Name: i hope my mom doesn't find me by inuday
Duration: 1 min 52 s
Description: Nobody cares, but if u actually see this, ily <3

Nobody cares, but if u actually see this, ily <3

i hope my mom doesn't find me

just another day w/ heylog

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all instruments played by me
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lyrics:
i wish i could be
a good person for you
lifes falling apart 
now you gotta look for me too
and i believe when im gone 
see when im far
you dont message you dont care at all
drown sorrows in alcohol
realize i barely knew all my friend at all

dont know how to keep my composure
staring at the edge getting closer and closer
trying to keep up getting slower and slower
only a couple steps and its over

neighbours house used to have cat
now the cat is dead and i cannot rest
gun on my shelf fuck it shimmers black
bloodshot eyes my life complex

and i cant tell you 
what you meant to me
cause im still fucked up
from the love that you gave me

i wish i could be
a good person for you
lifes falling apart 
now you gotta look for me too
and i believe when im gone 
see when im far
you dont message you dont care at all
drown sorrows in in alcohol
realize i barely knew all my friend at all

when i lit my cigarette
fuck friends ignorance is the best
releasing feelings from my chest
thats why i cant let you leave yet

and i just wanted you to know
i didnt want you go
cause you left on your own
too many places to show

fuck didnt want you to leave
you said you know whats best for me
fucked up killing my fantasy
cause i been drowning in the sea

tell me 
how can i make it alright
girl do i still have time
to make you switch the sides

spotify

good person

hate me already

break!

---lyrics---
[Intro]
Mmmmmmm
Go

[Verse 1]
Lately I've been losing focus
Tresspass, Lately I don't seem to notice
Snap back, vision blurry in a Lotus
Can't see, you've been speaking all this bogus, uh
And I just can't help but grieve
You knock me down on my knees
The pressure makes me wanna scream
So hard I feel like I can't breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
I keep holding back
Consciousness I lack
I guess I'll attack
I won't call you back

[Chorus]
Tresspass, ugh there's a notice
Am I alone, crashed car it's a Lotus
First sight, vision blurry, I can barely focus
Wouldn't be suprised if, you don't even know this
Tresspass, ugh there's a notice
Am I alone, crashed car it's a Lotus
First sight, vision blurry, I can barely focus
Wouldn't be suprised if, you don't even know this

[Verse 2]
I ignored the signs
Maybe I should die
Lost all of my friends to my crimes
I guess I'm done lying
I'm gonna forfeit all my rest
Please tell me why you're so obsessed
I'm drowning I am such a mess
Your hatred makes me wanna stress

[Pre-Chorus]
Again
I've lost myself in the end
I'm pinned, the trends
Make me just wanna 

[Chorus]
Tresspass, ugh there's a notice
Am I alone, crashed car it's a Lotus
First sight, vision blurry, I can barely focus
Wouldn't be suprised if, you don't even know this
Tresspass, ugh there's a notice
Am I alone, crashed car it's a Lotus
First sight, vision blurry, I can barely focus
Wouldn't be suprised if, you don't even know this

notice

@decayinganyways @tnvr555 

// decayinganyways
// verse
it’ll be a cold night, when you’re around
so take your shot, and make it count
and we can play these games, that’s your claim to fame
that Russian roulette touch going through my brain
it’s 6 painless shots for 6 painful months
was caught inside your side was caught inside your hunt
i’ll file down the pin so somehow I could win
lets hope these game begin
and hope they’re ending swift

// chorus
our love is russian roulette knew this was all just a bet
don’t hurt my heart blow my brains out instead
our love is russian roulette kiss me softly with lead
don’t break down all of my love
shoot my brains out instead

// geist
we're playing russian roulette
gun to my head and i'm hoping it blows my brains
i’ll miss and you’ll take me to bed
lay me right down and then you’ll blow me all the same

god i love the taste
when you ride on my face
so baby don't stop moving
grind until you're out of fluids

and you take the fall
yeah you risk it all
to see if its a fire you can tame
yeah you take it off
yeah you’d do it all
just to taste what you can of the fame?

the next one's gonna go through your brain
you look at me like it's not a game
darling
you want to feel this more than i do..
i’m starting to see that we’re the same
load a full clip
let’s taste the pain
darling
just do it the way that you do

russian roulette

russian roulette w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

@decayinganyways @tnvr555 

// decayinganyways
// verse
said I look lovely inside of a coffin but I don’t know how that would take
biting my neck and taking my blood now you’re making mistakes
she’s loving my eyes loving my voice I’m just a taste
she wants to drink my blood tonight like it’s Chardonnay

i love it more when you take control
so what’s in store for my lowly soul
so I would never fight it
you got me so excited
no one else invited just you and I

// chorus
pretty inside of coffin, fight it, don’t
baby I’m so excited, to be only yours
pretty inside of a coffin, won’t fight it, I won’t
stripping my flesh so softly
eating my bones

// i’m geist
// verse
prettiest smile in the room
and she knows cause she’ll go take whatever she wants
she’s not afraid to intrude
pushing her lips against mine they’re warm

she’s a liar
see her pants on fire
yeah
never tired
teeth like a vampire

don’t look in her eyes
you’ll lose your mind

pretty inside of a coffin
but you know that casket is actually yours
and if you turn your back
i promise you’ll find yourself inside it before dark
and i would run now if i was you
hide till she’s found a new
pretty inside of a coffin
but honestly she’s pretty inside of it all

// outro
eating my bones
no
baby you take what you want
so i’ll lay here
hands inside my chest
peeling through my rotten flesh
oh
you say what you want
so let me hear
oh how you’re still the best
no one’s come close to attest

pretty inside of a coffin w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

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your toxic traits oh baby 
i can see them on your face 
you crave attention 
i can see from how you flaunt your waist
but oh my how you love to tantalize 
tease me 
can’t see through your disguise 

you taste like poison baby 
trust that i’ll drink all of you 
i love the way 
oh how you bite and give me attitude 
but oh my how you love to tantalize 
tease me 
can’t see through your disguise

it’s do or die 
you & i 
this party is a suicide
romanticized 
oh baby don’t you idolize? 
the way they cry 
this party is a suicide 
for you & i

i’m sick of running away
you’ve got a lot left to say
so let’s sit down
say it to my face 
romanticizing the pain  
you’d tantalize me all day
so go on love 
just dig my grave 

suicidal tendencies
baby come and sever me 
do whatever you would like
i’m yours for life 
i know you’d love to drag the knife
across my throat 
so come tonight

i hope my mom doesn't find me

inuday

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