from the room im stuck in
Triple x bottles on the shelf hold substance

Today and tonight
Help harvest pain tomorrow
Crimson from my thighs
Lays thick on plants of your home
and As fate is laid in the air around my carcass
I finally understand that I was always the target

And u just had to mark it
Go ahead and finish what u started
The blade u hold is sharded
Thru my heart of hornets
And Only in this moment
She sees me as more than
A body a cog wheel
I guess that’s not important
so Touch my face and frown
As the life bleeds out
I left defenses open
Ur lucky youre so gorgeous
And the cobble here is soaking
Her lips apply a poison to me
But For her id rather not breathe yea
huh im outside Lets take a ride
Baby ill do anything for ya huh
She go on a spree in Sephora huh
We could do whatever it is u wanna huh
Break me baby u could break and ill be here
U know in between the lines I never really cared
Crazy she tell me im crazy for letting fear go
I still got it I aint letting it show

Today and tonight
Help harvest pain tomorrow
Crimson from my thighs
Lays thick on plants of your home
and As fate is laid in the air around my carcass
I finally understand that I was always the target

unimportant (jabarionthebeat x aslo x kimpe)

he said it, i'm too damaged

w/ @scapexgoat


i'm trying my best 
i swear i am 
tryna show you i need you 
i wanna hold your hand 
i've been hurt so fucking badly i forget who i am 
this was never part of the plan 
so can you promise you won't run from me 
cause i'm so scared i'm fucking shaking
it gets hard to breathe
n i'm not used to someone wanting me 
god, it feels so fucking comforting

so pour me a drink
and i'll sing you to sleep 
n he said it
i'm too damaged 
bleed through the bandages
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him
n just to go sleep
have to be off fucking sedatives
i'm so gone, god
i wish i never met him

[scapegoat] 
i was in the backseat 
looking at my phone
why you never text me
i feel so alone
i just wanted you to stay 
tell me when the fuck you're coming back
i know i'm so bad
hate to see you like that
tell me why the fuck it hurts so bad
i wish i could save you but i know i can't
how the fuck can i help you,
i can't help myself

bleed through the bandages (w/ scapegoat)

THE EMPRESS

Coming Straight From Hell

Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/the-virus-uk

1st artist: https://soundcloud.com/kruddtheguru

2nd artist: https://soundcloud.com/telxrxn

Misfits - Ft. KruddTheGuru | TELARAN

You can try to burn me if you can
You wanna know what's in my head?
I can't bury myself again
You can't be the soul that claims the damned 

I've already lost all my trust
How can I rebuild it, my love?
I don't know what I'm doing, I'm fucked
Help me free the dead from my lust 

I lost myself, I wanna find
I just can't be this way
Give me time, I need to know
That I can be the same

I lost myself, I wanna find
I just can't be this way

Darling can I face the flames
Like I'm needing to?
Or will I burn out with the rest?
I fucking hate the truth 

My thoughts just circle in the sand
Am I finished with you yet?
Don't wanna write another song for you
So get out of my head

Get out of my head
Get out of my head

Be Still

WHERE THE HAUNT LIVE (prod. hot wings cola)

Watching the rain wash up 'round my throat
Trying to breathe choked up on my thoughts
Please don't follow me through my haunt
Watch from a distance crushing my heart

I'll never be the one
But that's okay I'll just run
Confess all the things I've done
Bleed the soul until there's none

I'll never be the one
But that's okay I'll just run
Confess all the things I've done
Bleed the soul until there's none

I'll Never Be

Dead Spent
All of my lies they will reject
Burn off my face with my regret
Choke on the knot that fills my neck
They won't be the one to taste my flesh

They won't be the ones to fill my head
They won't be the ones to speak again
Lips tied the moment it begins
I'll never bend

You're lost inside my aether, just a moment in my head
It never meant much more than nothing, another place to rest
I'm clawing out my chest, the lives we never meant to test
You weren't worth my fucking breath

You're lost inside my aether, just a moment in my head
It never meant much more than nothing, another place to rest
I'm clawing out my chest, the lives we never meant to test
You weren't worth my fucking breath

just a passing thought

featuring:
@theredrxxm
@dhaelo
@imsoscaredcoma6
@the0000

FEVER FREESTYLE [prod. RED RXXM]

HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN 💜
Was gonna upload this the 31st but had setbacks

Feast
Parasites are crawling through my teeth
Feast
Open wide, embrace the entity
Feast
You can't stop this, it's too fucking late
Feast
You're just one more fucking casualty

Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast

Good luck cleaning out your closet, there's too many bones
Underneath all of that skin you're just a mindless drone
And when it comes and rips away your fucking coward soul
You have so many questions but the answers never fucking show
Feast
Feast
Feast

