He’ll Know When It’s Gone

Want You

You’re The Lesson Who Made Me Who I Am 
©Schantell Wharton


You’re The Lesson Who Made Me Who I Am

Brings the sound of sunset parties, clubs, and the kind of nostalgia you feel long after the music stops.

Love Pays

Disclaimer – Preview of a very sensitive Artistic Album

This work is presented purely as an artistic exploration of mental-health themes, self-harm, suicidal ideation and related matters. It has been created in collaboration with individuals living with various diagnoses. It is not a disclosure of my own personal experiences, and it does not constitute therapeutic advice, medical treatment, or a substitute for professional support.

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Art can reflect dark places and emotional realities. This project attempts to shine a light on them: for some it may be illuminating; for others it may be triggering. If at any time you feel distressed, overwhelmed or in crisis, please seek help immediately.
You matter. Your feelings matter. You are not defined by a diagnosis. You are not alone.

Thank you for listening, reflecting and caring.

NOVOCAINE

Stillwater

I don’t wanna be right
About lovin’ you bein’ wrong
‘Cause every time I try to move on
It don’t feel like where I belong
I don’t wanna be right
If right means gone
I’d rather lose sleep than lose that tone
Yeah, I don’t wanna be right
About lovin’ you bein’ wrong

I Don't Wanna Be Right

The difficulties of being adhd and autistic in a relationship.

You Say, You Say (R&B Demo)

DIARIES PART ONE – THE HOTTEST SUMMER (ORIGINAL SOUNDTRACK)
Musik & Konzept: Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
Der Soundtrack zu meinem ersten Roman Diaries Part One – The Hottest Summer (BoD 2025).
Eine Klangreise durch den Sommer 2003 – zwischen Liebe, Wärme, Dämmerung und Erinnerung.
Jeder Track steht für einen Moment aus dem Buch:
☀️ „Main Theme – The Hottest Summer“ – die Hitze eines Nachmittags, der alles verändert.
🎞️ „Jack (Boy Made of Heat)” – innere Ruhe, Licht und Unsicherheit.
💛 „Danielle Thompson“ – laut, bunt, ehrlich.
🌙 „Rain on Düsseldorf“ – Nächte voller Regen, Zigarettenrauch und Gedanken.
🕯️ „First Light on Skin“ – ein neues Kapitel, wenn alles leiser wird.
Dieses Album ist eine Hommage an eine Zeit, die gleichzeitig vergangen und ewig ist –
und an all die Figuren, die in The Hottest Summer leben.
📚 Buch erhältlich ab 08. November 2025
ISBN (Paperback): 978-3-7597-9052-3
ISBN (E-Book): 978-3-7597-9053-0
© 2025 Colin Warner-Rochlitzer
All tracks written, performed and produced by the author.

Entenfang - Where the Water Knows

(a rewrite from James.1: 12-18. KJV 1611) 

Dont miscalculate beloved, 
my brethren.
Every good gift, 
all perfect gifts 
comes down from above,
from the Father of love

Blessed 
is the man 
´whom endureth temptation: 
for when he is tried, 
he´ll receive´s the crown
promised to all them 
that love him.

no man when strugle, must say 
I am seduced of God: 
for God cannot be tempted with evil, 
´Neither tempteth He anyone

But every one when tempteth,  enticed -
,is so of his own lust,
And Then when the lust hath conceived, 
it's bringeth forth sin: 
and the sin, when it is finished, 
It is bringeth forth death.
. (nooh nooh)
(it Is bringeth forth death..)

Dont miscalculate!
my beloved brethren.
dearest Sisters
Every good gift, 
every perfect gift 
comes down from above,
from the Father of love (the Father of light)

IN Him theres no shifting, or no shadows of change
He is the same yesterday, forever and today
He wont give us a stone when we ask for a bread ‘
To deliver us out of our eternal distress 
He gave His sole Son to the all certain death
Of his own will begat he us 
with the word of truth, 
 so that we should be the chosen firstfruit

Dont miscalculate!
 beloved, my brethren.
¨(dearest Sisters)-
Every singel good gift, 
every perfect gift 
comes down from above,
from the Father of light- (The father of love)

IN Him theres no shifting, or no shadows of change
He is the same yesterday, forever and today
Of his own will begat he us 
with the word of truth, 
 so that we should be the chosen firstfruit 
--of His creatures.

Dont miscalculate
my beloved brethren. 
Every good gift, 
every perfect gift 
comes down from above,
from the Father of love (hmmmmm)
He gave His sole Son to the all certain death...
...so that we should be the chosen firstfruit

Temptation

[Verse]
Euphoria
I feel it when you hold me
When you touch me, it's euphoria
I think you do it on purpose
I'm certain
When you touch me, it's euphoria
Falling in your ocean
Drowning in euphoria
Drowning in euphoria
Drowning in euphoria

[Chorus]
I pulled up off the street
Took two down, help me bleed
Hate when I'm in that mode
I should pull up with exotic
And your ex man, he a zero
But he still give you your problem
Let me put you on a jet now
Take you to the motherland
Euphoria

[Verse]
Tryna get lil' baby out that spandex
She don't need no friends
She got big plans
But she don't need a man with big bands
She don't need a man with big bands
But she want one
And she got one
Euphoria
When you see me, you adore me
Ain't nobody put it on me
Before you
Euphoria
I think you do it on purpose
I'm certain
When you touch me, it's euphoria

[Chorus]
I pulled up off the street
Took two down, help me bleed
Hate when I'm in that mode
I should pull up with exotic
And your ex boyfriend, he a zero
But he still give you your problem
Let me put you on a jet now
Take you to the motherland
Euphoria

Euphoria Ft. Nyx Ava

To all of you friendly souls which listen to my songs. Thank you!.  I dont need to hear from you, the listening numbers has its own tune and I would´t be this new me if it wasn´t for you.  God bless. You folks are the reason I´ll continue.

Temptation

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