prod by me and https://soundcloud.com/jolst
feat: https://soundcloud.com/flowersforyoumusic

youre so cynical (feat. flowers for you)

sewerperson - how it goes  ***snippet remaster*** (jabarionthebeat x niko)

We can never restart…

Check out notcursed she’s amazing <3

Lyrics:

AutumnIsEnding (Lovell)
I said if you won’t say it then I’ll save you the way
I really think we need space I’ll go back to my place 
You can tell my mom that we’re okay 
In truth we’ll never speak again and I can do it til we’re like that 
You know how much you meant to her 
But you’re both crying as your bags packed 
And oh the impact you leave as you turn for the front door 
And take your ass back home 

We can never restart you’ve already gone 
The bags all packed in the back of the cab 
And you’re not looking back 
And my mom wants to catch you up 
But you’re not slowing down and now 
I gotta pick up all of the pieces 
Of my own heart as well as my moms 
Cus she loved for what and you gave us up
Due to stress related reasons 

AutumnIsEnding (madison)
You know how much she adored you 
She treat you like a daughter too 
The downfall of falling in love too soon
And you let your true colours show 
And it wasn’t a pretty sight 
It’s awful uncalled for 
I fell out of love with your pretty eyes 
Goodbye goodbye goodbye 
I hope you find the right one in time 

Notcursed 
I'm sorry that i made a mess of this 
I thought i’d be back
To pick up the pieces i left in your home
Didn’t want it to end like that
But you’re hard to let go of
And i wish i did it better than this 
I know it’s not a lot for you to ask
I regret all my choices 
And now when i look back
I see i hurt more people that that
I thought i was better than this

Ok abandon us w/notcursed (kingtheta)

produced by the goat @nevrfall

lyrics:

i’m looking at the sky
then i’m looking at my bed
haven’t gone outside
and honestly i rlly don’t care
it’s rlly pissing me off 
how u think that i’m unfair
ur being naive
honestly it’s a lot to bear 

ITS RLLY BOTHERING ME
THAT U THINK IM EVIL
OH UR ONE TO TALK
UR SUCH A DIRTY WHORE
I TOLD MY LITTLE BRO DONT OPEN THAT DOOR
SHE HAS A PRETTY FACE BUT GOD SHES A WHORE
UR BEGGING IN UR SLEEP
OH MY GOD UR UNREAL
I SCREAM INTO THE MIC
CUS I GOT A LOT TO SPILL
THEY DONT KNOW WHAT I TALK ABOUT
THEY THINK ITS A FIB
AND ALL MY FRIENDS THEY LACK HONESTY
I DONT RLLY CARE

i’ve been going thru a lot
for a long time
and they don’t even know
they don’t even care to ask
and god it hurts me so much
when i talk about my past
but i have to, give context 
i got tonics, in my stomach
it’s rlly burning, i gotta thug it out
the voices haunting me
they’re calling me
to escape 
they wanna get out

u say ur with ur friend (withur friend)
it’s been hurting (hurting)
my depression (depression)
i’ll take medicine (medicine)
look at my bed again
i don’t wanna go outside 
it’s the fourth time
oh my god its bed rot 
i don’t wanna leave, but i got to
it’s rlly killing me
i don’t know what to do 

UR SUCH A LITTLE PRICK
I WOULD SAY IT TO UR FACE
AND HOW WOULD UR DAD KNOW
HE RAISED A DISGRACE
HEY COME TALK TO ME
I GOT A LOT TO SAY
I FUCKING HATE U
AND EVERYTHING U BRING
i can’t lie u changed me
for the worst and baby i’m not the same
i can’t lie u changed me
and i’m not the same tristin

ur so naive (p. nevrfall)

no chase (prod. kryptik)

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


antidote

lyrics:

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

Can we run it back?
I'd be lying if I said that I don't want it bad
Constantly in my feelings, you don't feel a thing bout all of that
I would send a DM but I know that you won't open that
Back and forth, there we go
What is that? I don't know
Goin ghost, seems she always on the road
Never home, never sure
Bite my tongue, better watch my words
Buy her a bag, I buy her a purse
And she say that I'm the worst
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

antidote

Rain

Я бы дарил тебе валентинки, дура
Потеряюсь среди людей, напрасно, сука
И найдёшь меня больше нигде, дура
Напрасно лез к отношениям, сука
Прости, зря я за тобой бегал
Это не проблема
Успокойся, выпей воды
Обидно, но я тот самый белый
Я просто пипец как сильно потерян

Я Echo16, я не демон
Я просто лирик, я не демон
Прости за все попытки тебя добиться
Хотел сделать тебя целью, но я стал мишенью

Так люди заебали, отстраняюсь, но все равно играю
Нет причин для этой новой дамы
Я не могу говорить, сейчас кидаю отраву
Я дарил тебе, я дарил тебе много проблем
Я дарил тебе много любви, но теперь я просто убегаю
ты это пойми
Начал часто заниматься делами
Чисто в них только утопаю, не видно дна у бокала
Аквафина зовет к себе в кроватку

Мысли меня тихо пожирают
Убиваюсь дальше, не вижу грани
Сама так плачешь, обернувшись назад
Не видел проблем, но я вошел в азарт

Хотел плакать, но не знал как
Раны болели, без них никак
Не смог потушить боль
Иду через страх
Целая проблема, сдвигаются берега

Настолько боялся сделать первый шаг
Проебал все последующие, без них никак
Делал на тебя отсылки в других текстах
Не могу больше без тебя, ты просто яд

Могу закинуть тебе валентинку на почту
Могу в мессенджере просто поставить точку
Как же я скучаю по тебе, не представляешь просто
Это не твоя проблема, но ты просто космос

Я бы дарил тебе валентинки, дура
Потеряюсь среди людей, напрасно, сука
И найдёшь меня больше нигде, дура
Напрасно лез к отношениям, сука
Прости, зря я за тобой бегал
Это не проблема
Успокойся, выпей воды
Обидно, но я тот самый белый
Я просто пипец как сильно потерян

Скучаю, хоть обещал забыть (prod. ashy, andrzxz) - Speedup version

Undefeated.mp3

follow me home

@kvnny @guardinmusic <3

sample: Fantasy by Alina Baraz

oh my god where do i begin. thank you guys so much for all of the support. its changing my life and its all thanks to you guys.  without you i would be nothing. i hope you guys are excited for the tracks that i am releasing in the future. big thanks go out to kenny and guardin. they both fucking killed it on this track and it wouldnt be the same without them. thank you guys for everything <3

Getaway (feat. kenny) [prod. guardin]

“in it for da cash" prod santana ON ALL PLATS RN 

KINOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

braindead rap music

sewerperson - how it goes snippet remaster (jabarionthebeat x niko)

intrusted