Feast
Parasites are crawling through my teeth
Feast
Open wide, embrace the entity
Feast
You can't stop this, it's too fucking late
Feast
You're just one more fucking casualty

Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast

FEAST

It's the worst love, hanging by a note
Fading all the words out, memories they choke
Blood stained pictures frozen like your bones
Carving out the imprint, bleeding out in snow

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Hang it up, pass it down
Do everything you can to turn it back around
Bleed it dry and leave it in the background
Leave it in the background

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

overgrowth

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

Mixed by @emptygrave

lyrics

im in you head 
tell me what you said
so you want me right now?
do you want me dead?

its in my mind 
all the ways she bled
and no im not fine 
i think that im next

tell me how you feel
baby whats the deal
tell me how you fell 
baby is this real

see it in your eyes
are we wasting time
i dont wanna go now 
i dont wanna die

Im in your head 
tell me what you said
do you want me right now
do you want me? di

biv

White face, so I call late,
On this side, where your heartache 
I don't want life, when my heart ache 

Fuck the profit, split that on your bags,
Fuckas role it back, 30 cash they throw it back,
Faces comin fast,
Wonder why they never last,
All Mistakes I ever had
You can have em back 

Never gave a fuck as long as I'm alive,
I know how to save it, but I don't like,
Pull up on my side, where they double time,
Bullet for my cries, ain't this what you like?
Bullet for my cried, ain't this what you like?

Blacked off, fuck ya sad talk
Hands out like he hand cuffed 2x

WeProbablyShouldn'tTalkAnymore (Feat. Biv)

I'll never speak again
I'll never see the end
I hate the way I am
I've watched while my demons danced

There's no one to hold my hand
And no one to warm my bed
There's no one to cure my head
And I'll drown inside my dread

Please
Get a hold of me
I'm not what you think
I'm lost out at sea

Stuck for weeks
Inside of my dreams
But maybe they're nightmares
I don't know what to think

So carry on with me
And maybe I'll see
That I can be more
Than what I believe 

I'll walk like the thief
Silent and discreet
While nobody notices
The things that I bleed

Tired Of This

CITY MORGUE VOL 2: AS GOOD AS DEAD

DRAINO (feat. Denzel Curry)

(Prod. remghost)
https://soundcloud.com/remghost

Watch her eyes glow.. <3

LYRICS:

ERISU:

Her gaze was heavy
Cause she Put me in a trance, OH!
Watch her eyes glow!
Baby, watch her eyes glow!

She was pretty,
Broken jaw and bruised up ankles!
Let blood the flow! Baby, let the blood flow!


She tried digging what was in my head!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)


She wanted blood, it was all I bled!
(Cast a spell hoe! Baby, cast a spell hoe!)

She left me cursed, burnt cigarettes!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted HELL; I let her pay her debt!
(Pay your Debt in BLOOD! SUSPIRIA!)


SUISAI:


That pitter,
Patter of the rain
No longer!
Soothes enough!!!
With no time to recover!
Can’t seem to place those missing pieces..
Believe me if you cared you’d know!
keep trynna figure out the patterns!!
before the tracks get lost in the snow..



ERISU:

Her gaze was heavy
Cause she Put me in a trance, OH!
Watch her eyes glow!
Baby, watch her eyes glow!

She was pretty,
Broken jaw and bruised up ankles!
Let blood the flow! Baby, let the blood flow!


She tried digging what was in my head!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted blood, it was all I bled!
(Cast a spell hoe! Baby, cast a spell hoe!)

She left me cursed, burnt cigarettes!
(Watch her eyes glow! Baby, watch her eyes glow!)

She wanted HELL; I let her pay her debt!
(Pay your Debt in BLOOD! SUSPIRIA!)

SUSPIRIA - ERISU X SUISAI [PROD. REMGHOST]

The Breakfast Club

Play Pretend

TO THE GRAVE [prod. Deathw!sh]

Vid out here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRXsMs9r8Hw
mix @j9nah
ty @1glaive
all platforms out now

complicated ft glaive (p. takingnone)

produced by @ezekiel40

lyrics-
you can't take it back 
you can't erase the words you said
spinnin' round my head
you make me sick
rather be dead

i won't see all the shit you put in front of my eyes
i won't believe
all the lies that i know you wan't me to see

you can't take it back 
you can't erase the words you said
spinnin' round my head
you make me sick
rather be dead

i don't wanna be here no more
i'm done

You Can Not Know (prod. Ezekiel)

my favorite song i made wit one my favorite artists : )@1glaive
prod meeeee

redeyes w/ glaive

prod. @kiryano + @mkne
mastered by @imanidxl

picked you a violet, tell me you like it
i'm a lil shy kid, but i like the violence
feel like dying, i'm not trying
say you hate me, i don't buy it
i just want you to believe me
everybody likes to leave me
would you help me if i'm bleeding
please don't wake me, busy dreaming

vent broke loose i can't help myself
throw away the cards i was fucking dealt
sit in my room and i fucking yell
every day that i live is just another hell

just another hell x2
can't you tell
that i'm not well

pain in my eyes can i see you when i die
tell me it's okay, tell me it's alright
but it's not all fine why the fuck do you lie
caution, think about it often
i'm awful, put me in a coffin
pour a 4 up, help me with my coughing
i can see you in the back of my closet

