so swag
featuring the amazing @nevermadeithome
prod @sadboiforever and @pekarot_161 <3
cover art by evan carr !
hope u enjoy!

lyrics:
(decks)
y-you just say that im dense
can’t get shit thru my head
man i wonder what thats like
up late thinkin again
eyes hurt im seein red
why’s it always a bad night

i-i got a 100k in my wallet
i got my pockets stuffed, i don’t want it
i’d give it all just to see u again
i got ur number, i won’t call it
baby im anxious, im not talkin
i’d give it all just to see u again

so what’s that like?
silence between us the whole night 
can’t find the words cuz im lost, right?
you don’t know shit im just uptight
i could use some sunlight man im aching
tell me why my heart’s always just breaking
i can feel u far i know you’re fading
maybe both of us arent worth saving

y-you just say that im dense
can’t get shit thru my head
man i wonder what thats like
up late thinkin again
eyes hurt im seein red
why’s it always a bad night

i-i got a 100k in my wallet
i got my pockets stuffed, i don’t want it
i’d give it all just to see u again
i got ur number, i won’t call it
baby im anxious, im not talkin
i’d give it all just to see u again

(never)
I’ll give it all 
To see you again
Hit my phone 
I’ll be like 10 
Cash in my pocket 
Jump in the benz 
Skrt off in rocket
Its not a rent 

If i see your new guy 
His chest gets to meet my new knife 
And when i swing that ching high
His coat gets ripped off tonight 
And we’ll go dance in moonlight 
Just cause that,,,  what you liked 
When we ruled the world 
it was never ending twirl 
Now I cant read 
the text we had 
You said we wouldn’t last 
And now i just regret you girll

(decks)
y-you just say that im dense
can’t get shit thru my head
man i wonder what thats like
up late thinkin again
eyes hurt im seein red
why’s it always a bad night

i-i got a 100k in my wallet
i got my pockets stuffed, i don’t want it
i’d give it all just to see u again
i got ur number, i won’t call it
baby im anxious, im not talkin
i’d give it all just to see u again

dense! w/ never [p. 2001 x pekarot]

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dense! w/ never [2001 x pekarot]

cover of king slayer by my best friend @nevermadeithome produced by back2thapast and irby

original song here: https://soundcloud.com/nevermadeithome/king-slayer-prod-back2thapast-x-irby

king slayer (cover)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Listen on Spotify!

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

ill be fine

Feeling like a problem when I wake up
I don’t speak for days and then I say sum
Wonder why its hateful
Hate the way that its painful
Hate the way that you notice and your telling me that youd stay up
And I hate the way that I want that
Cause its right here
Ive been off the table for like 5 years
Emotionally unstable but I don’t fuck with the labels
I was only a kid who wanted to walk and now im not able

Cause I see his face in me, 17, white walls and a shit dream
Big house, nice car I don’t know what it all means
These days I just want to slow down
We’d pick a day that its nice out
And we’d smoke a few til it gets dark
And id fall asleep in your backyard

And if I don’t wake up 
If I don’t see your face
And I don’t get back home
Remember me this way
And if I disappear 
Cause I cant take the pace
If I don’t get back home
Its better off this way

And I can feel it closer when you leave
And I don’t notice everything they see
And I could feel it changing when you’d say
That you don’t see the difference either way

Feeling more like a problem, late night I walk in
At the lake and im off one
At the edge and im stalling

Inevitable like you said that it was
Im fucking it up like you said that I would
But I never said that I meant to be good but 
I mean to pretend like you know that I should

Like what does that even mean?
Late night out I see my reflection it used to scare the fuck out of me
I just keep it close to my sheets
I don’t know like no its not real
So unclean and I don’t believe
So don’t fucking tell me what I should feel when it goes that way

When it falls in place when it all comes out
When I see your face
Im just sending this text so we touch base
Late night im pressed into deep space
Press play I hear what I cant say
Say things I mean but I feel late 
Late night I’m fucked and my feet ache
Late night im fucked and I cant stay

All day like I don’t even know what im supposed to feel
Supposed to say suppose you kinda made it real
Alone but im as close as I have ever been
Its funny til its not and I was never here

Orient

Music video @ https://youtu.be/FlLICFovaIY

Produced by @freveltrothy
Additional guitars by @jolst
Mixing & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I’m a no name
No way she ever gon’ notice
Lonely
Homely
Absolutely hopeless
Still I try for you anyway
‘Cause you miss all the shots you don’t take
If I told you how I feel
You’d just throw it back in my face
You’d say
I never meant to make you feel this way

‘Cause I don’t feel the same
Not even if I wanted
To reciprocate
Love’s not something you can fake

Like a smile in a photo
Your heart’s gotta be all in it
Or else years from now
We’ll regret our decision

I’ve got love for you
But it’s unrequited
To scared to make a move
So I try to hide it
No matter what I do

I Never Meant to Make You Feel This Way (Prod. frevel & Jolst)

Featuring @sydcxx
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
The past few weeks been terrible
But you make it all seem bearable
How did I ever make it this far on my own
Before we met I had nearly lost all hope
I can’t see myself without you
But I can always be myself around you
So what say you we have a honeymoon
This is something that I could get used to

(sydcxx & Carlby)
So what say you we let down our guards
So what say you we open our hearts
To the possibility that maybe love's not all so bad

(sydcxx)
When the days are cold the nights are colder
So lay your heard upon my shoulder
I think I needed you here to set me free
There's no telling how things would be for me

Honeymoon w/ sydcxx (Prod. Pekarot)

lyrics:

as the wind blows (i don't mind)
as the sea tides change
and i recall the person i was
someone to you
could i be someone again?
as the wind blows (i don't mind)
as the clouds arrive
and i recall the way you loved me
the way i loved you
could we be in love again?

every year that passes i feel
a different weight that's worse than i've felt
i thought that once i had nerves of steel
when really underneath i'm made of glass
and you can see it's broken
shattered fragments
know i'm not a poet 
i'm a person that feels something inside
then nothing inside

(chorus)

as the wind blows

(LuvFlorent)
And I’m 
Feeling down 
I need you now 
Around my belt 
So I 
Just drive around 
And listen to the street sounds 
Around our town 

4 am 
With the lights out 
Need you then 
Still you right now 
Double cup 
With the ice out 
Fuck me up 
I’ll fuck you right now 
Aye 
Pills in the cup till I’m throwing up 
Aye I’m always in the cut showing extra love 
I got mud in the bucket while I’m pouring up 
I can’t feel a single thing off this Zoloft 

Cocaine Red 
Coming out of ur nostrils 
You say that 
I’m the asshole 
Scratch what I said 
I want you and that’s final 
Can we just pretend 
And cut me deep in every vital

(AliveTonight)
bitch i might overdose cause ion wanna be awake
if ion wake up anymore throw my body in a lake
ion wanna feel at all if i gotta feel like shit
ion wanna fuck at all i just wanna slit my fucking wrists
momma said drinkin's fucking with my brain
i should lay down the bottle it won't heal my fuckin pain
but
it helps me forget about it
i won't feel all of the pain if ion think about it

i quit alcohol
i do it all for my baby
in this hopeless world
she was the only one to save me
but she's been gone for three years now
i won't let anybody else wipe my tears now

and im
stuck on you
i hope you know that till the end of time ill wait for you

and i
hope you're alright
i hope you'll cross my path again sometime
sometime, oh

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