wow... somehow exactly how I've felt for so long now...

is it really worth it all

Lucky Sentimental

Constant Headache

Constant Headache (feat. Joyce Manor)

“A burst of emotion caught between love, death, and rebirth.”

Highs & Lows isn’t a slow-burn project—it’s a spontaneous eruption of feeling. Written and recorded in a moment of clarity, the five-track EP captures byondlux’s relationship with life, death, and love in their most honest and vulnerable form. Each track pulses with urgency—distorted guitars, emotional confessions, and raw production that mirror the chaos of spiritual awakening.

From the reckless devotion of “GUN HO” to the toxic passion of “HATES THE WAY MY LIPS TASTE” and the inner war of “KILL ME IN MY DREAMS,” the project dives deep into the spaces where love hurts, heals, and transforms. It’s not about perfection—it’s about release.

Highs & Lows is the sound of someone feeling everything at once—the beauty, the pain, and the truth that lies between. It’s the perfect contrast: a love story wrapped inside a spiritual reckoning.

HATES THE WAY MY LIPS TASTE

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My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can't

KILL YOURSELF (Part III)

Failure By Design

Hotel Books - Nothing Was Different

Hotel Books - Run Wild, Young Beauty

Youth

Sleep

The Night I Drove Alone

Hotel Books - Saltwater For Blood

Put Yourself Back Together

I've Given Up on You

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Lyrics:

If you see the boy I used to be, could you tell him that I'd like to find him
And if you see the shell that's left of me, could you spare him a little kindness

'Cus I've been high and I've been low, I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
And feelings come but they won't go, please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

I've tried everything and anything but nothing seems to work quite like it should
Between the madness and the apathy, seems there's nothing left inside of me that's good

'Cus I've been high and I've been low, I've spent a thousand nights alone, tryna hold on tight
And feelings come but they won't go, please won't someone take me home before I lose my mind

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

--humming--

Am I human? 
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I just another fake, fucked up lost cause?
And am I human? 
Or am I something else? 
'Cus I'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself

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Broken

No Room (Prod. KimJ)

jeremy zucker - scared

Suicide Letter 3 | FACETIME ME 319-215-1440

Hotel Books - Run Wild, Young Beauty

InVogue Records

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