Spotify

Dreaming [prod. kiryano + maknae]

hi it is me again
prod me 

lyrics:
last time
it was kinda different
im the talk of the town
cuz ima man on a mission
this time
ill make it apparent
that u waste all my time
and u never take interest

when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

cuz when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

but i think they might be rite 
this whole time
did i spend all my time in denial?
oh my god
i didnt mean it
thought too much bout false agreements
it comes with this, it comes with that
no one wana talk bout my achievements :/

when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

cuz when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

denial

Original song by @phantom_roses
💜💜💜

phantom roses - my only option (COMA6 Remix)

prod. lunar vision @lunarvision
mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:

[citrate]
rolling up the dope i’m boutta fly
slowly losing hope i always cry
oh he want some smoke he boutta die
lonely i can’t cope i wanna die x2

i cry
i don’t care bout the times 
i didn’t care bout your mind 
why do you scare off my mind 
why do you scare off my mind

gun is on me stacking up narcotics
all i want is money in my hands i’m stacking profit
all these pussies funny they be acting like they lost it
better go start running cause you’re lacking end up frosted

you be looking like a bitch
turning off your lights like switch
boutta end your life real quick
retta boutta pipe real quick

really cannot tell what’s which
i don’t wanna dwell on this
letting off a shell on snitch
you can go to hell you snitch

cuz that’s the way i go now that’s the way i see
boutta lose control now pop the .223
life is feeling cold now i don’t wanna freeze
yeah he boutta fold now hollows make him bleed

rolling up the dope i’m boutta fly
slowly losing hope i always cry
oh he want some smoke he boutta die
lonely i can’t cope i wanna die x2

smoke [prod. lunar vision]

"ALGUS"

feat. @dhaelo
prod.mix.master : @zyrom

Lyrics :

theo :
I can't see shit (x4)

hook :
d'haelo :
My face is so blurred, I can't see shit
I'd do everything to see something, atleast a bit
I been feeling like a wrapped toy in a happy meal
Can't pretend my feelings, I just want to keep it real

theo :
My face is so blurred, I can't see shit
I'd do everything to see something, atleast a bit
I been feeling like a wrapped toy in a happy meal
Can't pretend my feelings, I just want to keep it real

verse :
theo :

Feeling blurry
Ripped my eyes out walking in the street
Can’t get all my ideas straight 
Why do you look at me ?
Got some flashback poppin in my brain
Why’s my body freezing ?
Oh yeah, im trynna get back home before I get a cold
I feel uncomfortable every single day
Ain’t talented for shit, got a lack of confidence
If only I could think straight and stop polluting my head
Accumulating way too much stress, I vomit the rest
this feeling of loneliness that rots my guts is way too painful for me to bear
And I feel the fear
Paralyzing my body 
and destroying everything inside me
All my feelings all my memories
Why the fuck do you look at me ?
Get the fuck out of my path bitch

ALGUS (feat. D'Haelo) [prod. ZYROM]

"MERCURY"

prod. @deadfave
mix,master. @zyrom

Lyrics :

Can you tell me
What do you see in the sky ?
Are these the souls of all the humans that died  ?
Or broken stars 
Floating in space 
They look so lost and broken 
like ourselves x2

I think im stepping away
Away from everyone that I love
Can you be gone ?
Change all my thoughts
Replace this hole with flesh
And eat all my heart x2

Flying away to heal the pain x4

MERCURY [prod. dead fave]

prod- @takeerdeathn

lyrics:
you're still all i find
in this hollow mind
lately nothing seems to feel the same
im runnin outta time
you're still all i find
in this hollow mind
you say nothing changed about me
when you look inside my eyes

never mind i got it
god told me but i forgot it
had a mind but lost it
keep the pistol lock and loaded
curse upon me
when i dream this shit be outta body
demons waitin for me
demons waitin on me
drugs up in my system once again aint that a shame
i cant find a better way to cope with all the pain
i know that it aint your fault in takin all the blame
run with me
die with me
come lets end the day

Hollow Mind 2

Shoutout to @gizmogwai for destroying this track with me!

