Beating a Dead Horse: Deluxe Ultra-Limited Exclusive Undead Edition

Suck My 401k

Cripper "Tourniquet" from the album "Hyëna"

Cripper "Tourniquet"

Fleisch - Seelenzorn

ove is such an interesting and complex collection of emotions and impulses. It encapsulates many emotions, both positive and negative, and is unique to each person and each instance of love. I think you are not incorrect in your judgement of what love is, but I think both are correct at the same time, it's simply a framing distinction. 

Love for another is largely what you said before, selflessness, compassion unconditionally, a willingness to self sacrifice for another. But that doesn't happen in a vacuum. What you describe second is also very important, and I would describe that as self-love and self-respect. You must appreciate who you are and what your needs are, and have an expectation in others to see and respect that. It is an essential element in loving another as well, because external love, without self-love, is a recipe for co-dependence, which is exploitative and antithetical to actual love. The opposite, but so close and so parallel. 

One sided love is absolutely possible, and can be a destructive situation without the self-love a person needs. But "true" love, which is a powerful thing, is when the love and self-love between two people come together in a mutual way for the growth of two people. It's rare, it's difficult, and it takes constant work, and it also isn't constant. I think that people make the mistake of thinking "love is eternal." We like that idea, but love can be fleeting like any emotion. Not less true or real, but possibly less permanent. Love is an emotion, not a relationship status. That need for permanency twists love into resentment and awful lot

i love you (prod. neverforever)

Deathrider - Master

My Government shutdown and took our food stamps. 

Pillage & Plunder

Shivering breath in a cathedral of bone
Blood-inked scripture carved into the throne
Dead angels, little angels, little angels, wings of dust
Choir sings in agony, violent harmony
The night denies salvation’s claim
Hell beneath a stolen name
Lacerated faith, torn from the light
Condemned to bloom in unholy night

Suffering does not matter now
The flesh is fleeting, break the vow
Suffering does not matter now
The flesh is fleeting, break the vow

Cursed veins pulse a venomous creed
The grave accepts the sacred cow
Devoid of mercy, devoid of need
The bones of saints form prisons of grace
Where hope decays, no trace, no trace

Eyes of the void stare through the skin
Stars collapse where guilt has been

Suffering does not matter now
The flesh is fleeting, break the vow
Suffering does not matter now
The flesh is fleeting, break the vow 

The night denies salvation’s claim
Hell beneath a stolen name

Suffering Does Not Matter Now

The self titled second album from MWWB.
Following on from their debut 'Noeth Ac Anoeth' this sophomore release is once again massive, full of riffs and all shot through with those trademark angelic siren vocals. But this time with added synths, cosmic, Hawkwind style wig outs and tighter songs and arrangements.
It's an album that is both doom heavy and beautiful.

Y Proffwyd Dwyll

Valmasque

Pantera Lyrics
"This Love"

If ever words were spoken
Painful and untrue
I said I loved but I lied
In my life
All I wanted
Was the keeping
Of someone like you
As it turns out
Deeper within me
Love was twisted and pointed at you

Never ending pain, quickly ending life --

[Chorus]
You keep this love, thing, love, child, love, toy
You keep this love, fist, love, scar, love, break
You keep this love

I'd been the tempting one
Stole her from herself
This gift in pain
Her pain was life
And sometimes I feel so sorry
I regret this the hurting of you
But you make me so unhappy
I'd take my life and leave love with you

I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself --

[Chorus]

No more head trips

P@NTER@- THIS LOVE

ORANGE SECTOR - Here We Are

Slipknot - Eyeless

Avoidant personality disorder (AVPD) is a mental health condition characterized by profound feelings of inadequacy, hypersensitivity to criticism or rejection, and avoidance of social situations due to a deep fear of being criticized, humiliated, or rejected. People with AVPD desire social connection but their maladaptive avoidance patterns, stemming from their feelings of being socially inept or inferior, lead to significant distress and difficulty functioning in daily life.

i love you (prod. neverforever)

Juneborn