i hate to say this as i feel i have a commitment to upload better tracks and keep creating. i feel like i'm letting those down who enjoy listening to what i do, having nothing new to look forward to.

it's actually been a while since i've made anything new. most of what i've been uploading the last few months are tracks i've made roughly six or more months ago. reason being, i'm on on new medication that helps balance out shit in my head. 

it keeps my crippling anxiety and destructive depression in check, but it compromises my ability to be creative, or hold onto the creative flow i was able to get into. when i find it, it's difficult to hold onto it and keep it around. i'm such a perfectionist, i've started multiple projects and end up resenting them, never finishing them because i can't find the spark to edit and create a reflection i desire. the one thing i loved the most is getting more and more difficult to hold on to.

it's a love hate relationship. the system has its demands for me to meet so i can survive. medication is needed so i remain stable and meet expectations. if i weren't tied and tethered, i feel as if i would be free. i feel like i'm stuck in the wrong paradigm. there's a lot i've lost due to the new stability, but maybe it's due to it being a whole new reality to me and i need to adapt.

i don't ever plan to stop making music, but, it might take me a while to figure out how.

compromise

scales, scars, feathers and fur. and a wholelotta cringe.

 I enjoy making music, and screwing around with different sounds. It's how I express myself. If I don't make much money, I don't mind. I just wanna spread the love and make the world a better place <3.  I know it sounds cringe as absolute fuck, but I mean it.

If there's a track on my page that's not downloadable, let me know and I'll fix it.

If you would like to use my work, please give me credit and list the track name. Credit is all I ask for.

For commercial/commission/contract purposes, message me and we can work something out!

Thanks for stopping buy and I hope you enjoy my world of audio!

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compromise

XEFSketch