cataclysmic_

@daywxtch
@adridoesthings

a huge thank you to @schbwp, @justanotherautumn and @dotgavn for addition sound design and background vox

this took 2 months to make
141 tracks

the color

grow

@imxue
im supposed to change
but everyone sees me like
ill always be the same
is it really worth the fight

and this move out feels like
such a waste
will i always be the same
i feel so contraint with

all your lies
written in on your shiny face
all this time
i spent wasting away

and i tried
to let me wait
but i hate it here
and i wont explain   

@daywxtch
i don't want my old friends to stay in touch with who i was
i don't want my new friends to stay in love with who i am
everything about me, i hope to change
dry eyes, torn skin, every morning is strange
i can't see when i wake up
you're gonna see me when i'm focused, nah
you will only love me when i'm okay
hate it when you say you miss me like i'm away
same house, short on words, so we don't exchange 
like what's the difference if i'm here or gone
like doesn't it feel the same or do you view me wrong?
don't wanna give a wrong impression, but i can't explain 

@imxue
im supposed to change
but everyone sees me like
ill always be the same
is it really worth the fight

and this move out feels like
such a waste
will i always be the same
i feel so contraint with

all your lies
written in on your shiny face
all this time
i spent wasting away

and i tried
to let me wait
but i hate it here
and i wont explain   

all your lies
written in on your shiny face
all this time
i spent wasting away

and i tried
to let me wait
but i hate it here
and i wont explain   

dont you give up now, i was on time
throw it out, i was alright
i watched for the first time
everyone eyes were wide
and i tried   

all your lies
written in on your shiny face
all this time
i spent wasting away

and i tried
to let me wait
but i hate it here
and i wont explain   

@starlightt08
and ill know that you’ll keep changing
and ive known that i cant keep waiting
the truth is a bit complicated
but ill be fine, ill be fine

let my wings take flight
even when its hard to say bye
i just hope ill make it alive
but ill be fine, ill be fine

all your lies (ft. lightt)

am i ur enity? 
lost my transparency 
you can sell me out
to ur shit scene

is it ur first time? 
on the wrong side
i didnt cry
for u im alright

i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i thought it'd be better
i tried so hard to make it whatever 
u wanted the measure

am i ur enity? 
lost my transparency 
you can sell me out
to ur shit scene

is it ur first time? 
on the wrong side
i didnt cry
for u im alright

i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i though it'd be better
i tried so hard to tape us together
i was under the pressure
we're on our own the tape had us tethered
i though it'd be better

tethered

@imxue
you could’ve pulled out
anyone else
but you dug me up
right out the ground

you could’ve devout
it to yourself
i was death
but now im your reroute

you negleted me
im your defectency 
you had a dream
did it include me?

brought so far
more than eye can see
put me in your car
and let me bleed


@willowindhi
You cry to yourself
In the dark of your room
Nobody can tell
That you long for it too
I’m sick of the faces 
And being your muse 
But I’ll go anywhere 
long as I’m there with you

And I fell from the horizon
And you watched from the ground
And I know that you’re lying 
When you say that you want me around

@imxue
you could’ve pulled out
anyone else
but you dug me up
right out the ground

you could’ve devout
it to yourself
i was death
but now im your reroute

you could’ve pulled out
anyone else
but you dug me up
right out the ground

you could’ve devout
it to yourself
i was death
but now im your reroute

you negleted me
im your defectency 
you had a dream
did it include me?

brought so far
more than eye can see
put me in your car
and let me bleed


thank u
@phil10music
@ilyness
@flervia
@senca100k
for sum sound design

defectency (ft. willowind)

i did what i had to
called u out by name 

u told me u missed me
in all that remains

i trusted the oddity
and ill tell u honestly
i heard all in homily
full with all of ur qualities

i told my apolegy
but it came out it blank

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

i did what i had to
called u out by name 

u told me u missed me
in all that remains

i trusted the oddity
and ill tell u honestly
i heard all in homily
full with all of ur qualities

i told my apolegy
but it came out it blank

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your different
called u out by ur name
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do

its the first time
and i just learned how to change
its the worst time
and everyone is all the same

but your alright
from all that remains
its the first time
someone’s made me feel like u do