XTC FINAL (SG BUFFALOBANG EERA)

produced by @lilac

@arideyes
tear me apart, lights out, it's lethal
i know i did wrong, i think im evil
i cant sit straight with all these people
piercing my vein, i love the needles
never ending dream, idk what happened
speeding thru the street, running thru the traffic
shattered to the core, down to a fragment
living in a scene, tell me that you're acting

@bliss05
caught inside the flame blow away the ashes
i cant feel the same cause im way 2 passed it
silver linked on this chain yea my soul attached it
i think ima go erase i just wana trash it all
how i do this shit its jus like magic
oh u tryna bite my old sound u can have it
chase this feeling that i get im like a addict
kno dem jL boys we outside causing havoc

how i did u was so fucked uppp
im so fucked up i cant trust nun
falling out the loop i guess my lucks up
if u want too we can hav fun :D
i jus made two u can have one
hysteric denims i got my shirt tucked
if u want to end em it could b worse
this feelings endless its gna hurt yuh
blood stains dripping all up on my shirt yuh
it just feels like it is never worth it
i step out im sinking into the earth yuh
its like a curse yea ill put u first ...

@arideyes
leave it up in the air, one day itll fall hard
barbed wire, open scars, running around alarm yards
burn this shit down, i never wanna cause harm
if i did u wrong, just know i wont lose heart
soul after soul i know no one coming after me
i know things will stay, but we got to leave that energy
one day i will win, im praying for a better me
i know i fail to live, baby sorry that's the best of me

bliss05 + arid eyes - i don't get it (lilac)

@kiryano @taylor @sshinju

i dont wanna go
leave my home
did this on my own
need u no

i feel so alone
call my phone
prolly just decline
thats just how it goes  

idk
i change what i do
i change what i feel
i change me for you
im bulletproof

i took way too much
wna fuckin puke
throw the ball i run
wanna be with you

i dont wanna do it anymore
im in last place i dont keep score
off too much fallin imma hit the floor
im love with the pills i adore

u broke me to my core
i want it i want more
i watch you leave it hurts
i cant be ignored

thats just how it goes... ft. kiryano (tmo + shinju)

ft. @emorave
prod. @kggn @47e

dont want u 2 see me liek this
i jus wanna b beside her
im the book n shes the writer
stalk u on the web like im a spider
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i wish we still had time
n i would u giv everything of mine
i would u giv everything
i cant sleep at night
i listen to ur voice on rewind
id trade everything we had for some more time
n i thought i had u but u never were mine
i know that ur selfish but my heart is all urs
it belongs to u more than it belongs 2 me
now its gettin hard 2 eat
cant get out of bed i only wanna sleep
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i lied its like all the time

emorave:
yeahhh
i see the look in your eyes, like yea
drugs just to pass the time, like yea
spazzed, thats just how were designed, like yea
pills just to keep me alive, like yea

you gotta be careful, youll hurt yourself bad
its gotta be simple, i wanna go back
scared of the future, obsessed with the past
crushing pills up i love to relapse

give me nothing, im dying alone
watch me crying u shud take a photo
make me feel like hydromorphone
need you with me, my skin is so cold

take another im feeling reckless
way too fucked up cant finish a sentence
i feel hopeless, molly replenish
feel my emotion the moment u said it

care at all, no you dont care at all
beat me up ur so terrible
i avoid it stay lyrical
angel wings im so ethereal

let me in +emorave

prod me

lots of  cool stuff otw
feel like im getting better at everything :D

>lyryx<

i still h8 myself cuz im not like her
i dont want ur help cuz im not like her
im still under ur spell, blessing, & a curse
now u give me hell cuz of what u heard

u kno i h8 2 b this way
im like a waste im a mistake
fuck what they say anyway tho
hold on 2 shame cuz they say so

duno where 2 go
i stay right here
n i feel so slow
stalled in high gear
figure where 2 go
spend my life here
all i got a lil smoke
get me higher

i dont shed a tear
if i want it so bad i should face my fears
i looked in the mirror
saw everything i had just disappear

if u nvr let go
u nvr see what u dont
u get under my clothes
then get under my skin- we're so close

not 2 good at explaining
u gotta go out the cave urself
fuck sublimation
escape simulation itself

i still h8 myself cuz im not like her
i dont want ur help cuz im not like her
im still under ur spell, blessing, & a curse
now u give me hell cuz of what u heard

if u nvr let go
u nvr see what u dont
u get under my clothes
then get under my skin- we're so close

