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вокруг меня все становится лучше, а я ничего не могу понять
наверное мне нету места тут, наверное все уже решено
я ненавжу тебя я ненавжу тебя (я ненавжу тебя)
бесконечный гул твоего голоса становится громче каждый раз
и наверное лучше я бы уже умер, но рассудок держится еще на соплях
я ненавжу тебя я ненавжу тебя (я ненавжу тебя)

я ненавижу тебя

i wanna be like rooney

ill feel, ill feel, hopefully, ill feel
prod. neverforever

ill feel this as long as ur around
this white noise i wish it was louder
tear my skin and break me down
c\/t ur lips maybe then you’ll shout
u know my name say it aloud
i wish i could k!ll myself
seen a dead girl walking around
fucked in the head girl ill t/\pe your mouth
bugs in your hair bugs in your house
just stare just stare let it all play out
No ones cares in fact they’re all glad you
they’re all glad you let it play out… 

dont cry u will look ugly prod neverforever

(prod.downtown suicide)
i dont give a fuck
i guess you're outta luck
cause im waiting on something
that'll never fucking come

and i know thats fucking stupid
and i know im fucking useless
and my blood is fucking putrid
filled with chemicals and fluids

cause i cant fucking try
no matter what you tell me
ill just rot away and die
thats my only ending

its the truth and i know it
its a prophecy from poets
im sick in a barrel 
puking up my innards
will you sing me a carol?
treat me like a sinner

opium (also known as poppy tears, or Lachryma papaveris) is the dried latex obtained from the seed capsules of the opium poppy Papaver somniferum. Approximately 12 percent of opium is made up of the analgesic alkaloid morphine, which is processed chemically to produce heroin and other synthetic opioids for medicinal use and for the illegal drug trade. Opium's main psychoactive alkaloids, primarily morphine, act on μ-opioid receptors, causing analgesia and addiction with long-term use leading to tolerance, dependence, and increased cancer risk. The latex also contains the closely related opiates codeine and thebaine, and non-analgesic alkaloids such as papaverine and noscapine. The traditional, labor-intensive method of obtaining the latex is to scratch ("score") the immature seed pods (fruits) by hand; the latex leaks out and dries to a sticky yellowish residue that is later scraped off and dehydrated.

slip away (prod. michael harrison)

maybe im a bad person

goodbye lsd

im never going to have her, and it haunts me every night

lonely(prod.laayz)

twisted lies

Immortal Shrine (full version) (1) (Mastered with Sunroof at 50pct) (12)

Avoidant personality disorder (AVPD) is a mental health condition characterized by profound feelings of inadequacy, hypersensitivity to criticism or rejection, and avoidance of social situations due to a deep fear of being criticized, humiliated, or rejected. People with AVPD desire social connection but their maladaptive avoidance patterns, stemming from their feelings of being socially inept or inferior, lead to significant distress and difficulty functioning in daily life.

slip away (prod. michael harrison)

Juneborn