"SERAPHELLE"

featuring. @saturnslament
produced by @zyrom
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

theo :

The longer I’m breathing, the tighter the noise on my soul
Dragging my past like a carcass behind me, while the years’ fading it’s taking a toll
I rot in a room full of echoes that scream when I claw at the walls
Thousands of mirrors distort me, breaking each time that I glance
Cannot escape from their claws
The doubts are just piling. It’s reaching the ceiling
And I cannot get to my door
My legs are so weak, they both turned into roots
Digging their way onto the floor
As I’m running away, I just turn in a circle. I cannot do it no more
I’m afraid of the calm and addicted to storms
The noises are feeding the mind of a corpse
Drown out the thoughts, don’t want em no more
Rip off my face just to hear myself screaming
The silence surrounds me when I close the door
I cannot keep living like this
Choking on quiet, I’m hearing things I simply cannot ignore

saturn :

I’m afraid of the calm and addicted to storms
The noises are feeding the mind of a corpse
Drown out the thoughts, don’t want em no more
Rip off my face just to hear myself screaming
The silence surrounds me when I close the door
I cannot keep living like this
Choking on quiet, I’m hearing things I simply cannot ignore

The longer I’m living, the more I regret being born
The memories fossilize into my core, pick up the chisel. I don’t want this weight anymore
I wither away like a plant that’s been watered a little too much
The mold reaches down to my roots and my nucleus starts to decay, I just can’t get enough
Why am I afraid? Why can’t I stop the adrenaline flooding my veins?
I cannot tell if I’m safe, need a phlebotomy just to feel lighter again
Vulture circling above me, at least there's somebody that wants me to stay
I don’t wanna deal with the pain, manifest all of my fears till my barrier breaks

I’m afraid of the calm and addicted to storms
The noises are feeding the mind of a corpse
Drown out the thoughts, don’t want em no more
Rip off my face just to hear myself screaming
The silence surrounds me when I close the door
I cannot keep living like this
Choking on quiet, I’m hearing things I simply cannot ignore

theo :

I’m afraid of the calm and addicted to storms
The noises are feeding the mind of a corpse
Drown out the thoughts, don’t want em no more
Rip off my face just to hear myself screaming
The silence surrounds me when I close the door
I cannot keep living like this
Choking on quiet, I’m hearing things I simply cannot ignore

Out Now Everywhere

SERAPHELLE (feat. saturn's lament) [prod. zyrom]

"CRADLECUT"

featuring. @imsoscaredcoma6 & @hangsaint
produced by @zyrom
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

coma :

I ain't felt shit since the last fit
Stuck, demons dancing with a fuckin' misfit
But I can still fuckin' grip shit
Put ten in em if them pussies wanna spit shit, uh
Seven fuckin years I've been grinding for myself
This shit ain't about a number bitch it's about my health
Keep my fuckin name up out of your motherfuckin' mouth
Keep them lips running, I'ma stomp them out myself
I can't talk much about it
But every word fucking sounds like shouting
Every footstep sounds like pounding
But now I hit back, motherfucker, keep drowning
Keep drowning
Take another hit, little bitch start counting
Start counting
Time's almost up and you still ain't found it

theo :

Between noise and quiet there's absolutely no difference
Silence gets loud; it's another form of violence
Echoing inside a warehouse, screaming sirens
What do you know about suffering all alone in silence?
5 years of loneliness; it gets heavy
On my shoulders, feel like I carry a dead body
But nothing will make me sicker than your pity
My self-hatred thinks that I don’t need any
Stop trying to get inside my skin, fucker
Every day I distance myself from the gutter
Life gets raw n real when you finally are sober
I ain't getting back to it, so don’t bother
Get me out of my head, it's such a mess
Stop looking, I can only handle so much stress
Do you know how many pills I popped? Many
Don't give me more scars, already got plenty

hangsaint :

I’ve been so sick of it
Fuck it all, I’m loading my shit
I’ve been so fucking low that I’ma clutch my grip
I squeeze bust
Now I’m motherfucking chalk dust.
Fuck a letter, bitch.
You already know my fucking end is coming
I got low with my pistol pulled, put it to my head
Adios ima decompose see you in the abyss
All I do is take pills.
Pills keep my mind muzzled till I motherfucking feel better than a letter that I wrote
Down all, I spoke about is this
I’m so fucking sick of living life in emptiness
Sometimes I just wanna sit back and pop a couple of tablets, load the fucking Mac up, let the rhino rounds rip
Let it rip
Stick a gun up
Black the fuckin' Sun out
If I run out of ammo I gotta pull out you know how the shooters do it maybe I should fucking prove it to you
This will be my last verse
Theo said to get me first man fuck all y'all

