selfdestruct「shinju」

produced by me

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wait for it
20 deep in the forest
gotta smoke a gram before recording
we gon leave if ur boring
true story
bought a gram for like 40
chill w bricks like a quarry
they gon scream my name they adore me

need a doctor
i been stuck in pain cant recover
feelings go away when i call her
please, i cant wait any longer

i dont act the same around people
cash american, bag illegal
i be chasing bread like a seagull
stuck in 2012 smoking diesel

can u teach me how cuz i cant get it down
hope its laced so i just feel my face on the ground
ud think that nobody would stay by now
move quiet, careful, don't make a sound

ill be gone
ill make sure u wont wait for long
huh, i'm ur dog
i hope u dont hate this song

i wudnt put it past me
look what u did are u happy
smoke gas down in cali
fuck fashion dress tacky

spent 50
taking lines till im dizzy
another pill could fix me
tell me i look pretty

i cant stay another day it'll break me
guess no one cares for my safety
if i tried to go, would you even chase me
take a pill, it's all i do lately

sour diesel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IPX-L2F78fU
SiM - under the tree

under the tree; finale tribute~ :::::::::::::

back it up w/jaanay (andrey + augury)

https://soundcloud.com/skoolio

swear i sold my soul
the way i pictured it perfect
i hope tonight il never know
give it what it takes just to save myself from the fall

and now its all gone thru
all my plans just fall thru
i know my thought is see thru
i tell u what i go thru but now i know its not true
the way you talk its like its not you

she got me feeling so blue

now my feelings so see thru
she got me feeling so blue

saw it in a light fantasize about the time
youre my fortune need a sign
grant my wish for the one time
now im screaming for my life

does it matter what is really in for us
cant let go im really holding to ur trust
took me whole and you jsut turned it into dust

pictured perfect (skoolio)

prod @yumenikki n @prodsoma

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smoke chronic
im toxic
i promise
i want it

im lost bitch
im helpless
you hate me
im so selfish

i got what
i wanted
i want you
to love me

so foreign
but its taunting
im haunted
but i profit

i cry out
i miss you
im nothing
not with you

i wanted
to kiss you
smoke solvents
crush crystals

so simple
superficial
im elusive
in the middle

team helix
we fiscal
i nod off
in new york
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inspired by chelsea

pull/toxic prod. freger & soma

dawgz + kiryano (sg37 emo)

prod me

lots of  cool stuff otw
feel like im getting better at everything :D

>lyryx<

i still h8 myself cuz im not like her
i dont want ur help cuz im not like her
im still under ur spell, blessing, & a curse
now u give me hell cuz of what u heard

u kno i h8 2 b this way
im like a waste im a mistake
fuck what they say anyway tho
hold on 2 shame cuz they say so

duno where 2 go
i stay right here
n i feel so slow
stalled in high gear
figure where 2 go
spend my life here
all i got a lil smoke
get me higher

i dont shed a tear
if i want it so bad i should face my fears
i looked in the mirror
saw everything i had just disappear

if u nvr let go
u nvr see what u dont
u get under my clothes
then get under my skin- we're so close

not 2 good at explaining
u gotta go out the cave urself
fuck sublimation
escape simulation itself

i still h8 myself cuz im not like her
i dont want ur help cuz im not like her
im still under ur spell, blessing, & a curse
now u give me hell cuz of what u heard

if u nvr let go
u nvr see what u dont
u get under my clothes
then get under my skin- we're so close

((im not)) ##dgtl ⟡⟡⟡

bug vs. bugself

track 1 . help myself
production. @s3r3n3gr4c3

track 2 . save me
production. @inssekt

track 3 . i try to lie to myself
production. @inssekt

track 4 . sink into the sheets
production. unknown
features. @gl0wrm

track 5 . baby
production. @inssekt
features. @7senss @emorave

track 6 . stitch me up
production. @stellathepixie @flooddubs
features. @stellathepixie

track 7 . breathe
production. @inssekt @kojowav
features. @blackwinterwells

track 8 . i hurt myself
production. @deathmetalsif @1dgtl

bonus track 8 . i try to lie to myself
reproduction. @47birdyy

breathe ft blackwinterwells

#scfirst
Self Produced

I'm Worthless
I'm Worthless

I'm Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing

I'm Nothing
Worth Nothing
Worth Nothing
Worth Nothing
Please Help Me
Please...

I Need It
I Need It
I Need It
I Need It

I'm Worthless
I'm Worthless

I Hear You
I Hear You

Destroy Me, I Want It.
Destroy Me, I Want It.
I Want It.
I Want It.
...

imWorthless(flawed/Disgusting)

needles w/ emorave (donttrustlando)

@helixtears @spazzteamonline

https://linktr.ee/inssekt