music

The Upload

now on all plats :D

gonna try droppin way more now sorry for the lag been goin thru it but

such a pretty song thx to every1 on it :) 

prod @prodsecretsss + @1wasterr

lyrics

@zixdown
cause im stressed out
i feel left out
i got 2much on my mind 2 forget now
what is left now?
put my head down
don't think that i got what it takes now
& i keep feening & feening 
am i awake ? or im dreaming?
your love i dont need it 
we just keep hiding secrets

i cant go on
i cant go on now
its been so long 
of you just doing me wrong
& i cant hold on 
write another song 
about how i cant move on str8 frm you

@nthnlastsforever
ure usin me2 makeurself so clever
w howitis udnt makeit anybttr :|
n ihateu 4ignoring all my letters
but w u around its ez2get severed
its2hrd 2kp a ground whrweare lvld :p
i thnk its settled,, wecant b 2gthr ((nonono notaftrthat))
if udnt meddle,, we'll staylikethis 4evr ((nonono we wntgobck))
u lft me alonfromtha start
so tl me howdu get so far ?.?
cuz now ureshining likeastar
i think our luv jusgon tearusaprt

@ddayso
i dont rlly need that 
maybe it was wrong timing
it feels like u never really listen 
when im talking
fall into my arms 
know how it feels to b broken 
& i know it gets hard
feel like takaki, ur akari
& im sorry 
know u hate it when the drugs up in my body
but i cant fucking take it 
when i feel like this so often 
it gets better when u talk to me

@whyhaze
walk of shame walking with a head down eyes closed
try so hard to get up just to slip up on the ice road 
u can tell me abt how ur disappointed ik 
barefoot on some thin glass hanging off a tight rope
ill just look at the sky from below for the last time
i wld say it was a good time but tbh i had a bad time
sad time my life just been a satire
feels like ive been driving on a lonely road with a flat tire

spotify

falling apart w/ yuna, ddayso & whyhaze (secretsss + wasterr)

all the time + ggravee

all the time + ggravee (prod. camo)

ngl i did my vox in 2021 but anyways
@scrufff
@odel007

change direction 2022 remake w/ scruff (odel)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7MYtXgMHJxhyFiKTkmEMfx
YOU’VE BEEN ON MY MIND I CAN SAY THAT :::)
prod. wolfgang pander (i just added the kicks)
feat. @b2nny
mixed and shit by me 
epic freestyle (john style)
john

(epic shit we say in the song)
[neoprada]
you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

[b2nny]
late nights i've been
thinkin' what we could be
all these thoughts in my mind
baby yes i said please
but im crushed down
yeah im lost in my head
(john)
ill be fine yeah
im just better off dead 

sorry baby i dont wanna be with you
i didnt know that i liked u but i wont feen for u
i wont dream for you
no i wont skeem for you
all these thoughts in my brain
no i wont lean towards you

uh, me and you, what a fuckin' mess
i tried to keep me and u together
 i tried my best
i said fuck the rest
i said fuck the rest
all these demons in my brain yeah they put me to text yeah

[neoprada]
you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

u must believe that im so stressed out
i might need ur touch right now
i might need some neck now (lol)
you think that im playing with who?
you think imma talk now
you think that im stuck now
ask me to come down you know i cant now

no u can not ever see
what is wrong with me
no i can not ever be what i wanna be
im so stuck in this world
i cant go out anymore
i cant go out anymore

neoprada + b2nny + wolfgang pander - mess

upload on matter bugged out so posting it here for ppl that wanna listen to it properly :)

change direction 2022 remake w/ scruff (odel)

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