@athysue @maknae


я тебя люблю

ily guys

Through The Motions w/ athysue (Maknae)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@ihateukidu
feat gf


shopping spree
hit the mall what u want 
tell me now I js wna have some fun
so sweet so sweet like a strawberry 
and yk and its all for me 

its never too late i can take you far away
come over to my place girl I don't need any space 
looks like from a magazine 
girl you're my remedy 
won't you stay the night with me 
ur stuck in my memory 


so baby whats the move?
cus i wna lay w u
until the night ends
so tell me, what makes me so sweet?
n ill be what u need
before u go, js hold me close
hold me close
so can we be here tg?
cus i want this forever


make me crazy 
weak at the sight of you
and what u told me 
tell me is it true 
the words that you said 
like a melody stuck in my head my head
baby yk i want you in my bed 

i want you next to me 
oh what a sight to see 
illuminate my heart
voice like symphony 
so just stay don't go away
cuz i want this forever

sweet citrus, all for me +isa (kidu)

@wesberk

(first time recording in fl studio)

I want to change and fight anxiety…but i cant fix it if i never face the problem itself.. <3

(lyrics)
yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

ive been locked up in a cage
inside my brain
its making me go insane
all that i wish is that i awake
im playing catch
without a bat
the pain attack
it hurts a lot
i see your light
came down in sight
unable to try
my fears tell me im alright

yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

forget the past +*..*+ @wesberk

#aftermath
(prod jasey + odobyte)
@iowgen
@kid_35
@arisisdeadinside
@1sunsuu
@556renzo
@fmebz

@iowgen
I  feel betrayed, I feel betrayed
why did you ignore me?
when I needed you the most
and theres nothing I can do about it
soon it'll fade away
without a trace and a sign
I know your done with me
but I'm still so obsessed with you
I'm still stuck up on your shadow
knowing you won't come back
knowing you won't come back

@kid_35:

@arisisdeadinside:

@1sunsuu:
is it really what you mean?
when you said you wanted me
it's so hard just to believe
it's like you wanted me leave
lately i be feeling sick
i think I need a pharmacist
i need sometime for me to heal
hide all these cuts under my sleeve
baby you are all I ever need
I give you my all to make you please
all your words its sharp it makes me bleed
you betray me twice and I don't see

@556renzo:
your love is like a drug to me
cause you're the only one i need
and you're the only one i see
i need you right next to me
but baby i dont understand
you're leaving me alone again
i thought that we would share a bed
you only broke me instead
shouldn't gave you all my love 
shouldn't gave you all my trust 
i wanted to stay but you said that was enough
said you couldn't leave me 
i thought that we would last
said you couldn't leave me 
i thought that we would last
why did you betray?
why did you betray?
why did you betray?
why did you betray me?

@fmebz:
I been quiet lately, tryna keep my peace (tryna keep my peace)
Still got your voice echoing inside my sleep (yea)
You was talkin’ love, I was talkin’ truth (truth)
We was sayin’ things neither one could prove (neither one could prove)
Now the phone dry, but my mind ain’t still
Tryna play it cool, but the pain too real (too real)
Heard you movin’ on, yeah, that’s how it be (how it be)
Funny how you shine when you needed me.

Now you all up on the TV, lookin’ like a fuckin dream,
So I just scroll past, and act like it don’t mean a thing.
She’s all over me, but it doesn’t really hit the same,
Girl, I never was a fiend, you the one to blame.
(You’re the one to blame) x4
Every scar you left, I wear it like a chain,
Guess that’s what I get for lovin’ through the pain.

betray

i helped u light the fire
i got burned by the same flame
i gave what u desired
u couldn't do the same for me
it's gettin hard to breathe
it's gettin hard to sleep
my floor scattered w tee's
n now i hardly eat
i truly feel like a mess
i lost it all on the bet
u took it all then u left

u took a part of me.

now i don't know where to go
i don't need ur help, do it on my own
get the fuck out of my zone
big jeans, vivienne w the chrome
now ur nothin but a memory
i still remember what u said to me
god i wish u took me seriously
makin promises u couldn’t keep

it’s pathetic wrapped around ur finger
should've cut it off when i met u last winter
gotta live w my mistake
how much more can i take?
n i'm tryin not to break..

pls leave me alone.

i’m tryna heal on my own
i know i gotta go
u think i'll stay but i won't 

think i'll stay but i-

y u think i'd still be sittin waitin?
i don't want a life that's complacent
n i know ur gonna easily replace me
think about the time that i wasted
drink another bottle, let's get wasted
all those memories i'll erase them
thought i could do it, i can't take it
gave my heart, in the end it was tainted

memory (+fiftyzeroes)

prod @rewind214
ft @evanjolley
angels 😇
SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/album/5V2ROUjV6pZbd6X2z7DFyZ?si=5tA1MdCURgepQkPmFdPPyw

likeweusedto ft rewind & evan jolley

ty @tokitz5k for cover arts
prod @m44ngo
vox + mix done by me

// lyrics coming soon :)

onemorechance [m4ngo]

Go Again

@1akura @afterstoryx @looknsee

i cant leave here broken, is there something
i need u to kno this,  cut my open
patience runnin so thin, can u focus
beat me till im broken , leave me hoping

im bleeding both wrists and theyre flowing
you watch blood drip and stay frozen
u know i hate this but i chose it
i wanna fix things so i show it

@akura1

ya, this is just my life now
tell me when its over
i dont wanna fight no
weight thats on my shoulders

shit bothers me 
its a nightmare
when i fall asleep no

i dont wanna give it up
imma give it up
head still spinnin stuck
its like im in the mud

laughing at me
while u watch the blood drip
girl u know u broke it

hate this +akura (l'cie)

sums [prd @prodjudah]

ill put all the prods here later im tired

memory (+fiftyzeroes)

trauma (ig: @imytrauma)