I had a gf... now I hate her </33

bushed - all instruments
bushed - mix/master

my ig's :
www.instagram.com/busheddead/
www.instagram.com/busheddeath/

my relationship

my voice is fucking gay and this songs fucking gay so i fucking covered it

year of the horse (pacific purgatory cover)

This one has more instruments in it the other one was the OG.

All things Prod by Notra Sleep

Listen To The Album on spotify:
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There will be music videos here : www.youtube.com/@NotraSleep

Slightly Red in here
Drinkin my energy drink
Burn that Hallway n everything
missin two years of memories

Professors hatin on me
Who gives a damn when ur here
All I need is you tellin me
everything is as it should be

Its out of my will
And makes me sick
Isolated
In my own room

Fvck memories
Ive deleted
Every Photo
From 2 thousand twenTy three

[Audio]:
+ Did you make a breakthrough?
- Sort of. I just took a long look at myself, and I don't think this science thing is gonna pay off.
+ Well, why don't I get Beth and we'll go out for ice cream?
- That Diane, is the last great idea that will ever be had in this garage.

Im gonna lay
Somebody say
somethin to me
I might need a company

Its out of my will
And makes me sick
Isolated
In my own room

Fvck memories
Ive deleted
Every Photo
From 2 thousand twenTy three

Isolated Varsity Years

Isolated In My Room

bye for now

I believe I told you before
How I am such a bore
I never have any fun
So please stop thinking I'm the one

To save you from yourself
you say "please save me from this hell"
You tell me that you wanted me
Yet you wanted me to be someone else

You never really text me
You never really write me
You never really loved me
You never even liked me
You never really text me
You never really kissed me
You never really hugged me
You never even liked me

But I just think you're lonely 
You say you love me only
You'll never really get it
You'll never really notice

You never really text me
You never really write me
You never really loved me
You never even liked me
You never really text me
You never really kissed me
You never really hugged me
You never even liked me  
You never really text me
You never really write me
You never really loved me
You never even liked me
You never really text me
You never really kissed me
You never really hugged me
You never even liked me  


★ guitar co-performed by @user-1642493 (aka K1LLSWITCH)

You Never Even Liked Me

I want to be loved,
But none wants me
I want to be loved,
Oh no I am nothing

Wake up in the morning,
Another boring day
Getting fcked up again,
Everyday is same

Nobody wants me,
Oh thats lame
I'm going to make out,
With a random girl

Please,
Someone
Be my fcking girlfriend
Please,
Someone
Be my fcking girlfriend

I want to be loved,
But none wants me
I want to be loved,
Oh no I am nothing

Yesterday at party,
I met that one girl
She was 5 years older,
To be honest I dont care

I was so fcked up,
She was so drunk
We ended up party,
Making out

Please,
Someone
Be my fcking girlfriend
Please,
Someone
Be my fcking girlfriend

I want to be loved,
But none wants me
I want to be loved,
Oh no I am nothing

bushed - all instruments
bushed - mix/master

my ig :
www.instagram.com/busheddead/

I want to be loved so I'm gonna make out with a random girl again

lyrics:
please don't leave i'm not equipped to be by myself
and i'm so scared i can't help it
so scared i can't help
please don't leave i'm not equipped to be by myself
and i'm so scared i can't help it
so scared i can't help

break me down i'm not enough
just shoot me in the head
i tell you all the things about me 
that i never should've said
you say you love me but 
how much of that is true and truly meant
bc no matter what i do or say
ur hanging out with friends
instead of-

who cares
i'll feel better in a day
i swear
i'm not tryna make you change
it's not fair
this shit sucks
but no matter what i do
i can try
i will fail
i just wanna be with you 

i just wanna be with you
i just wanna be with you


who cares
i'll feel better in a day
i swear (i swear)
i'm not tryna make you change
it's not fair (not fair)
this shit sucks (shit sucks)
but no matter what i do
i can try (can try)
i will fail (will fail)
i just wanna be with you

who cares

2010s

No More

She's The Girl That's In My Dreams

lyrics:
he said he loved you 
yeah just long enough for u to send him nudes
and now he's gone again yeah gone for months
oh what the hell'd u do
and when he comes back
yeah you'll let him back in
and then you'll talk for a day
and then you'll send him ur tits

and then you'll ask me
what the hell ur doing wrong
idk
idc 
cause ur probably having fun
even if i were to help u'd probably go back in a month

the used, but instead of the band it's just a woman

God has blessed me with my musical talent

No More

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