Lyrics:

     Pistol to my head I put my brains in the sink, and I can see the fire engulfing as I start to descend, I know that I have entered into hell my body is missing and my soul is locked inside a tree it’s burned to submission, I guess I traded up eternal life for sickness and sin, I thought that you were my everything you left me in dis, and now I cannot take it back even though I still miss you and my mouth is dry and cracked how Im longing to kiss you, but I’ll never see you face again I fucked it all up

1,000 miles I still bleed in silence 

But I’ll never see your face again I fucked it all up

1,000 miles I still bleed in silence 

LORD give her back I’m sick of losing never gonna let you in, makarov against my head I’m ready to begin again, endless war Inside my skull I long to fucking taste her skin, soul is bleeding cannot cauterize, cannot fucking win

I can’t stop thinking about you and within these thoughts, I am crucified

Innocent, bloodied lamb, sacrificed, impotence, on my soul your name, never goes away

Make it end, your pretty face, go away, away, go away

Innocent, bloodied lamb, sacrificed, impotence, on my soul your name, never goes away 

And I don’t have no soft spot, I have bullet holes, these are gunshots

Katabasis (Prod. Blunt Christ)

.del(prod Subp Yao)

mania (2020-06-22)

The sunshine glows on my pale skin.

PROD: @NOVOSK
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF
AMBIENT INTRO: @NOVOSK, @C3OF & @ZYROM

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
I'm a houseplant you should never water
Let me wither in the winter world around me dither when I take a step back
Step back to black and I fade to obscurity
Finally giving in to insecurities
Said to be myself but now you're scared of me
Twisting pirouettes on spinning sawblades
A dancer in a gambit made of love
Finally seeing red in all shades of grey
We're not done but we act like we are
Don't know why we try to move on
Past the point of no return
I've failed once and maybe just a few more times
Understand why you don't want to try
Always gon concern myself with what everybody thinks about me
Especially you with your look of disappointment
Know I'm so annoying
Know I can't enjoy shit
Whining mocking birds cry for help stepping on they wings
Singing lovely songs for morbid lovers
Know I'm wrong you don't need to hit the buzzer

[BRIDGE]
Tossing turning can't discren it
Feelings serving certain persons
Verses for my people burning out
I heard you loud and clear 

[VERSE]
Always tryna get away
Please just let me skate away
Till the wheels fall off
Till my heart beat too hard that it stop
I've been bound to these city streets
Let them bend my path into circles can't escape
What a nice day just to melt in the blazing sun
Just like Icarus got a taste of what I truly want 

[OUTRO]X4
Rusted wheels
Wounds they never heal
Gouge them open tell me how it feel 
Nothings real

Goodnight&Goodbye

Sunrise&Sunset

Stream/Buy

Sunrise&Sunset [prod. novosk]

REMORSE & IKVRI - HUSH

I promise this is the last time I say these hurtful words. I promise this is the last time I suck the life out of both of you and relish in it.

PROD: @KOROSARETA99 + @NOVOSK + @C3OF + @ZYROM
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
I was young and afraid wasn't ready yet to turn the page
Start a chapter
With my bleeding heart
Sabotage what's next made you fall apart
Sitting underneath the rafters
Let the rain splash
I'm drenched before the first line is written
Too attached to you but too afraid to just admit it
Sent mixed signals on a freeway made of love
Sorry that I put a brick wall when push came to shove
Treat you like a star then gave you empty space when you needed warmth
I did not preform my parts I left you scared and confused
No excuse made you used can't refuse to admit it but that's the way it always goes
Swallow pride and ego I'm so scared to get this off my chest
My biggest problem is I want you all to like me
Overcompensate and lie to make you happy
Promise me you'll never let this disappointment speak

[HOOK]X2
Promise this the last time
Promise there's no next time
Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again
Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

[VERSE]
Wasted moments could've been something didn't let it happen
Didn't make things clear let you move on
Gave you migraines size of a tumor
Stole from your smile little bit of ill humor
Sorry that I turned my muse to a tool
All I did was write sad songs in my room
Now I got a best friend not a soul mate get so jealous when you live life in a good way
Play my sorry tunes on a glass violin filled with tar
No amount of therapy will make this soul the opposite of charred
No surprise I never listened made you sick
Used your words as instrumentals never cared I'm a narcissist
I hope you're happy
That's all I ever wanted
For both of you
I tried my best I'm sorry
Now promise me you'll go out there and do better than I ever possibly could

[HOOK]X2
Promise this the last time
Promise there's no next time
Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again
Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

Vocal sample taken from "Grim Fandango" (1998)by LucasArts

Night After

One Last Promise II

One Last Promise II [prod. korosareta + novosk + saint sleep + zyrom]

Burning Dreams

Had to grind for the life I live,

Mad props to Krzysztof Słowikowski for his guitar rendition of the Mega Man 3 theme.

ytcracker - MEGANERD (140×3's 2K16 RMX)

intentions.py

rip DIDI
https://soundcloud.com/hanna-barbaric
https://soundcloud.com/losfeofaces

.del(prod Subp Yao)

lavos