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FEELINGS

I've been seeing more and more articles in the news about mental health issues in these trying times. If you have a moment, give this song a listen and really try to listen to the lyrics.  Thank you.
Wrote this song to help raise awareness of the anguish and suffering of anyone afflicted by any form of mental illness.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lqr22JOLKn0

Intro:  
Left: Afraid, broken, vulnerable, sadness, oppressed, hopeless, insecure, empty, nervous, abandoned, consumed, dejected, alone, emotional, suicidal, fragile, hurt, miserable, overwhelmed,

Right: Devastated, paranoid, crushed, exhausted, shattered, withdrawn, tearful, weak, suffering, isolated, helpless, distraught, anxious, brittle, defensive, suffocating, numb, pain, failure.

Verse 1
These voices in my head
   I hear them calling but there’s emptiness in there.
These voices in my head
   The echos bouncing in the darkness of my mind.
These voices in my head
   The chatter blurring thoughts that are barely there.

Chorus:	
I feel emptiness and fear, of being all alone.
I sit and wonder, anybody see the pain.
I’m scared and hopeless dare not share my shame.
Loneliness consumes me, eats away the ye-ears 

Verse 2
These voices in my head
   I dare not dream, I fear nightmares and pain.
These voices in my head
   Fill me with sorrow, I see no end in sight.
These voices in my head
   Make me insecure and bring me guilt and shame.

<Chorus>

Instrumental:

Verse 3
These voices in my head
   Suffer through the pain trying to hold out my hand.
These voices in my head
   The crushing darkness breaks my heart consumes my mind.
These voices in my head
   Does anybody notice, does anybody care.

<Chorus>

Verse 4
These voices in my head
   I ask why, there are no tears when I cry.
These voices in my head
   No one hears the silent screams in my mind.
These voices in my head
   You don’t understand when I tell you I’m fine.

<Chorus>

Outro: (with just guitar and synths)
These voices in my head
   I hear a soothing voice reaching for my hand.
These voices in my head
   I see a light, where darkness filled my soul.
These voices in my head
   Someone heard my cry, now I’am alone no more.
These voices in my head
   These voices slowly fading from my mind

Playing a Godin xtSA through a Roland GR-55. A Schecter P series bass straight into the input interface. Recorded through an AudioBox 22VSL using Presonus Studio One 4. Drums and synths played on and Impact LX49 using Studio One instruments.

These Voices In My Head

This goes out to the asshole I wasted 21 precious years of my life on who left when I undergoing chemotherapy, was bald and bloated, with no eyelashes or eyebrows, uncertain about whether I was going to live or not...Oh! And it was the week before Christmas! Believe me, he absolutely deserves The Curse!!!

Wait? What? I've been asked for lyrics? Thank you...it would be my absolute pleasure to release these words into the universe again... :)

Testo- ;)

I will take a cue from the cunning folk,
The candles have been lit, the house is full of smoke.
The poppet's full of little hairs I've gathered from the sink,
I know it sounds like madness but I've been brought to the brink.
A smirk comes to my face as I gently hold the pin,
And I hope you feel my anguish as I gladly stick it in...
This one's for betrayal, this one's for the pain,
This one's for the loneliness you've made me feel again.
Things aren't getting better, they're only getting worse
I won't give you my blessing, but I'll give you my curse.
My curse...

I jab you in the heart, you may think it unkind,
A spell to block the happiness I hope you never find.
With each little stabbing, each little prick...
I hope yours leads you to despair, I hope it makes you sick.
With dark intent I light the fire, I feel warmed by the flame,
Gather negative energy, spit it out with your name.
Onto the little pyre, I place your effigy,
Watch the blaze consume you, the way that you burnt me.
Things aren't getting better, they're only getting worse,
I won't give you my blessing, but I'll give you my curse...
My curse...

Winds of the North, South, East and West
As I scatter these ashes with pains in my chest-
May he feel my torment, collapsing in the throes,
Send him my affliction, to him O' cold winds blow!
Transfer the torture he inflicts to his own agony.
Days darker than the midnight hour, forsooth I wish on thee...
Bring the howling storms! Clouds of calamity!
With these words, a hex on you...SO MOTE IT BE!!!!!

Unknown album (11/7/2019 5:37:39 PM)

The Curse (Doomsday Demo)

A hollow wind of desire

Don't (Let Go, Jump)

You betrayed me
Made me very sad
Last night you took
Everything I had

Your words upset me
Shook me to the core
Last night you said
You love me no more 

I assured you
That my love was true
Last night the sky
Turned the darkest blue

We should have cherished
What we had before
Last night you said
You love me no more

© Odd Petals 2020

In Tune

Last Night

What doesn't kill us makes us stronger. I think this track is about optimism. Music Composed/Produced by Guitarbeard © 2020

Buy https://guitarbeard.bandcamp.com/track/and-no-matter-what

Dialectica

And No Matter What ...

Thanks to my friend Mike:-)) for coming up with this groove, and having  me play !  ! Always a blast to Play with Mike !!!  We hope you enjoy the groove!!   A bit Dub-step ,a bit Rock ,a Bit me too:-))

cheers G

Groove Day....  Mike & Gina

An aural picture of one of my cats in the vein of Tomita.

Merlin pic - Geoff Descartes

Remastered using SC mastering facility

Published on SC 27 August 2020

Merlin Swirlin’ (remaster)

The washing machines had a gutsful
It’s raining again on the lawn
There’s muck on the floor and there’s mud in your hair
Can I wipe can I clean any more?

O woman rise up from your ashes
so you don’t thrill to clean any more,
Spin around and at least you’ll get dizzy
and there’s plenty of food on the floor

O I don’t expect joy all the time,
And I never expected true bliss,
But when we fell down and made babies
I didn’t anticipate this!

There’s a strange sense of wild in my head now,
There’s a part of me drifting away
Watch a woman down there in the kitchen
as I unclip one side of me brain


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This is one of my older songs that I am still quite fond of..  I have had fun mixing it up with some random sounds from my laundry and goodness knows where else while I was in creative mode!  And yes, that picture IS the machine performing in the piece.. :-))
Written sung made and played by Emma.

Washing Machine Song...  (O I don't expect joy ALL the time!)

All About

Indie pop from Richmond va

New Song "From The Heart" 

Visual Video:
New Song! :) 
https://soundcloud.com/inconjunction/from-the-heart?si=465c7cd741304612b8946816c43d8c90&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Visual Video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9iUxabSgnlE

Heavy On The Brain! EP out now

Music video for "Curiosity Killed the Shame"! :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyuJdeNKI5g
Nothing/Love out now!
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Don't (Let Go, Jump)

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