CRADLECUT (feat. COMA6 & HANGSAINT) [prod. zyrom]

"CHIMERA"

featuring. @avoidenz
produced by @canewithadot
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

theo :

Please baby look me in the eyes
Why can’t you see that I’ve been dead inside?
For so long
For so long
Can the Lord just forgive me for one more day
We both ran out of things that we could say
I belong to you
I belong to you
I don't want to be trapped inside
For my whole life
I wanna die beside the sun
And leave all of you behind
I won’t hide myself anymore when I cry
Please let me try
I wanna scream my pain and run
Cause I've been loathing in fear of losing you
Now everything around me just looks so blue

avoidenz :

Convalescing from the base
I get shivers when I cave in
Always the same shit
Road has been paved
Out of desperation
Only the Lord knows what I am creating
Coalescing for the pain
I've been stressing, but you are alright
Bet you don't see my
Side that ain't burnt dry
I tried to make it right
I applied my mind to your blue sky
I have been running low
On oxytocin, grow some more
I wanna take you to some shows
I want your face as my lockscreen
Fulfill all your dreams
I don't wanna hang by seams
There is so much to see
With only you and me
So don't just take your leave
Come on and rock with me
Baby I guarantee
That you belong to me
That you belong to me

CHIMERA (feat. Avoidenz) [prod. cane]

"DEADLOCK"

HOSTED BY DJ EMPTYN3SS
produced by @zyrom
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

DJ EMPTINESS FALLING FROM A CLIFF
WE ARE OVERTHINKING SO HARD ON THIS ONE
CRYING THROUGH THE PAIN
I CANNOT STOP THE VOICES INSIDE OF MY BRAIN

Reminiscence of times full of happiness
Makes me plunge even deeper into the darkness
Every day I run away from the gutter
Just like a prey that is running from its hunter

In my back there lies a knife
They want me to pay the price
You won’t have to tell me twice
I just need to throw the dice

Accumulation of tries
In the black, cause 0 lights
Ain’t no sleep from all those nights
Face distorted by the cries

Oh life
Tell me why you're full of lies
I don’t remember how to smile
Since the day I burned my ties
Oh life
Tell me why you're full of lies
I don’t remember how to smile
Since the day I burned my ties

DEADLOCK [prod. zyrom]

"TOGETHER, WE MOURN"

Originally was "OUR UNENDING MOURN" with @deadrazy
re-produced by @zyrom
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

inside the thick mud, my addictions prevent me to be free
I can’t fight them anymore, they stole my sanity from me
At the bottom of this hellhole, it just reeks of misery
I tried my hardest but this sludge onto the ground is slippery

Useless, soulless, im devoured by my vanity
Painful, Shameful, it hurts, im crushed in agony
Hopeless, fearless, our love will never be reborn
Endless, Helpless we’ll die with our unending mourn x4

Ive been wandering alone in the void as long as one can be
My fears materialized in front of me but no i did not flee
Running from them is useless, cause i knew they will catch up to me
My mind is full of thoughts so i drown them with lots of henessy

Useless, soulless, im devoured by my vanity
Painful, Shameful, it hurts, im crushed in agony
Hopeless, fearless, our love will never be reborn
Endless, Helpless we’ll die with our unending mourn x2

TOGETHER, WE MOURN [prod. zyrom]

"LEFT 4 DEAD"

featuring. @abortedaudio
produced by @deadrazy
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

theo :

Similar thoughts and dreams
That just piles up to drain my stamina
Threw in dirt then left 4 dead, one day they’ll get their karma
Got away from the liquor; it was burning my guts like magma
Feel like a corpse, at ease, I float away, inside a nebula
With years I’ve learned to channel the pain, I repeat it like a mantra
Seen the real from the fake, these sharks helped sharpen up my gamma
Built from pressure and self-harm, feel reborn no melodrama
Sat in a throne of grief, no crown, just deep many layers of trauma

kill ebola :

Y’all don’t ever do nothing
Judging and depression bonding way too often
Trynna drag my energy down the fuck up off me bending me but
Can't rob me for sobbing lobby and memory gone crop me like sever me toss me out the picture
I won't miss her when it's said and done
Hate me. Same speed as it's always run
Baked teeth, ate g’s of the stem and drums
Steak tea tame trees full of phlegm and blood
Maybe left me in that wreck of mud

LEFT 4 DEAD (feat. Kill Ebola) [prod. deadrazy]

