produced by @deadyami x @jauntsen

lyrics:
i fear i'm not enough again
my friends all feed me oxygen
but i'm at a point where they can not help me anymore
had another breakdown and move on with my day
it felt like something i could not escape
they said it's my fault cuz i'm tired and lazy
centipedes in my mind they all start the invading
i don't know why i was waiting
but i know that i was patient
i tell myself that it was worth it

i remember watching bands perform in that basement
holding onto u cuz there could never be replacements
when i first put my hand out never thought that u would take it
i swear that it was the best thing that i've felt in a while
my happiness was based around your smile
and it faded so fast

worth it (dead yami x jauntsen)

THE REAPER'S GONNA TAKE ME AWAY AND I CAN'T FEEL AT ALL

thank u kitti for the awesome artwork and shoutout dercept for posting such crazy beats, couldn't have made this happen without u guys <3

just let the lyircs sit, my friends. you will take a trip into my mind these past few weeks.

lyrics:

if i died in this coffin tonight
i’ll wonder where the fuck i’d go
maybe somewhere here in the path i fall 
i don’t really even know when
the reapers gonna take me away and i can’t feel it all
wondering if i’ll see the day that imma hear it all
ohhhh, ohhhh

so alive
what’s the point of living if i’m gonna die?
and the reapers gonna take me through the sky
i don’t think i’m even gonna say goodbye 

hate goodbyes 
hate the time
razor blade
take my life 
tell my friends
i’m alright
better place
in the sky 

why do you care for me like bitch i’m a stranger
i’ll grow out my wings i’m turning into an angel

if i died in this coffin tonight
i’ll wonder where the fuck i’d go
maybe somewhere here in the path i fall 
i don’t really even know when
the reapers gonna take me away and i can’t feel it all
wondering if i’ll see the day that imma hear it all
ohhhh, ohhhh

all plats

coffin [prod. dercept x jissa]

ask me if im doin better, i jus got used to the weather
created a place where im bulletproof
cus theres nowhere to hide when that bullet shoot
trauma been buried the corner
the deepest recesses take over
no one compares to u.

everything you do is crass ft. killmesumday

embers

BURY ME WITH ALL MY FRIENDS

I hope you all enjoy this one, I tried something different this time!<3

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4SSU2E5l3MticZxOzvTXic?si=fefb7751e4b54320

scroll amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GwXzmj9AsuE&pp=ygUGc2Nyb2xs

prod. sorrow bringer
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics
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// intro
I got a lot of snakes inside my life
I don't wanna meet no one at this time
now I'm only reading through my lines
walking through the waves, all these pines
I cant get them out my head, oh I miss my friend

// chorus
Feeling confined in this room inside my place
And I wish I knew all these fucking signs
All my friends taking drugs, THC and the lines
In this day and age I feel so lost
Yeah I loved but what is the cost?
Cos the only thing you did was break my heart
And the cause of my anxiety yeah it's all you
So how can you say I'm the one who's in the wrong?
Cos I thought you were my last one
But you left me like I was a no one
Now I'm drinking every day-

// verse
Hoping I can forget you
Feeling paranoid inside this space
And my eyes go black every time I think of you and I
Memories of us they fade so quick
Could you stop begging me to come back
I feel like a robot every time I think of you
Cos there was no decision on my side
You make feel so shite
And I wrote my heart and soul out
But what did you do?!
(FUCK ANOTHER GUY)
Clear yourself into the way to better yourself

// chorus
Feeling confined in this room inside my place
And I wish I knew all these fucking signs
All my friends taking drugs, THC and the lines
In this day and age I feel so lost
Yeah I loved but what is the cost?
Cos the only thing you did was break my heart
And the cause of my anxiety yeah it's all you
So how can you say I'm the one who's in the wrong?
Cos I thought you were my last one
But you left me like I was a no one
Now I'm drinking every d-d-d-day

