happy new year everyone <3
w/ @jolst & @sprr00w

lyrics:
hey!
is the weather wanting me to
stay?
cuz i can feel it on u too
ur smile’s deceiving
and i lack the feeling u need
but i guess i’ll stick around

its that time of year again where i
feel like telling all my friends
how exhausting everything is lately
or how im just a fucking baby

so get in the car!
no questions asked
i feel like saving tomorrow
for last night’s tasks
all of our time has been borrowed
so make it last
one day at a time, time, time

so get in the car!
no questions asked
i know i’ve fallen in love
just waiting for the catch
and yea i havent been great
with my own past
but im just taking it
one day at a time, one day at a time

hey!
is the weather wanting me to
stay?
cuz i can feel it on u too
ur smile’s deceiving
and i lack the feeling u need
but i guess i’ll stick around

one day at a time [jolst x sp00]

spotify!

Music video @ https://youtu.be/FlLICFovaIY

Produced by @freveltrothy
Additional guitars by @jolst
Mixing & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I’m a no name
No way she ever gon’ notice
Lonely
Homely
Absolutely hopeless
Still I try for you anyway
‘Cause you miss all the shots you don’t take
If I told you how I feel
You’d just throw it back in my face
You’d say
I never meant to make you feel this way

‘Cause I don’t feel the same
Not even if I wanted
To reciprocate
Love’s not something you can fake

Like a smile in a photo
Your heart’s gotta be all in it
Or else years from now
We’ll regret our decision

I’ve got love for you
But it’s unrequited
To scared to make a move
So I try to hide it
No matter what I do

Listen on Spotify!

I Never Meant to Make You Feel This Way (Prod. frevel & Jolst)

prod. flesh

i know that i've been giving in
at least i'm trying to live with it inside of my head
are you even listening?
i'm sick of all this dissonance inside of my head

should i be grateful for all the things that you did for me?
or should i be hateful for all the things that you did to me?
i haven't been able to trust a word that you've given me
and i just wish you'd let me forget
no i dont wanna end up like this all the time
no end in sight 
try all you like
i won't be letting it get to me
and i know it's been on your mind
it's been on mine
try all you like
i won't be letting it get to me

and i'd be lying if i said it didnt hurt
it hurts
your words
they tear through my heart
and i'd be lying if i said it ever worked
it burned
we learned  
why cant we move on?

it's okay

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @irby134
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
It’s hard for me to make peace with this
Can’t shake this sense of abandonment
You left me feeling misplaced
Like I don’t really fit in
You were a friend to me back then
But now we’re broken irrevocably
It can’t be mended
Who knows what went on in your head
The path you chose was selfish

But I stuck out my neck anyway
And I believed you every time you swore to me that you’d change
The path you chose could only lead one way
Towards your self destruction and an early grave

But what about all those you left behind
At only twenty-five
That’s too young to die
To put your vice above your life
That’s suicide

Misplaced (Prod. w/ irby)

Wanna whip a foreign
Only whipped a focus
That was just my brody’s tho like I ain’t even own it
I ain’t even have to cause he had paid it forward
Imma pay it back if I ever get it sorted

In my body in my blood
I was down to give it up
Hold you closer when you come
Wonder what you’re thinking of
Wanna ask you when it’s done
Was it ever good enough?
Think of when our legs would touch
And I miss it so much

Would you call it off if I can’t feel at all?
You never said it back
So only time was lost
And it’s just different now
Cause we don’t even talk
But if you’re happy there
You know it’s all I want 

Quick one turning into three months closer 
Clearing out some space for your stuff when you’re over
Said I did enough but I’m just doing what I’m supposed to
Everything I thought cause I don’t got that much exposure 
To broke hearts living in a broke mind
I’ll be in a box in the ground in like no time
You don’t gotta worry tho it’s bigger than you playing me
Wonder why it took like half a year for you to say to me
like anything about the way you give it up

The way I cope with shit myself it’s pretty hard to judge
But I don’t put it on a soul I keep it to myself
Or maybe turn into a ghost when nothing seems to help
It’s pretty shitty yeah but listen thats just instinct
And we get into it like every time the phone rings
And I’ve been bleeding through the pages in a red mist
Stepping up onto the bridge and then it kicks in

if I can’t feel at all
You never said it back
So only time was lost
And it’s just different now
Cause we don’t even talk
But if you’re happy there
You know it’s all I want

Underfoot

lyrics:

as the wind blows (i don't mind)
as the sea tides change
and i recall the person i was
someone to you
could i be someone again?
as the wind blows (i don't mind)
as the clouds arrive
and i recall the way you loved me
the way i loved you
could we be in love again?

every year that passes i feel
a different weight that's worse than i've felt
i thought that once i had nerves of steel
when really underneath i'm made of glass
and you can see it's broken
shattered fragments
know i'm not a poet 
i'm a person that feels something inside
then nothing inside

(chorus)

as the wind blows

taylor swift cover
very personal 2 me
hope u enjoy
<3

august (cover)

oh you'll be strong
till i die you'll be strong
with this cold air i'll keep u warm
till i die please be strong for me

in the snow where it all began 
the wind was blowing on the side of ur face
and all my tears meant nothing

oh you'll be strong
till i die you'll be strong
with this cold air i'll keep u warm
till i die please be strong for me

snow (sofabed)

prod R3DQX

paperthinwalls:

somebody give me a sign
sick of wasting my time
feel like i’m rotting my mind
you take it all away from me

from me to you
deceive that’s what you do
believe, that i knew
those teeth you lie through

you can have this heart cause it’s broken
i wanna leave words unspoken
but the clock keeps on ticking 
already 12:25 in the evening 
and i know that you just wanna leave me
leave me, leave me alone 

epitome:

leave me alone 
i’m not gonna pick up the phone
there’s no one even home
my minds been gone since so long ago

i’ve lost control
i’m trapped inside a hole
that i dug for myself now i already know
that my fate is sealed in the void
and that’s something i can’t avoid
there’s no use to reaching out
for anyone’s help
just know that this was never my choice

brain dead at 12 in the morning
i’ll fake death just so everyone forgets me
(but i’m) still here growing mold like the flooring
my forgetten story

and there’s no sense to re-write this
my ignorance was the catalyst 
the reason, i was lost in the abyss
hoping i would never be missed
blood runs from my face to my chin
dripping down, the sirens’ sound
this is the end..

i’ll still let go so, darker and colder
i will not know, what crying on a shoulder 
feels like…

i have no mouth, but i must scream w/ paperthinwalls (R3DQX)

PRAY

Produced by Droozy
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@onlyfriendyeah
You won't save me this time
You can't save me this time
Fall beneath the floor
Trapped inside the wall
Fall beneath the floor
Yeah, I prefer the tops of trees beneath my aching feet
I swear to god they haven't hit the ground in days or weeks
I done made up my mind
I'ma fade out of sight
I'ma say that I'm fine

Svnam @sideviewdriveca
I won't say that I'm fine
While we say our goodbyes
One more week
One more foot in the grave
I think I'm sinking faster than you can keep up with me
One more week
I won't say that I'm fine
One more foot in the grave
I think I'm tossing back & forth in my sleep again
It's never ending

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as the wind blows

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