I don't really know what I was thinkin', you were bad for me
But now I'm sleepin' all alone and you're up with him happily
Conflicted in my head, should I have stayed or was I right to leave?
I don't really care, I want you bad, you'll probably never see

I don't really know what I was thinkin', you were bad for me
But now I'm sleepin' all alone and you're up with him happily
Conflicted in my head, should I have stayed or was I right to leave?
I don't really care, I want you bad, you'll probably never see

Four years down and you're never comin' back around
I'm hopeless now, fuckin' sulkin' with a petty sound, sound
Doesn't matter now, feelin' like I'm in the background
I'm hopeless now, fucked up, gotta let it drown, drown

I Don't Hate You

일상 
-
사랑에 빠지면 감정에 물이 생긴다
그 물은 때론 커다란 해일이 되어 일상을 무너뜨린다


난 너의 사랑을 배웠어

사랑앞에 진솔하고 그 가치를 알고 소중히 다루며
사랑을 대하는 태도에 반해버렸어 

넌 무엇을보고 내가 응답을 했는지 
의심스러웠겠지만 내마음은 이래

사랑앞에서 겸손한 너의 태도가 좋아 하물며 
가장 낮은곳에 위치했었어도 
그런 마음가짐을 가진 너였기에 
나도 너를 사랑했을거야
시간은 흘러가지만
아직 마음이 젊은 우리의 모습이
너무나도 소중하다고 생각되어서
그 모습 앞에 경건해질뿐이야

마치 그모습이 내가 옛날에 사랑앞에
진실했던 내모습도 떠오르고 
널 사랑하면 마음이 풍족해질것같아서
다가오는 사랑을 받아들였어

2023.08.25

30/9/24-i will start making music i swear i will i just started looking at like old people on soundcloud i followed who quit, and i dont want to be that without even having started
28/5/25 - i couldn't figure out how to torrent ableton so i bought it :0

I Don't Hate You

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