THIS IS NOT ME. Go see the original video and Manuel Gardner-Fernandes’ channel at https://youtu.be/HAshXrlNXs0

Manuel Gardner-Fernandes - Roaring 20’s

Better By Now

my EP 'breathe' is out now!
this is my second EP this year and i'm very proud of that. i hope you can find some time to listen :)

https://linktr.ee/liamello

breathe

Boulevards

Lyrics:
I just wanna kick it with the ones who make me feel good 
Drive all day to nowhere, drive thru hopping , as I should 
‘Cause I don’t deserve this, I’m losing my shit 
Don’t claim you’re this when you never act like it 

Thinking you’re above me , always saying you’re the “big dog” 
Taking everything I give you ‘cause you get what you want 
Try to bring up issues but I guess I’m wrong 
Everything’s my fault 
Everything’s my fault 

I’m not gonna play by your rules 
It’s my life you don’t get to choose 
I think you forget I’m not you 
Get off my ass and worry bout you 

Get off my ass and worry bout you 

‘Cause I’m not your punching bag 
I don’t see what’s wrong with that 
Take what you won’t give back 
I’m not your punching bag 

Spinning like a record 
Round & round I’m getting dizzy 
Excusing all your bullshit
Now we’re overstepping boundaries 
Try to talk but you’re tuning me out 
Unless I bring up what only you care about 
Walking on eggshells till my feet are cut & bleeding
I never would imagine you would  be this deceiving 
Going on and on about how I’m such a lost cause 
You act like you’re my mom 
I think that’s a little odd 

Said I’m not gonna play by your rules 
It’s my life you don’t get to choose 
I think you forget I’m not you 
Get off my ass 

I know this will go right over your head 
Get a whiff of your medicine,
‘cause you don’t like to be fed 
Spoon full of sugar coated lullabies 
Can’t get in my head 
And this time I won’t be around, 
I guess we’ll cut off the thread 
‘cause 

‘Cause I’m not your punching bag 
I don’t see what’s wrong with that 
Take what you won’t give back 
I’m not your punching bag 

I’m not your punching bag 
Don’t see what’s wrong with that 
Take what you won’t give back (hey!)

Listen on Spotify!

Punching Bag

♬let's go home into a time we've grown old ♬

if i'd had a dream,
i'd like to think
it'd look a bit like this:
dancing in the kitchen
at 3am
to the sound of your eyes
holding mine

if i'd had a dream,
i'd like to think
it'd sound a bit like this:
your laughter in a bottle
raising tides within a world gone dry

and it would cut through,
like a knife,
all of the things
we'd rather leave behind

so if i go sleep
and then never wake up
from within the scene
that we went and made up
i just need to know
i'll open my eyes to you

ebb and flow
into a rhyme
we don't know
just getting lost
in each other's view(s)

let's go home
into a time
we've grown old
i promise i'll
always be with you

if i'd had a dream
i'd like to think it'd smell a bit like this
a hint of coffee,
maybe wine,
and the sweet of summer
intertwined with moonlight

as your fragrance
weaves tapestries,
synesthesia
washes over me
feel your heartbeat's
painted sound
whenever you brush against my skin

so i'll go sleep
to never wake up
from within the scene
that we went and made up
i don't need to know
what i'll open my eyes to

ebb and flow
into a rhyme
we don't know
just getting lost
in each other's view(s)

let's go home
into a time
we've grown old
i promise i'll
always be with you

if i'd had a dream,
i'd like to think
it'd feel a bit like this

if i'd had a dream,
i'd like to think
it'd feel a bit like this
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produced by @juiceboxcaviar
written by @juiceboxcaviar
mixed and mastered by & @juiceboxcaviar

raising_tides (stripped demo)

Stream 'It's Better': https://linktr.ee/indybjune

Produced by: @neanderthalofficial
Mixed & mastered by: @neanderthalofficial & @sensugang
Artwork by: www.instagram.com/just.tilted/

Lyrics:
Go ahead ignore me
I don’t crave adoration
Go ahead you can leave me
It’d be better that way

'Cause I’m a flea in your plain of existence
You flick me off of your shoulder- I’ll miss it
Wipe me out your life cause I’m reckless
You’d kill me now but our love was infectious

Climbing in through your window
Getting stuck in your curtains
Watch as you start to love her
Guess it’s better that way

'Cause I’m a flea in your plain of existence
You flick me off of your shoulder- I’ll miss it
Wipe me out your life cause I’m reckless
You’d kill me now but our love was infectious

'Cause I'm just a flea
I'll miss it
Wipe me out of your life
I'll miss it
'Cause I'm just a flea
I'll miss it

Flea

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