Through The Motions w/ athysue (Maknae)

@wesberk

(first time recording in fl studio)

I want to change and fight anxiety…but i cant fix it if i never face the problem itself.. <3

(lyrics)
yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

ive been locked up in a cage
inside my brain
its making me go insane
all that i wish is that i awake
im playing catch
without a bat
the pain attack
it hurts a lot
i see your light
came down in sight
unable to try
my fears tell me im alright

yea, yea were going up today
just thinking about my past mistakes ive been trying to chase
all my feelings just wanna go run away
one day i will know this whole mess will go away
why cant i just run away
all thats left is just the touch
of the pressure that cant be undone

forget the past +*..*+ @wesberk

#straycats @hartfxlt

I dont wanna love cos ill never have that
fall into that hole i will never get back
do not reply its ok ur on the snapchat
feel like spira me all i ever use is cashapp

and it makes me cry when u dont wanna talk 
and i wonder why i always talk alot
am i going insane i think i lost the plot
i always do things without thinking a thought

feeling bad for myself i know its pathetic
and im always in my head yea im always stressin
i just wanna be at the top where im winning
always find myself standing in the wrong position

@hartfxlt 

I'll take my leave girl its best I get going
u fade with the leaves see ur face when its snowing
inside I bleed there's no way to slow it 
can't stitch it or sow it, end is close yeah I know it 
falling apart inside and that won't change 
thought u were on my side its just so strange 
how u lie and lie and lie 
it really tears me up inside 
whole clique in the club yeah I'm with straycats 
she told me she in love baby don't u say that 
couple nights ay that's all we really have 
if i had it my way u never would've really left

Thinking a Thought Ft Hartfxlt (savestate)

guitar song [me + flojy]

prod @ssj5-junk @yashio20k
sfx @ssj5-junk

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆
im Js inna BAD m00d ,, ion Wna talk .
Im tired of the fake shi ... 
U Can have it all . .. 
Js tell me U fkd up Ik it ; )) :>
its Nothin 2keepMe from d0pin ...___

i Find tht im Better off Dead .. 
U js Made a Stain on my </3 where It Bled. 
Tell ME its Done ya i get It, :: <
Ur worse Than I thought ,, gimme Credit .

Ion Needa Look back . Im fkn D0pesick )_)_
I dropped A Xan on the Fl00r . .
Now Im searchin ,, ,,
Its Never better Wen im High : (((
it js Worsens .
i Th0ught evrythin Was fine .
I WAS CERTAIN .

no Need 2cutUp .. . b1tch Im js Fkd up ._:
Im sry IM stupid ,, ITs harder 2feelSum .
Im tryn My best )::: >< 
it Feels Like its Nothin ,, 
Im sad & Depressed .
At least tht Its sumthin .. ..

Ion care Anym0re , ,
Drop A pill In the four ..
put A score on my Wrist .
til the ###!! #LigamentsTore .
Imma dummy Ik .
Put a Pill in my N0se )__+
if Im not 4uU .. 
WTF am i 4 ._:"

sn0rt A R0xy . plz Dont st0p Me .
Imma die here 2Nite ,, , U 4got me .
Suicide On my mind . Ya its got me .
I dont feel like im Urs(((

but U G0t me .... . .. .
⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆

ligaments tore [ssj5 + yashio]

ty @tokitz5k for cover arts
prod @m44ngo
vox + mix done by me

// lyrics coming soon :)

onemorechance [m4ngo]

Lyrics:
real music gone only party for the fun
everybody on their phone no one on the floor
real music gone only party for the fun
everybody on their phone no one on the floor

beat match 못해도 아무 문제 없어
transition 맘대로 하는 넌 awful
beat sync 깜빡이며 실력파라 해
trance 달고 떳떳하지 못해 넌 왜

진짜를 원하는 사람은 없지
가짜라도 재밌음 그만이지
라고 생각하는 새끼는 병신
기술 보다 인맥이 중요했어 이 씬

real music gone only party for the fun
everybody on their phone no one on the floor
real music gone only party for the fun
everybody on their phone no one on the floor

beat match 못해도 아무 문제 없어
transition 맘대로 하는 넌 awful
beat sync 깜빡이며 실력파라 해
trance 달고 떳떳하지 못해 넌 왜

Original:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUGbCHyP_PQ

Beat sync (prod. nightiger)

@yashio20k @decago

⠀
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𓆩♡𓆪
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keep my pills crushed
bodys laid out to rest
nd i feel stuck
cnt get out of my head
out of my head
th tears fall on my bed
dnt wna see u again
woke in a sweat
im a wreck

i know i need ur comfort
cz theres no one 
tht cld evr connect
i feel ignored
feeling worn
just 1 more
whole./life.love.lorne
dnt rly feel it now
ya im js dead
nd im not gna spill
ik ud leave me on read
leave me on read
abt as good as it gets
point this tool at my head
season finale whts next

nd i wish u cld comfort me now
cz i need something 2 keep me grounded
will i rly leave without ?
having ever rly felt like i had found it
2 bad i ain found it
goodbye , goodnight
alright
its fine⠀
⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀ ⠀i⠀ dnt⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ rly⠀care
⠀⠀⠀so⠀⠀ far,im⠀⠀not⠀⠀⠀here
⠀ ⠀i⠀⠀⠀⠀loved⠀u⠀my⠀⠀⠀dear
⠀⠀ ⠀i⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀need⠀u⠀⠀⠀⠀near
⠀⠀⠀⠀in⠀⠀⠀⠀case i⠀⠀⠀didnt
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀make⠀ tht⠀⠀clear
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀its⠀so⠀clear⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2⠀⠀⠀me
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀but⠀u⠀
might⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀nvr⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀see
⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀wish i cldve let u see
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ let⠀u⠀see
⠀

wish i cldve let u see  ♪ 𝄡ˋ⁀➷˱ͺ₃ 𝄂 ♪ {yashio + decago}

@1akura @afterstoryx @looknsee

i cant leave here broken, is there something
i need u to kno this,  cut my open
patience runnin so thin, can u focus
beat me till im broken , leave me hoping

im bleeding both wrists and theyre flowing
you watch blood drip and stay frozen
u know i hate this but i chose it
i wanna fix things so i show it

@akura1

ya, this is just my life now
tell me when its over
i dont wanna fight no
weight thats on my shoulders

shit bothers me 
its a nightmare
when i fall asleep no

i dont wanna give it up
imma give it up
head still spinnin stuck
its like im in the mud

laughing at me
while u watch the blood drip
girl u know u broke it

hate this +akura (l'cie)

Been literally goin through the roughest of patches, still made a song 🧟‍♀️

Through The Motions w/ athysue (Maknae)

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