@athysue @maknae


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Through The Motions w/ athysue (Maknae)

YOU NOT HIM

#straycats @hartfxlt

I dont wanna love cos ill never have that
fall into that hole i will never get back
do not reply its ok ur on the snapchat
feel like spira me all i ever use is cashapp

and it makes me cry when u dont wanna talk 
and i wonder why i always talk alot
am i going insane i think i lost the plot
i always do things without thinking a thought

feeling bad for myself i know its pathetic
and im always in my head yea im always stressin
i just wanna be at the top where im winning
always find myself standing in the wrong position

@hartfxlt 

I'll take my leave girl its best I get going
u fade with the leaves see ur face when its snowing
inside I bleed there's no way to slow it 
can't stitch it or sow it, end is close yeah I know it 
falling apart inside and that won't change 
thought u were on my side its just so strange 
how u lie and lie and lie 
it really tears me up inside 
whole clique in the club yeah I'm with straycats 
she told me she in love baby don't u say that 
couple nights ay that's all we really have 
if i had it my way u never would've really left

Thinking a Thought Ft Hartfxlt (savestate)

Thanks to @l1minal1 for hopping on this track and the master preset for this!1!1!

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[@drewalongtheglare]

Try and try for a lover
Die we die for each other
Does it feel right? Will you suffer?
Baby it gets hard yeah I swear that it gets tougher

Try and try for a lover
Die we die for each other
Does it feel right? Will you suffer?
Baby it gets hard yeah I swear that it gets tougher


[@l1minal1]

Ik u care, eyes so pretty, move ur hair.
Now pls come and hold my hand, it just gets tougher in the end.
Promise I’m not lying when I say this,
Is it my fault I want to fix this?
Handful of love to give to ya, so much love to give to ya.

Promise I regret most the things I say,
I can’t go back, I just feel played.
Way too attached to the point where
I can't help but cling onto u—
I hope this isn’t a mistake.

[@drewalongtheglare]

Feel like im fallin out of love im fallin out of line
I cant keep it up for too long it is not the time
Wait for your next message anticipate ur lies
I wont be a bother as long as you'll be mine

[@drewalongtheglare & @l1minal1]

Bae I’ll stand by, I’ll be right here (drew)
I got so much love, is it not clear? (liminal)
Can u see my washed-away tears? (drew)
Over time losing u became my biggest fear. (liminal)

It Gets Tougher w/ l1minal (prod. drew)

thanks @1akura @k4rson @angelicxmei


lyrics
and my heart still cold i cannot feel it
seeing blinding lights wish for the healing
give it all my best why cant u see it
wasting all my days the time is fleeing
get it out my chest dont wanna feel it
heart shattered into pieces need a healing
told me pretty lies i didnt see it
memories i hold close are steady fleeing

i cant even see
i cant even breathe
tell me- tell me how u feel when ur right here next 2 me
think i- think i had enough, im still falling down
i still need ur love, but ur not around
someone help me up, up
tell me how to heal
i feel stuck, stuck
told myself that its not real
ill still fight for us, us
even after how u feel
now i keep my heart sealed
now i focus on my healing

can you tell me that im enough baby
you know i just want your love baby
dont know why 
whats the reason that you hate me
i feel like i need you to save me
love me 
i feel you dont your love anymore
talk to me, you dont even talk anymore
you dont want me but 
you said you want me more
i feel rotten to the core, body drop to the floor


and my heart still cold i cannot feel it
seeing blinding lights wish for the healing
give it all my best why cant u see it
wasting all my days the time is fleeing
get it out my chest dont wanna feel it
heart shattered into pieces need a healing
told me pretty lies i didnt see it
memories i hold close are steady fleeing

healing + akura, karson (angelicxmei)

Pic from divine swamp fever shiz go watch it here : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y1PN-oEBmk

@genericdigicorecollective
with @lockerr
prod @0k1ro


@gungnirrr
wait hollup, yeah i think that boy infected
pull up to the function
we make your head spin
posted on the roof yeah you swear we playing hitman
talk all you want but you'll never feel the kickback

sick as fuck
i dont wanna talk now
do it all for us
on my gang you never talk loud
high as fuck
i cant even walk now
did i fuck it up?
is that why we dont talk now?
sick as fuck
yeah i think i got a fever
throwin up
they like wouldnt wanna be here
why you dodging me
am i infected?
like honestly
im drawing connections

@lockerr
SOS yeah they screaming help me
Bright lights black room eyes stare at me deadly
But everything feels so empty
This shit getting worse and don’t try to get me tempted

Metal on the floor tension spilling over
Visions getting blured don’t think that im sober
Aim for his head don’t let him get closer
Woah u are just a fucking pouseur 
Metal on the floor tension spilling over
Visions getting blured don’t think that im sober
Aim for his head don’t let him get closer
Woahhhhhhhh

Infected w/lockerr(k1ro)

first song on this page!!
tysm to @xternalz for working on the instrumental and mixing <3

— lyrics —
i get it if you don’t love me 
the words you dont say still cut me
i dont know how i let it get into my head
that i could be enough for you

and i already want you back
even if you hurt me i cant stay mad
i dont know why you kept it from me
all i wanted was your love to be real

i ran out of luck, you tear me apart
i swear all i want is to be held in your arms
please dont let me go
but i felt it from the start
i just wish i could have your heart

and i already want you back
even if you hurt me i cant stay mad
i just want you back…

i get it if you don’t love me 
the words you dont say still cut me
i dont know how i let it get into my head
that i could be enough for you

severed (xternalz + me)

prod @hartfxlt

@domerrz
I feel sick all the time, like so awful I'll rot 
you're the worst of them all, took my heart then forgot
tell a lie, break our ties, close my eyes traumatized
rather die, can't decide, can't find a reason in why

Feels like I'm wasting away but my heart stayed the same
plant on my face that can never be erased
spun your web now I'm stuck, there's no running away
tethered by a touch none can replicate
x2

@1akura
i said im scared of the fact that u'll leave me
nobody else sees the way that u see me
im travelling far just to feel that feeling
u help me up ur words give me healing

im falling down to ur touch
i cant get up
so weak and in love
i feel so stuck
ur webs yea im trapped in
but i dont mind it
overreacting
cus i like itt

@domerrz
I feel sick all the time, like so awful I'll rot 
you're the worst of them all, took my heart then forgot
tell a lie, break our ties, close my eyes traumatized
rather die, can't decide, can't find a reason in why

Feels like I'm wasting away but my heart stayed the same
plant on my face that can never be erased
spun your web now I'm stuck, there's no running away
tethered by a touch none can replicate

dom + akura - wasting away (hartfxlt)

prod 23arms
@genericdigicorecollective
sry @p4terrr for not using ur verse:(

https://open.spotify.com/track/6Belw7IscbbbZAG6bJjRQJ?si=UBbMmYGlTt-3GyMHBaOoXA

lyrics:
jus break my skull
i cnt handle it all
its gone 2 far
tell me how u are?
u left me here
headlights like a deer
turn my brain 2 smear
only screams i hear

in the sea i drown
n i feel like a clown
i h8 being around
always let u down
i h8 when ur around
i h8 that fkn sound
break my skull on da ground
leave me out with the hounds
x2
(super cool slowed outro)

Through The Motions w/ athysue (Maknae)

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