"EXIT CUT"

produced by @zyrom
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

Bathed in light
Am I doing all right?
I want you in the night
But it seems that u hide
From me inside your mind
Babe, I don’t want to fight
Are you running away?
You’re gonna catch a cold, cause it’s rainy today
Tears rolling down your face as your smile decays
If you want to escape, I won’t hold you back
But I'll close the door forever
To be once again a stranger
I'm tired of seeing u suffer
Seeing u suffer
Because of me

Are you running away?
You’re gonna catch a cold, cause it’s rainy today
Tears rolling down your face as your smile decays
If you want to escape, I won’t hold you back
But I'll close the door forever
To be once again a stranger
I'm tired of seeing u suffer
Seeing u suffer
Because of me

EXIT CUT [prod. zyrom]

"SUNSET'S ROSE"

featuring. @anaemya
produced by @takizava & diedinoctober
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

anaemya :

No rose without a thorn so your love hurts
I’ma pop you like my drug till I’m off earth
Baby, come down to my hood, I’ll be your nightmare
Typa love be in your skull, I’ll show you what it does
I’ll show you how you love me
Fuck off my phone with that lying and shit
I do not fuck with any lying ass bitch
Remember late nights I was grinding for this
Show me your love is not worth a band
Shout out to the problems girl, said fuck revenge
Remember our whip?
Just upgraded to Benz
Now I can die alone and rich

theo :

When love is on the line, you know it comes with pain
I slept in your arms, but all I felt was chains
You couldn’t stop the tears; it turned into a hurricane
Words you said, they killed me, wrapped my body into cellophane
All of my feelings were true
I swear it gotta be you
Yet you were playing some dumb games
My heart and trust you abused
Churned really deep in the wound
You wanted my neck in a noose
blood on your teeth from my empty veins
Smirk on your face, your amused
All of my feelings were true
I swear it gotta be you
Yet you were playing some dumb games
My heart and trust you abused
Churned really deep in the wound
You wanted my neck in a noose
blood on your teeth from my empty veins
Smirk on your face, your amused
I remember I remember you, it won’t go
Got the ceiling caving in all my windows
Smoke till I choke, can’t feel none
They ain’t no flowers
Baby, you are the real rose

anaemya :

I remember I remember you, it won’t go
Got the ceiling caving in all my windows
Smoke till I choke, can’t feel none
They ain’t no flower
Baby you the real rose
All flower pedals gone fall but you know our love gone live forever

theo & anaemya :

You and I forever
You and I forever

SUNSET'S ROSE (feat. Anaemya) [prod. takizava & diedinoctober]

"EIDOLON PIERCE"

produced by @frdmbeats
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

My tears will disappear under the rain
just like my memories will fade away

It's not like you deserved them anymore,
I should not even waste them anyway

Instead I'll cry inside to drown our memories
and cleanse my heart from all the poison stuck to it

Won't put me down anymore,
Cause she’s rotten to the core,
it's about time I catch a grip

Am I alive?
I'm Paralyzed
I fear the light
Am I alive?
I'm Paralyzed
I fear the light

It was never real anyway
Trapped so deep inside a sphere
Nothing changes like a replay
Please let me go and disappear

EIDOLON PIERCE [prod. frdm.wav]

"THE SANDS OF TIME"

produced by @zyrom
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

Trying to find my purpose in this world
But what do I know?
Everybody left so far,
I’m now mostly alone
Repeating cycles like I never learned
Time runs but it's slow
Guess we cannot heal a scar
I'll cover it with chrome
I wish I could fly like a bird
Looking out of my window
Going under the radar
For my sins I’ll atone
Who’s gonna help once you’re stuck in the dirt
Of course, you don’t know
Do you know who you are?
Tell me where is your home is
The sand is running in my hand
I cannot seem to grasp it
No matter how hard I try
I cannot seem to grasp it
I wanted to keep you by my side
But our paths had to split
That day something inside me died
Like I fell in a pit

As the clock is ticking
Sand runs through my hands
Always feeling that I'm sinking
When you throw me a glance
At the same time as I'm dying
You proposed to me a dance
Don't reassure me, you are lying
And it shows on your face
You terrifies me as I'm sleeping
While I’m wrapped in your grace
Cold sweats as you’re grinning
Mesmerized by your gaze
Paralyzed while I'm hurting
It's my heart that you crave
My skin ripped off as I'm bleeding
You're emptying my veins
You are crying while I'm smiling
I've embraced my faith
Decomposing, slowly rotting
I belong in a grave
Tears are building as you’re leaving
My soul bathes in a haze
Closed eyes, I'm disappearing
Time to sink in the waves

RAT

COMA6