prod me 

lyrics:

im afraid
of living my life
i dont know why

im sick of the silence
i wonder where the time went
why the fuck are my thoughts so violent
all the blood on my hands

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

can i begin again
or is this all ill ever be

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

silence

prod. uh oh (me)

i ain’t got a gang I ain’t got a crew
i ain’t got no friends i aint got no boo
I been on my own I been in my lane
I was all alone u was MIA
She askin when my plane land
She told me I’m her main man 
Too geeked I don’t wanna make plans
I ain’t got no time to talk to you that shits a waste man 
U know I keep a nine tucked up in my waistband 

I think I lost it, Think that I’m going going insane
I know u wanna talk but I got nothing to say
Love sick, why’d you have to go away
Treat me like a dog when you lock me in a cage

you know that i’d never change 
i’ve been feeling so caught up in my ways 
i’ve been looking for a place to hide away
goin crazy think about you every night and day

who do you love the most baby 
you know it’s me 
one day i’ll be a ghost in your memory
will you remember me
will you think of me 
locked in your heart to keep
you have a part of me

coming back to life tonight 
just this this once to make things right
i can never sleep i just geek up and think of you
every time you see me you know i’m on something new

hideaway (uh oh)

I can hear the silence
but I can't fill the void
in my head again
but I cant handle all the noise
you playing with my heart
like I'm some type of toy
I've been playing with my demons
ever since I was a boy
and its hard to admit to
that I got some issues
I'm looking at the sky 
I hope you know that I miss you
I've been looking for a sign (I've been looking for a sign)
I've been praying to the sky (I've been praying to the sky)


I've been trying to find out what's life's about
Almost 25 but I lost my route
All the self hatred and All the self doubt
I Listen to voices I Can not drown out
I Listen to voices inside my head
Feeling like I'm hanging from a thread
It's a battle getting out of fucking bed
Wake me when I'm fucking dead

Sick and tired of always feeling numb 
Waiting for the Grim Reaper to come
Drown my regrets in the fucking rum
Pointing at myself with a loaded gun

So how can I save you 
I can't even save myself
How can I love you
When I don't even love myself


I can hear the silence
but I can't fill the void
in my head again
but I cant handle all the noise
you playing with my heart
like I'm some type of toy
I've been playing with my demons
ever since I was a boy
and its hard to admit to
that I got some issues
I'm looking at the sky 
I hope you know that I miss you
I've been looking for a sign (I've been looking for a sign)
I've been praying to the sky (I've been praying to the sky)

IntoTheParadox - Praying To The Sky (Prod. By Discent & 5head)

In this life I'm pouring up, I gotta think about it
Think about it
Nothing felt so like this, I can't get sick of it
I love the way that you talk to me, I'm indifferent
I hope you stay and I don't weird you out 'cause I'm different

Popping 20 Benneys, get this high, I'm having fun
This because my ex just messed me up, but now I'm done
I don't wanna fight you, but I'll fight you when I'm done
So I don't think about it
This DPH has got me flying to the sun

I got my friends so worried
They're coming back, coming 'round town
I'll see you out at night, looking back as I frown
Don't you worry, baby
If I can call you baby
I'll be okay once I acquire fix, it's definite, a sanctuary

Clouds in the sky and my heart, it aches when I sigh
And I think back, why did you lie?
I keep going back and forth, why do I cry?
*and, still*
I want you to be mine

In this life I'm pouring up, I gotta think about it
Think about it
Nothing felt so like this, I can't get sick of it
I love the way that you talk to me, I'm indifferent
I hope you stay and I don't weird you out 'cause I'm different

Popping 20 Benneys, get this high, I'm having fun
This because my ex just messed me up, but now I'm done
I don't wanna fight you, but I'll fight you when I'm done
So I don't think about it
This DPH has got me flying to the sun

I could never sleep
Doing all these drugs while I weep
It's not fun
Pour another bottle till the sun is coming up
Wait a couple hours, couple days for you to come
I don't know if you got attitude or love for me at all

I guess it's how it be
Guys are all the same, we only want a damn thing
When we're alone and we find someone who appears to be
A loving soul without a lover on my phone screen

dph (prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick)

Drip my blood out with some new people, produced by my brother clown. Hope you enjoy the listen!

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Drip my blood out w/ Lunalis & Vacant (Prod. The Sound Clown)

Stable conversation! Lyrics below! :) 

You’re staring in my eyes 
To see your own reflection
Wouldn’t walk outside with me
Unless you felt perfection 
Told me wait at home, oh baby 
I can’t stand rejection 
Positive and negative I think we lost connection 
I don’t want be out in the rain 
See myself in puddles guess I was to blame 
Leaving me on read, whilst I bleed in the day
My heart was only fixed when you went away
I thought eveything would work out 
But now I’m hit with sudden doubt 
I’ve been truly fucked for ages 
This destruction is contagious 

I told you my heart was yours
So I gave you the key 
saw you lock it in a chest 
Like Davy Jones from the sea
Broken bones never stopped me from standing
And the sticks alone will be a reason for abondoning 
This situauton, infused furstration 
Am I really stable for this conversation?!

