bro the last part is insane. woow its so fire 🖤💜💙

3 years old song

i've been wasting so much time
and i don't know where i went wrong
my mind it tells me to keep going
but i don't really feel like i want
where are we now? i'm not with you
the sky is dark, no stars just clouds
i'm walking down a lonely road
the eyes they don't shine anymore
my hand is blocking my whole vision
because i'm so fucking done
these people they think they know me
but i've been gone for so damn long

yeah i've been gone for so damn long
i'm really tired of this all
run away, i'd like to do it
but with no money there's no escape
everyone can hear me now
i bet they gon talk about me
it's good for now i'm with myself
and that's how it will always
yeah that's how it will always be
everybody fooling me
yeah i be writing every minute
and i don't think that u will see

i've been wasting so much time
and i don't know where i went wrong
my mind it tells me to keep going
but i don't really feel like i want
where are we now? i'm not with you
the sky is dark, no stars just clouds
i'm walking down a lonely road
the eyes they don't shine anymore
my hand is blocking my whole vision
because i'm so fucking done
these people they think they know me
but i've been gone for so damn long

no money, no escape (metlast)

original: https://soundcloud.com/spazzteamonline/senses-distant-kojo

senses - distant (gamvae flip)

[LYRICS]
i woke up covered in piss 
baby there’s blood on ur wrist 
i’m checking all of my pockets 
who left this fork in this socket?
like last night last night 
i tried to kill all my friends 
last night last night 
you said you were with a friend 
but last night last night 
she was with me in bed 
last night last night 

last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 
last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 

last night will be the last time 
oh ima paint the walls red 
fill my little brain with led
i’m a degenerate 
you should just love him instead 
i’ll end up breaking your heart 
cause i don’t have one at all 
my momma calls me her dear
my daddy thinks that i’m queer 
i’m not girl or a man 
some things they don’t understand 
but it’s fine 
they’re just little people tryna get by 
it’s fine oh it’s fine

last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 
last night will be the last time
that i try to kill myself 
that im crying out for help 
last night will be the last time 
oh baby last night will be the last time
oh ima paint the walls red ima blow my fucking head 
oh ima paint the walls red ima blow my fucking head 
last night last night last night 
ima paint the walls red ima blow my fucking head. 

let’s get this money gang >:3

POS (lastnight)

POS (lastnight) [everestdidthis x in bloom]

✦happy new year :) i'll try my best to post a new song every 2-3 weeks from now on!! i hope u enjoy this song, it's gonna be on all plats in the next couple days i love u guys✦

lyrics
--------
and i faint
watch me bleed i don't wanna stay awake
comprehend i don't wanna stay the same
used me up then u wanted me to change
i'm so done i don't think i'll be ok

i don't think i'll be ok i told u i don't wanna die
u said that it's ok and then u told me close ur eyes
i'm lost in my head cause now i know it's do or die
stay drunk in my bed u told me u won't suicide

then i fled
i've been dead in my head there's a mess
i've been fighting all these demons yeah i bled
i don't think u would've ever even said
no you could've never said

fuck u did it again u done changed me
to much in my head i feel like breaking
on my own again i feel forsaken
guess i picked the prize and now i'm racing

what'd they say about me again
i know u don't like me anyways
never wanted me to stay
now i'm gone and you'll never see me
again
no don't worry i'm dead
u fed
me up with your lies then i fled

through the dark night i feel dead inside
gotta fly by, there's a storm outside
it don't matter how hard i try
it's gon be all gone, all gone on the count to five

Stay Awake

amv <3

Stay Awake (strivebeats + jkeiloops)

✦this is something different than usual i hope u guys fw this style of me too and enjoy this one :) i appreciate everyone who listens to my songs <3 all plats next week or the week after!✦

lyrics
--------
forget about it
on myself i've brought it
it was all for nothing
everything u wanted
and now i'm feeling like u wish that i was dead
and now i'm feeling like i'm trapped inside my head
and the world burns now
i cannot get around
the fact that u lied
it's hard to get down
i don't feel too fine
rather think i'd die
who are you inside
think about yourself 
right

yeah don't forget about it
said that you won't do it again
yeah u done did it again
and now you lost many friends
and now youre sprinting ahead
tryna leave ur scars in past
in this play where youre not cast
in the lights, you're now led

time turns back
i spoke to my old self
im viewing my old past
all of these memories
in dreams so black
i thought u meant
everything that u
that u said

Forget Abt It

all plats

Forget Abt It (05alagen + greyrock)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i know i'll find another way
to feel like a whole person
i need a thousand extra days
to conjure some encouragement
size me up for now
i think i'm fiending for some sentiment
could you show me how
to make good impressions so no one forgets?

you don't wanna see me when i can't get the words out
i push away the people that i care the most about
i don't even mean the shit that comes out of my mouth
i can't help but feel like everyone is out to get me
wreck me
people love to test me
acting like i'm not worth the dog shit that they stepped in
i really hate all the people who never listen
the ones that talk a lot of shit then just act like a victim
you think i'm flirting, i'm not
i got a head full of thoughts
i'm sweating bullets and i'm starting to develop a cough
i waste away in my room
bite at my skin 'cause of you
i'm better now, but honestly, that shit was just fucking rude
how could you leave it like that?
no care for who you attract
you oughta thank your false god that these teeth can retract
i'll sink them into your knee
destroy support underneath
because i'm going for the jugular, i'm never at ease

i'm never at ease...

