Feel like I've been sleeping too much on your tracks this song is crazy wow

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All production, mixing, and mastering done by me.
cover art designed from a recent hike I went on :)

lyrics:

Not making sense to you
Baby that’s how you’ll learn the truth
Coulda switched up but I won’t be rude
Lookin for something new
I coulda done better
Swear its a straight shot but it never works
Caught in a big knot with the least concern 
Sorry you’re the one that hurts

And ill be there in the morning
Swear to god I won’t be late
And ill be there without warning
A throwback to yesterday
Ill be there not ignoring all the times you called my name 
Let’s go right back where we started I’d rather rewind the tapes

I won’t lie 
I been wanting to see you one more time
So pretty please look through my eyes
feels like im paralyzed 

Don’t even like you
Why do I sit beside you?
Can’t get you out my head
But im doing all of that

And this time
I won’t follow, you
Not anyone 
Has a heart that will last through it all

chorus

something new

(intro)
It takes me way too long to lose
Sometimes its fine sometimes I cant keep it cool
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you
(verse)
Seems like I been off my head
If not me then who instead
Yah yah wow wow
I still forget it like yah yah wow wow
Its hard for us get we are really strangers
No more love
I guess I'm not a saviour
Cant save this oh nanana
Broken home sing lalala
I knew you so well
Sing bout it on mels
They know but oh well
Care but I wont tell
Pictures of us yea
The silence it kills me
Last night were you free
Why didn't you text me
I find it hard to love
I don't wanna sober up
Thinking bout just giving up
What's the point in falling in love
(hook)
What should I expect from you
Strangers don't make sense for you
We can conversate
But you deprecate oh
Everything I say
Like damn
I opened up my heart for you
I don't care
But sometimes feel like yes I do
Its like I don't know how
I keep coming back
to you

Conversate (Michael Warren)

prod. @ayyitsryo + 333ri + me

lyrics:
i
i've been doing all right
going thru another "break" again
and fake amends
i sit thru all her lies

i've been asking u
why
are u wasting ur time
it will never be the same again
we play pretend
i sit thru all the fights

i've been walking on glass all weekend
find your reason
to fight again tonight

when i'm yelling till u cry again
and lie again
u want it

fight again
and die again
i'm on it

why do u keep asking what i'm on

it's some sick
entertainment
living off the drugs and a love that is misery

quick
a replacement
urs is more significant than all the other drugs i'm on

if i'm feeling better i'm not quitting i'm just moving on

i might leave a letter on ur mattress at the brink of

dawn again
i'm wrong again

i wrote another
song again
about ur friends

i've tried too many times to pull these strings back to the start

cuz when u cried
in ur bedroom
u didn't have to
tear me apart

and when i lie
i protect u
from these bad moods
i play my part

cry again (ryo + 333ri + st jimmy)

production: jacy nyte @jacynyte
mixing & mastering: me

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lyrics:

lately ive been fallin down
but tell me how you doing now?
its been so long since you left town
i miss when i could see you around
u know, i know 
what we both had 
is never ever
coming back
emotions flooding, feeling drowned
but now I guess
ill see you around

i miss your shine of moonlight
glowing bright on you tonight 
i could never be enough for anybody in this life 
walked around this empty town just so I can look upon the night 
and it hurts me without you here
i just want my friend to stay
why’d u leave me without even a single goodbye?
it was all just so soon…

i know i gave a lot of me 
but you know
you stole a part of me
sunrise
shining on your face
me and you
could never separate

ghost town re:do (jacy nyte)

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

produced by @deadyami x @jauntsen

lyrics:
i fear i'm not enough again
my friends all feed me oxygen
but i'm at a point where they can not help me anymore
had another breakdown and move on with my day
it felt like something i could not escape
they said it's my fault cuz i'm tired and lazy
centipedes in my mind they all start the invading
i don't know why i was waiting
but i know that i was patient
i tell myself that it was worth it

i remember watching bands perform in that basement
holding onto u cuz there could never be replacements
when i first put my hand out never thought that u would take it
i swear that it was the best thing that i've felt in a while
my happiness was based around your smile
and it faded so fast

worth it (dead yami x jauntsen)

atelophobia (ft. tigerstar) [p. crona]

ly:
n i remember last summer 
u pulled that knife from ur side 
and then laid me out in the gutter
and i dont remember a struggle
i looked u dead in the eyes
and told u w/o a stutter that its


violet skies when ur crying
when i wake up then ur right there
and i cant breathe when ur lying
lungs turned black in the open air

what makes it difficult
is i feel invisible 2 u
am i 2 difficult 4u
and i'll be miserable w u
but this is typical 2 u
another day just 2 get thru

i'll, wipe those eyes
have i gone blind?
i cant see past the sun, 
know im gone in a month
and itll all be done
tell me that im wrong i'll never speak to u again
im always holding on until the blood drips from my hands
whats said is fucking done theres no changing up the plans
and i'll be dead and gone i'll never ask about the-

violet skies when ur crying
when i wake up then ur right there
and i cant breathe when ur lying
lungs turned black in the open air

#scfirst #getmoreplays

when ur crying (yungspoiler + daks9k)

i was gonna make another ep to follow up the first consisting of this typa stuff but i wanna take my sound in a completely different direction for this next ep on my main discog so enjoy this :)

floor w/ autumndropsdead

@55depths

track from the EP:
"what i asked for"

lyrics:
you're fast asleep
right next 2 me
yet i can't seem to get a wink
cause every time i close my eyes
i see you with another life
and you're happy
i can see it
are you happy
with me? yeah
are you lacking
any passion
feelings changing
like a fashion

so tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for
tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for
tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for
tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for

i'm running out of things to feel
looking back at something
that i really thought was real
huh
babe you had it all for real
then you took it all back
just a heart to steal
why'd you tell me
that you love me
if you're leaving
in the morning
then ignore me
like it's nothing
feelings changing
like the season

walking out
i'm gone
there's nothing you can do to stop me
you had a chance but not for long
can't believe you almost got me
walking out
i'm gone
there's nothing you can do to stop me
you had a chance but not for long
can't believe you almost got me

so tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for
tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for
tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for
tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for

walking out
i'm gone
there's nothing you can do to stop me
you had a chance but not for long
can't believe you almost got me
so tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for
tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for
tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for
tell it to me straight
it's what i asked for

next 2 me

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

worth it (dead yami x jauntsen)

claude

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