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Stable Conversation

(prod. Strive & Jkeiloops)

lyrics:

No don’t tell me I can’t 
Its all part of the plan
You wish I was dead
Im out of my head
I got thousands of people their singing my songs
Why the fuck do you think that im so wrong
So why can’t you tell me you love me
Bump all my songs and support me
 
Yea life been feeling like a chore
They’re blowing up my line yeah they begging me for more
But she dont understand it
she will never get it

Im trying my best to fly through the rest
Its the ultimate test 
I won’t let you down im better than that
You think its just sound and im fucking depressed 
I built this alone put myself on the map
Put myself on the map but you don’t get that
So why do I try, these feelings inside
Ill kiss them goodbye,  I won’t think twice

No don’t tell me I can’t 
Its all part of the plan
You wish I was dead
Im out of my head
I got thousands of people their singing my songs
Why the fuck do you think that im so wrong
So why can’t you tell me you love me
Bump all my songs and support me

mom..

prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS!$!
You aint ready for this brand new face
You aint seen this side
You aint ready to be displaced
After wasteless time
Strap that 9 across my waist
When the noon goes high
You aint ready for a brand new taste
Blood across your spine

Ahh yeah turn into a monster, nobody ever saved me
Ravage bones on the sidelines, your running outta safety
Closing in on the target, dont care about no carnage
Heatseeking where your heart is, fake silver your defence got tarnished

Rust punch through like a quarter panel on an ‘08 charger
lunge at me in the corner, i don't care about no armour

Wrap my hands around my skull, 
grasp my head til my brain goes dull
final test when the weak get culled, 
til the day i die ima it give it my all

You aint ready for this brand new face
You aint seen this side
You aint ready to be displaced
After wasteless time
Strap that 9 across my waist
When the noon goes high
You aint ready for a brand new taste
Blood across your spine

blood red eyes in my skull for the passion
ima cause a drought better stock big rations
If u want war ima fucking start action
Bitch im the title and your nothing but a caption

Stop capping, antagonist on the beat i might lie while im rapping
Bat to your skull gon need more than a bandage
Blood red river shipwreck and abandoned

BRAND NEW FACE [prod. yunny goldz]

verse 1:
ive been missing you like crazy
day and night on the daily 
i never knew it would come to this 
but life just keeps on changing
how could you even hate me 
after all our sayings
promises on promises god damn we are obfuscating
im so sick of patiently waiting 
i wanna call your phone you got me out here debating
Im tryna send a message but i been hesitating
to send it cuz im scared of what youll say my hearts racing

bridge:
and i dont wanna know
who you are with now 
i just want you to tell me girl
if youre still down

hook:
i just wanna know 
if we could still make it work
we could move up to the mountains in a cabin by the snow 
pretend glaciologist 
glaciological
we could move up to the mountains in a cabin by the snow

Verse2: 
tell me what it is 
that youre out there looking for 
i could help you find it 
things could be like how they were before
i could tell you about my accomplishments that you weren't even around for
and you could tell me everything youve done as well go on give me a life tour

Bridge:
but i dont wanna know
who you are with now 
i just want you to tell me girl
if youre still down

Hook:
i just wanna know 
if we could still make it work
we could move up to the mountains in a cabin by the snow 
pretend glaciologist 
glaciological
we could move up to the mountains in a cabin by the snow
i just wanna know 
if we could still make it work
we could move up to the mountains in a cabin by the snow 
pretend glaciologist 
glaciological
we could move up to the mountains in a cabin by the snow

Glaciologist

Glaciologist (Prod. StoneSoWavy!)

lyrics

lifeguard way im keeping it afloat
i had a reason now theres drops in my coke
big mistake , ud think u had dropped the soap
leave my body hung up like a coat
hydroplaning
snow tires on the road
cup so full u had think i poured a moat
cup so full u had think u need a boat
what i go thru u wuld think i need a toast

these walls get painted grey and i
know lead is what went thru my mind
these rounds u put in me reside
in my chest
in my heart
i cover my eyes

take grasp
of your
surroundings

step to me
i mite kill him rite now
blood up in my teeth
think u need to pipe down
lights out
imma knock his lights out
lie down
body parts floating round

lifeguard way im keeping it afloat
i had a reason now theres drops in my coke
big mistake , ud think u had dropped the soap
leave my body hung up like a coat
hydroplaning
snow tires on the road
cup so full u had think i poured a moat
cup so full u had think u need a boat
what i go thru u wuld think i need a toast

cross the moat , into the castle

𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥 (𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐝. 𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐈𝐧 𝐍𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚)

watchout for the hatman






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