prod me 

lyrics:

im afraid
of living my life
i dont know why

im sick of the silence
i wonder where the time went
why the fuck are my thoughts so violent
all the blood on my hands

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

can i begin again
or is this all ill ever be

im tired of the quiet
i wonder why im not dead
all the shit you did still runs through my head
lying on the floor staring at my phone
i wonder why i never had a place to call my home

sick of begging on my hands and knees
fuck everybody thats staring at me
what do i have to do to deserve just a little bit of peace

silence

prod. uh oh (me)

i ain’t got a gang I ain’t got a crew
i ain’t got no friends i aint got no boo
I been on my own I been in my lane
I was all alone u was MIA
She askin when my plane land
She told me I’m her main man 
Too geeked I don’t wanna make plans
I ain’t got no time to talk to you that shits a waste man 
U know I keep a nine tucked up in my waistband 

I think I lost it, Think that I’m going going insane
I know u wanna talk but I got nothing to say
Love sick, why’d you have to go away
Treat me like a dog when you lock me in a cage

you know that i’d never change 
i’ve been feeling so caught up in my ways 
i’ve been looking for a place to hide away
goin crazy think about you every night and day

who do you love the most baby 
you know it’s me 
one day i’ll be a ghost in your memory
will you remember me
will you think of me 
locked in your heart to keep
you have a part of me

coming back to life tonight 
just this this once to make things right
i can never sleep i just geek up and think of you
every time you see me you know i’m on something new

hideaway (uh oh)

prod. flesh x nihil空

lyrics:
if i could wait at all
i'd hesitate too much
this patience takes too long
it's time to move it up
this queue's been taking months
what's wrong with me don't know
it's time to play along
no matter how much 

time it takes
away from what
i wanna do 
i gotta do 
the things that i 
have said that i
would do 
it's only right
i promised you

so long the wait
what's on the way
will come sometime
if not today
i might complain
and try to change
my life i might
just stay the same

is there something wrong
i never felt so odd
have i ever felt this way before
can i shake it off
does the past repeat itself can
i control its knobs
will it ever fade away
when the feedback talks

tell me what to say and i'll
go writing every page
i swear it's harder than it was
to get my thoughts out of my brain
is it the drugs that im not taking
or the fact that i've been wasting
all my energy on things that i don't
have so much to say about 

what's with all this hatred
thought i loved all my creations
is the feeling even mutual
my heart is always racing 
for another explanation
a disaster in the making 
these assumptions that i talk about
are nothing but invasive 

do i really need to get
these people up to speed
i guess its all i know to do
i really shot both of my feet
it's hard to run without those shoes
and to be honest i dont think
that all the things i have to say
are so important i should speak them

so let me try my best
to make some sense out of this mess
i think it's funny how expression
always leaves me feeling less than
everybody that's invested
in this broken fucking system
i've awoken through my wishes
something that they gonna listen to

delay tactics (prod. flesh x nihil空)

rest in peace Joseph aka lil grt <3

prod.  Jayysoul & Amira

DREAMWORLD SUMMER ANTHEM '23 feat. counter, dreamworld tony, spaceboyry, lil grt (🌀jayysoul, amira)

(prod. Strive & Jkeiloops)

lyrics:

No don’t tell me I can’t 
Its all part of the plan
You wish I was dead
Im out of my head
I got thousands of people their singing my songs
Why the fuck do you think that im so wrong
So why can’t you tell me you love me
Bump all my songs and support me
 
Yea life been feeling like a chore
They’re blowing up my line yeah they begging me for more
But she dont understand it
she will never get it

Im trying my best to fly through the rest
Its the ultimate test 
I won’t let you down im better than that
You think its just sound and im fucking depressed 
I built this alone put myself on the map
Put myself on the map but you don’t get that
So why do I try, these feelings inside
Ill kiss them goodbye,  I won’t think twice

No don’t tell me I can’t 
Its all part of the plan
You wish I was dead
Im out of my head
I got thousands of people their singing my songs
Why the fuck do you think that im so wrong
So why can’t you tell me you love me
Bump all my songs and support me

mom..

Lyrics:
I cant even lie im kind of delusional
I was really thinking that I would be with you
i was believing lies thinking they were the truth
I was being deceived and i aint have a clue 

Hook:
There you go again leaving me again 
telling me you love me to leave me in the end 
telling me that you wanna be more than just friends 
I don't get the bullshit I don't understand
There you go again leaving me again 
telling me you love me to leave me in the end 
I was so stupid had no common sense
I thought that you were different you're no different than them

NOKERB: 
you're not different than them
i was tryna talk to you
but you just talk to my friends
girl you know i saw right through
through your lies and your glance
it's just something you
you should've known in advance

mind shut down as im bout to hit the bare ground
found me out guess i've drowned into these stares now
i don't know where the silence even bears now
and i just thought you should know 

ozzy: 
im so sick of it 
all the shit youre telling me 
had me in a chokehold livin in a fantasy 
had me going back to you like a CD on repeat
how we go from good friends to now being dead to me 
and fuck your new man fucking hope he goes and cheats
hoping that he leaves you to leave you out there struggling 
hope he leaves you crying crying till you fucking bleed
Ive been on my eddie brock
praying that youre lonely

There U Go Again w/ NOKERB (prod. Greyrock)

yeah right w/ whiisp (neverforever)

lyrics

lifeguard way im keeping it afloat
i had a reason now theres drops in my coke
big mistake , ud think u had dropped the soap
leave my body hung up like a coat
hydroplaning
snow tires on the road
cup so full u had think i poured a moat
cup so full u had think u need a boat
what i go thru u wuld think i need a toast

these walls get painted grey and i
know lead is what went thru my mind
these rounds u put in me reside
in my chest
in my heart
i cover my eyes

take grasp
of your
surroundings

step to me
i mite kill him rite now
blood up in my teeth
think u need to pipe down
lights out
imma knock his lights out
lie down
body parts floating round

lifeguard way im keeping it afloat
i had a reason now theres drops in my coke
big mistake , ud think u had dropped the soap
leave my body hung up like a coat
hydroplaning
snow tires on the road
cup so full u had think i poured a moat
cup so full u had think u need a boat
what i go thru u wuld think i need a toast

cross the moat , into the castle

Vida Viene (Prod. ezii)

/pronounced avoid/

i will see it thru


4EVER // deadwood

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cross the moat , into the castle

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