((im not)) ##dgtl ⟡⟡⟡

bug vs. bugself

track 1 . help myself
production. @s3r3n3gr4c3

track 2 . save me
production. @inssekt

track 3 . i try to lie to myself
production. @inssekt

track 4 . sink into the sheets
production. unknown
features. @gl0wrm

track 5 . baby
production. @inssekt
features. @7senss @emorave

track 6 . stitch me up
production. @stellathepixie @flooddubs
features. @stellathepixie

track 7 . breathe
production. @inssekt @kojowav
features. @blackwinterwells

track 8 . i hurt myself
production. @deathmetalsif @1dgtl

bonus track 8 . i try to lie to myself
reproduction. @47birdyy

breathe ft blackwinterwells

prod @inssekt @with3rx
vox @inssekt @with3rx

inssekt:
i feel ur presence when i fall asleep
n when u dream i hope u dream of me
i cut my losses
to make it better 4 u
i cross my heart

breathing gets so hard
a tough pill to swallow ( a tough pill)
i cant feel
i stand still
is this real
i dont know

with3r:
i already made my mind
didn't have a chance to see
i shouldn't have left it aside
still sweltering and dull eyed 

didn't have a chance to see
you gave in to apathy
didn't have a chance to see
i already made my mind

presence ft with3r

prod @wh0d
@emorave

sorry ive been such a let down
barred in the greyhound
bad dog stay down
i dont wanna play now
i lay fucking face down
8 grams i dont feel the same now (feel the same now)
i got bad habits watch me break down
pissed off wanna blow my brains out
Margiela waist down
stuck i wanna break out
i dont think u get it
no one really gets it
i do shows i got set lists
last but i rep it
get in on the guest list
push n pull i like being reckless
shut me down sorry i suggested
felt way too good so i wrecked it
want it so i kept it
i really regret this

ik that im fine but r u fine too
im never sober im not in the mood
baby what have i got to do 
to get it thru 2 u
that u r losing me
ik its over
tell me something come closer
i will never be sober
we'll go thru this over n over again
cut me off tell me that we r not friends
over and over again
ive come too close
never again

never again ft emorave

Thankful

produced by @pw4prez

Baby girl u kill me
Baby girl its filthy
I been speaking clearly
I hope u can feel me
How im moving bounce right through the ceiling
Im jus tryna show u dis the real me
Baby how'd u kill me?
Baby can u heal me
Baby i been feeling
I just lost all feeling
I been going crazy i cant chill man
Why they always treat me like the villain??!?!?
UR THE WORST N U CANT FUCKING FACE IT
I been going dumb getting dangerous
Love it when they treat me like im nameless
Walk up from my grave im still stainless
U can trust me baby swear im harmless
Roll one up lets get it started
I fucked up again i know i caused it
I jus hope u kno im all in

U can treat me like im crazy i kno its true
Walk around the fog eyes hazy feet glued
That shit aint even phase me i swear i need u
I swear i need u
They all feels so fake everyone is see through
Said u wana escape i feel dat like me too
Feel like "why me?"
I keep trying
I keep fighting
I keep dying
Feel like "why me"
Its exhausting
Im so tired i cannot keep fighting
Go get higher i think that u might need it
Might need it
I start bleeding
Im still bleeding
I cant feel it
I cant feel it
I been dreaming
I need it
I need u
I need it
I need u

Why me

ramona (remix) ft. siimo sosa

@spazzteamonline @helixtears

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