Lyrics:

Undead Ronin: 

Rose from the grave
Back on my bullshit again with Gizmo
I am Sick in the brain
Got the cold flows
leave you all frozen
Antihero super serum 
Leave your body twitching 
I’m about break yo bones into a powder
Snort it like a tweak 
And then I turn into a monster
To the center of the earth imma pound ya
I don’t want no money
No I just really want to drown ya

Down here goblins eat yo flesh
And leave your bones out 
for the all of the dogs 
Hellish mutts with evil stares 
They resurrect you just like your god
If you look into my eyes
Im boutta shoot another round
One more body 
One more body
One more body
I can’t count

Gizmo:

Crucifixion breaking that bitch
When I stick my dick in
I don't give a fuck yo life is fiction
Blood on deck like I just went fishing
Got the red eye vision
Put you in a place 
Where you wish you would die fast
Smoking a blunt I'm making the high last
Hours turn to minutes like I live in a time lapse
Talk it I live it don't care if I rhyme fast

I'm a creature and I'm living in the swamp outside your house
If you talking shit I'll put up and I'm sewing up your mouth
One more body one more one more body I can't count
One more body one more one more body I can't count

Undead Ronin:

Sick in the head
Bitch I’m fucking deranged 
I Got a problem with these people
Adding fuel to the flames
Wanna step to me bro
You are not the hero
Slit yo throat with the blade
Then I’m dumping yo guts 
I see through all the lies
All these pussies steady spouting
Tie you to the chair and make you pray 
Your heart is pounding 
Ronin with a wakizashi
I’m never stopping
Out with your soul
Shang Tsung you’re pretending 

Stare into your eyes
I see the pain you suffering for long
If your god was real 
Would he allow me to let you drown
One more body one more body 
One more body I can’t count
One more body one more body 
One more body I can’t count

ONE MORE BODY

ONE MORE BODY (feat. Gizmo) [prod. DJ SHALFEY]

BADKIDMIZU - Touge Attack! (prod.jakeohm)

[KVMII ]

hate me i am dying
take me
I will always be with you
hate me
end this torment now
rape me
leave me alone to die 
love me
i can not leave
let me die in your arms

[CXPRSEHEAD]

its so dangerous
the way you look at me
i don't want to start this
but i think have to leave
 
make your mind up
what you please
its ok to feel like shit but i don't wanna be
what you want
what you need
ive been looking for a reason just to not decay
its so dangerous
the way you look at me
i don't want to start this
but i think have to leave

make your mind up
what you please
you been praying on my downfall you be on your knees
what you want
what you need
i don't care about your games i want to fucking bleed

who is you better than
i am the veteran
i am the reaper
and i am adrenaline
i am the preacher
and i am on top of you
no one is stopping me
no one is topping me
you are the cause of my destruction
done so much i can barely even function

Album de Kvmii

I THINK I HAVE TO LEAVE - KVMII Ft. CXRPSEHEAD [PROD. COILWOUND]

Instrumental by coilwound

"the man that passes the sentence, should swing the sword."

I've been breathing how I don't need it
battle ready now like a heathen
I could wear the crown could you see it
I'll just watch for now I need it
I don't need it I don't need it, I don't need it
I'll keep breathing
You don't even know my mental
Bent back baby that's what I'm here for
Baby I keep the score
Karma chase every day every day
I could see you keeping chase, keeping chase
Next day could be the grave, can't you see
Hear my plea,
Hear me plea,
You don't even know my brain, no
I don't need it I don't need, I don't need it x3
I'll keep breathing

Cold Tile Floor

"FLESH & BONES"

feat. @imsoscaredcoma6
prod. @zyrom
mix,master @zyrom

Lyrics :

coma:
I rip at my face to breathe
I'm walking so silently
No one can take the pain
I'm guessing that's up to me

Shedding the dirt from my bones
Picking away at my skull
She know how to hurt me at all
She know how to hurt me at all, hurt me at all

They're pulling me over the edge
Screaming and crying, the dead
Nails rip the flesh like a pin
But I cannot do it again, do it again

I rip at my face to breathe
I'm walking so silently
I pray they don't come for me
They stare through the walls and scream

theo:
Break through the waves
Everything is falling appart today

Breaking down all the way
Cracking down the code inside my system

Reading through the letters
Im slowly but surely Shutting down my body

Feel the tears coming out
Im so scared to be alone trapped inside the stone

Love is all I crave
I think its time to get away or Imma lose myself

What the fuck am I supposed to do now ?
Watching the ceiling until the day you’ll come back ?

Imma move on and start another life
Ashes of the pics that I burned the other night
Ethanol in my throat 
My head is burning
My brain is aching
I crave to reach the final goal

Cutting your body appart
Crushing your lungs
Blood on my hands and my face
Cleaning the room with my tears 
Packing your flesh in the bags

Burning everything away
Spreading the fuel on my body
Burning everything away
Watch me its time to be free