Ghost of my Life is about the depression experience after the loss of a relationship. Using the idea of feeling like a ghost to portray a deep melancholy. 

LYRICS

VERSE 1
Rooms feel empty in a way I cannot fill
Like I’m here but I’m not and I cannot sit still
Hiding in my room, hitting the pen
Wishing I could feel the sun on my skin again
But nothing’s quite as warm 
As your body heat wrapped around me

PRE-CHORUS
I thought I found the love of my life
But if there’s one thing I didn’t get right
It’s you, you, ooh

CHORUS
I think I died that day
You walked away
And I’ve been a ghost ever since
But I’m not haunting you, am I?
I’m haunting me
I’m haunting me, yeah 

VERSE 2
I’m sitting on the sidelines
My friends move on with their lives
While I dream of you and I
I’ve cried on floors
Dirtier than yours
Wishing you’d walk through any of the doors
But I'm the only one 
who's floating around

PRE-CHORUS

CHORUS

BRIDGE
I heard laughter from the living room
But no one was there
I stood in that living room
And realized the laugher was my own
Then I realized I wasn’t laughing at all
Cause I know, I know, I know
I’m the ghost, the ghost, the ghost

PRE-CHORUS
Oh, I’m the ghost of my life
And I don’t get a lot of things right
Like you, like me, like anything

CHORUS
I died that day
You walked away
And I’ve been a ghost every since
But I’m not haunting you, am I?
I’m haunting me
I’m the ghost of my life

In Your Absence

Ghost of my Life (Demo)

hello there :D
have mercy on my soul for I am a producer not a singer though I hope to be someday!

Ghost of my Life (Demo)

iraeda mendell