Lyrics :

As I sit here beside you
Staring into your eyes
Loving everything about you
From your laugh to your smile

The picture is perfect
And I just don't understand
This impulse I have
To be holding your hand

And if I were holding your hand
I'd wanna feel your head lean against my chest
I like to think that would make me blind to this desire I have to feel your lips against mine
(bridge:)
There's something I need
Just something to feed on
A hand to hold onto
A shoulder to lean on
(chorus:)
And now I'm here beside you
I should be grateful just for living 
But even if I were inside you
There would still be something missing

Some are happy just by taking
Others are happy just by giving
But no matter what I do
There's just always something missing
(verse)
No matter how much I wanna feel
Or how much I wanna love
I always end up in the same place
Where I just watch you fly above

I almost feel like I'm like you
Yet I never feel quite human
Wish you could show me it's untrue
Just some paranoÏd delusion

I guess it all sounds kinda dumb
Cause after all, we all feel the same way
Just trying to make ourselves numb
While we're waiting for our Heyday
(bridge)
(First chorus)
(Second chorus:)
I've never liked to take
And I'm kinda tired of giving
I feel my bones start to break
Under the weight of something missing

As my hands start to shake
And the room seems to be spinning
If I took all I could take
Would there still be something missing ?

Something Missing

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just a guy making deep ambient music 🖤

JOHN HARDMAN - singer, songwriter, guitars, keys, producer 
YOU TUBE MUSIC - https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=xgOiS8QNa9Q&list=PL-PCsZnU8IF-6X-WgdydjtsjA6cOTWjl1
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Tracks to jam to 🎸 Check out my Apple Music and Spotify: https://music.apple.com/ca/artist/hernia/1836046648
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1DX9NIvn0S750J35s56cOo?si=lJDGeO7iQcWRYlJDxq5i2A

Can you put titles to my tunes? If not, my website reveals all at:

https://www.harveytwyman.com

My Latest Tunes are at: www.soundcloud.com/harvey-twyman

I have now minimised all my musical equipment down to a single arranger keyboard, the Yamaha PSR-SX900.

Originally I had created all the features of this keyboard using multiple pieces of MIDI equipment all controlled through a Windows tablet. I created a YouTube video describing it all:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TekeXG_oe1g&list=PLzVsLVsxIwiZLfDwmRDZ1B8TnIrgwX7aC&index=2&t=1s

Independent Australian POP Singer-Songwriter and Record Producer for Melancholy Indie POP & R&B Soul music that is based on emotive style with Western and Chinese Influence in my style of music genre based on my past love relationship experience. I love sad music and follow my YouTube Channel now for my lyric's music videos. 

Just your typical Vietnamese Chinese Transgender Girl that enjoys making ART from anything that relates to my Feelings and Pain that could relate to my listeners with my style of music that I really love. 

I don’t want to be with any record labels as I am my own label and don’t need others to tell me how to run myself as a POP Artist for Australia 🇦🇺 

I make my songs inside my bedroom and love Dogs especially 🐶 I’m also a Mental Health Practitioner Dog Psychologist 👩‍⚕️ Just love the Psychology Work on Humans and Dogs ☺️

My big inspiration would be from my long time old Best Friend Keyna a Female Rapper Artist who got me started where I am today where I Discovered Soundcloud. 

For whom that don’t know me yet but like I suffer a huge break down on Mental Health as I am diagnosed with Bipolar and been thru the mental hospital over 3 years straight.

Again, my music lovers 😊 You can be the Judge of my Songs on here as I started out rapping before singing to become an artist now from 2019. 



“My Advice to other Artists out there, is to Stay Humble and be True to Yourself, as An Artist. And keep being YOU to your music lovers that loves your music and keep up the hard work that you Enjoyed trying to Create. As yourself as an Artist, you are building a beautiful Masterpiece that will spread your message across to your listeners to heal all their souls.” 

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Hamburg/Germany Based Part Time Musician
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Free Palestine, eat the rich, and fuck A.I.
Alternative Goth/Post-Punk/Noise/Industrial Grunge type thing. Hope you enjoy what I've made so far, and thank you for listening, as well as for any kind of support 🖤 Feel free to use/sample.

Something Missing

C.S.C (ChimericalSkinCell)