stop
wait 'til i'm gone
i know you're aching for something you've lost
preaching to some
get through to none
what is the point of explaining myself
when everyone listens to somebody else?
wasting my breath on the anger you held
it's all my fault and i reap what i sow
you fooled me once now that's twice in a row

knee

ⓘ Designed and managed by Touxious ™

Mixed/Mastered by @prodbytriss

Music Video: https://youtu.be/-SZGdbZyLoE?si=RgwtBmEStM8YoidM

Platform Directory: https://hypeddit.com/jaddex/crazyz

Lyrics:

Crazy

Spotify

Crazy Ft. Temora & funeral

Prod by me

(lyrics <3)
8 legs
im cold
haired back
im shocked
venom
in touch
where do i start

where do i get started started
where do i get started started 
where do i get started started
where do i get started started

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

oh
oh-ah

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

the hourglass
has made me fall
ive reached down
spinning views of my end
where do i go

Black Widow

BURY ME WITH ALL MY FRIENDS

I hope you all enjoy this one, I tried something different this time!<3

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4SSU2E5l3MticZxOzvTXic?si=fefb7751e4b54320

prod. sorrow bringer
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics
⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯
// intro
I got a lot of snakes inside my life
I don't wanna meet no one at this time
now I'm only reading through my lines
walking through the waves, all these pines
I cant get them out my head, oh I miss my friend

// chorus
Feeling confined in this room inside my place
And I wish I knew all these fucking signs
All my friends taking drugs, THC and the lines
In this day and age I feel so lost
Yeah I loved but what is the cost?
Cos the only thing you did was break my heart
And the cause of my anxiety yeah it's all you
So how can you say I'm the one who's in the wrong?
Cos I thought you were my last one
But you left me like I was a no one
Now I'm drinking every day-

// verse
Hoping I can forget you
Feeling paranoid inside this space
And my eyes go black every time I think of you and I
Memories of us they fade so quick
Could you stop begging me to come back
I feel like a robot every time I think of you
Cos there was no decision on my side
You make feel so shite
And I wrote my heart and soul out
But what did you do?!
(FUCK ANOTHER GUY)
Clear yourself into the way to better yourself

// chorus
Feeling confined in this room inside my place
And I wish I knew all these fucking signs
All my friends taking drugs, THC and the lines
In this day and age I feel so lost
Yeah I loved but what is the cost?
Cos the only thing you did was break my heart
And the cause of my anxiety yeah it's all you
So how can you say I'm the one who's in the wrong?
Cos I thought you were my last one
But you left me like I was a no one
Now I'm drinking every d-d-d-day

// bridge
She made me feel so fucking blue
And she'd hang out with her friends
Till they buzz and drink some booze
And then she cheated on me 
And she left me with all these dues
But then tells me that she still wants me
And I don't trust her (I can't forget you)

// outro
BURY ME WITH ALL MY FRIENDS
COS I DON'T WANNA LIVE ANYMORE
I LOVE WHEN YOU LIE
I LOVE WHEN YOU DIE
WHEN I SEE YOUR GUY
ILL MAKE SURE TO KILL HIM 
RIGHT ON THE SPOT

(I don't really care about your-)

AND IM LOSING ALL MY VISIONS
FALLING STRAIGHT DOWN TO MY DEATH
WASTING MY LAST BREATH ON YOU AND ME
BUT I HATE YOU BRO
OH YOUR COLLISION IS THE REASON
WHY I'VE BEEN SO BROKEN
HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THIS NOW
I LOVED YOU SO MUCH

plotting my own death

Spotify ♥

plotting my own death (sorrow bringer)

I hope you all enjoy this one! I am now planning on releasing every 2 weeks for a while since I have a few songs ready! <3

prod. dercept & 5head
youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JElBQN5slDI
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/1WSbx9sJKhdkEWLp6JLEu7?si=6525ee8b389645ed

lyrics:

(chorus)
Oh I think I fucked up, fucked up
I don't wanna die, I dont wanna die
Can you maybe walk up, walk up
I been trying not to lose my focus
I am wondering if you even notice
Heart deformed like a dead lotus
Don't walk on so quick, I feel so sick
You seem so scared of me, am I even real?
Can you maybe seal the deal?
Before I release all of this
And turn into a ghost
Maybe then you'd understand

(bridge)
Baby I needed you the most
Cause now I feel so lost
I knew you couldn't save me
And you only broke me down

(verse)
break me down, break me down
and you only send me shivers down my spine
and you wanted me to lie and to say that im fine
cos yu never rly cared and I knew it
i just wanted to be nice

Send a shot into my brain
I only feel this pain
I wanna go while it rains
I know you wanna see me faint
As you wished me death anyways
In this day and age, I feel so lost
Only 21 and already wana die

(bridge 2)
Already knowing
That I'm gonna die early in this life
Heya dont go now, I love you more
Oh baby I forget about her
No sense in a way this spares

dead lotus

dead lotus (dercept x 5head)

✦hope y'all been doing well & enjoy this one!! a new song/flip with gamvae is coming out next week on spotify and two weeks after that this ones coming out everywhere too :) thank u for listening <3 ✦

lyrics
--------
fuck me up inside u did damage
losing u to much i can't handle
cuz lately i've been lost in this dark palace
tryna send me in the wrong directions

i told u, i didn't know what u expected
now you're so cruel, why u tryna send me a message
and now we're so through, all alone i feel abandoned
through the cold view, bleeding out give me the bandage

put my emotions in a bag and i'll pack them
i thought the trust would last every second
i got voices in my head i gotta break it
there's really not much left compared to back then

i knew it months ahead that u planned it
got voices in my head what they demanding?
cause now theres no way back and my heart's standing
put these feelings in a sack and i'll trash them
many times i tried but i can't help it
and i'll ask u one more time if u have felt it
no there's not alot to hide compared to back then
and now it's you and i
looking for the ending

plotting my own death (sorrow bringer)

i'm yxno

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