Not this randomly getting stuck in my head🤯

"Golden Again" EP is an emotional rollercoaster. It's about being mistreated by others throughout my life, and the healing process.

Golden Again

Within The Trees

Bury Me Alive

Equal Opposite Reaction

This a song about driving in the backroads of New Zealand with a group of friends.

Moving Parts

Highway 72

This song is about the deep cold of Vermont winters.

Winter

This song is written entirely in Hungarian. It is about navigating a heartbreak while approaching a move abroad.

Ugyanaz a Mese

Ghost of my Life is about the depression experience after the loss of a relationship. Using the idea of feeling like a ghost to portray a deep melancholy. 

LYRICS

VERSE 1
Rooms feel empty in a way I cannot fill
Like I’m here but I’m not and I cannot sit still
Hiding in my room, hitting the pen
Wishing I could feel the sun on my skin again
But nothing’s quite as warm 
As your body heat wrapped around me

PRE-CHORUS
I thought I found the love of my life
But if there’s one thing I didn’t get right
It’s you, you, ooh

CHORUS
I think I died that day
You walked away
And I’ve been a ghost ever since
But I’m not haunting you, am I?
I’m haunting me
I’m haunting me, yeah 

VERSE 2
I’m sitting on the sidelines
My friends move on with their lives
While I dream of you and I
I’ve cried on floors
Dirtier than yours
Wishing you’d walk through any of the doors
But I'm the only one 
who's floating around

PRE-CHORUS

CHORUS

BRIDGE
I heard laughter from the living room
But no one was there
I stood in that living room
And realized the laugher was my own
Then I realized I wasn’t laughing at all
Cause I know, I know, I know
I’m the ghost, the ghost, the ghost

PRE-CHORUS
Oh, I’m the ghost of my life
And I don’t get a lot of things right
Like you, like me, like anything

CHORUS
I died that day
You walked away
And I’ve been a ghost every since
But I’m not haunting you, am I?
I’m haunting me
I’m the ghost of my life

In Your Absence

Ghost of my Life (Demo)

Lyrics:

Roll me up 
Smoke me like
Im the last backwood you'll have in your life 
Take your time
Fuck me right

I know you've seen a lot of things
That's why we get along so well my darling 
And you know i hate to give you such a hard time
But you know i hate when people look at what's mine
What's mine 
What's mine

Tell me you meant it when you said
There was no one else you were thinking of back then
you say you didn't mean to make me cry 
But i don't believe you sometimes 
sometimes 
sometimes

Sometimes
I wonder
Sometimes 
I wonder 
Sometimes 
It doesn't matter though

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Sometimes (backwood)

Serotonin

hello there :D
have mercy on my soul for I am a producer not a singer though I hope to be someday!

Ghost of my Life (Demo)

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