// bridge
She made me feel so fucking blue
And she'd hang out with her friends
Till they buzz and drink some booze
And then she cheated on me 
And she left me with all these dues
But then tells me that she still wants me
And I don't trust her (I can't forget you)

// outro
BURY ME WITH ALL MY FRIENDS
COS I DON'T WANNA LIVE ANYMORE
I LOVE WHEN YOU LIE
I LOVE WHEN YOU DIE
WHEN I SEE YOUR GUY
ILL MAKE SURE TO KILL HIM 
RIGHT ON THE SPOT

(I don't really care about your-)

AND IM LOSING ALL MY VISIONS
FALLING STRAIGHT DOWN TO MY DEATH
WASTING MY LAST BREATH ON YOU AND ME
BUT I HATE YOU BRO
OH YOUR COLLISION IS THE REASON
WHY I'VE BEEN SO BROKEN
HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THIS NOW
I LOVED YOU SO MUCH

plotting my own death

Spotify ♥

plotting my own death (sorrow bringer)

first time i preformed live, so my singing isnt very good. i was very nervous lol. but i hope you enjoy

lyrics:

she thinks im a narcissist
tell me how i am my love
i think you're piece of shit
i can tell you how you are
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her touch
her soft little hands, like a angel up above

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont want to feel this to way towards anyone
but you

she thinks i should live my life
but i still struggle to survive
i think your amazing
she thinks of the ways that i could lie
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her arms
she held me like no other, but still her felt harmful thorns
i pushed it all aside for the sake of both us
and what did i get in return? nothing but fucking mental burns
tell the audience how the hell u fucked me up

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont to feel this way towards to anyone
but you
i still love you
for anyone

mental burns by icantsleeplol (live preformance 5 - 20 - 24)

If you woke up next to me 
And I wasn’t there in my own right 
I would say, let it go 
We’ve got a long day ahead 
Gotta make it outside 

Gently put our jewelry away 
We don’t need it where we’re heading not this time 
Looking back this oddly feels the same 
If I repeated some words would u be surprised 
We tend to think the same way when these things arise 
When these things arise 
If it was up to if it was up to me I would just decline 

And if i fall 
Would you pick me up despite all the harboring hate like 
Sharp wire wrapped upon my plate 
feel the 
Scrape build after every bite I take 
It’s a, class act type of move ain’t it 
Could you even tolerate another person faking
Every piece of their persona do they think we’re stupid 
I don’t believe it anymore it’s such a hassle such a chore 
It leaves me feeling so bored 
and all they want is us more more more 
And if i fall 
Would you pick me up despite all the harboring hate like 
Sharp wire wrapped upon my plate 
After Everything now it’s all hate 

Could you be authentic while I share a few words 
Would you feel comfortable with being the one that’s hurt 
The one that’s hurt 

Gently put our jewelry away 
We don’t need it where we’re heading not this time 
Looking back this oddly feels the same 
If I repeated some words would u be surprised 
We tend to think the same way when these things arise 
When these things arise 
If it was up to if it was up to me I would just decline

more more more (gasoline)

lyr


it hurts more than u know
it hurts more than i show
and i care more than u think i do
please dont let me go
im just barely scraping by
im just barely feeling right
i feel u split my mind
this pressure behind my eyes

im trapped up inside a web
of ur creation , i take my breath
i cant say if its the meds or
maybe im just out my head
dont have the will to get out of bed
most days, is it the end
for me, i think its best
if i see closure in my death

cut me off
or i pass on
cuz i drank too much 
but i dont think enough 
feed me more
water my corpse
with a whisky sour
or a pack of coors

give me the sermon again
maybe ill read into it
im shaking at night and im hearing things
sounds a bit like electricity

it hurts more than u know
it hurts more than i show
and i care more than u think i do
please dont let me go
im just barely scraping by
im just barely feeling right
i feel u split my mind
this pressure behind my eyes

please.

it is what it is (abe parker) cover

gotyabck prod.raq

10.06.2025 / No more music will be posted. This page is now an archive, I make music under another name.

plotting my own death (sorrow bringer)

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