DISCO w/ blare, MURRRR (p. greentop)

art by ami4evr + me

gotta watch my back cause they all want me dead
nothing stays the same I got this demon in my head
they always haunt me 
u don't love me why u always on me
why the fuck r u still talking?
back way off u already lost me
gotta watch my back cause they all want me dead
they all want me

fuck yourself I got nothing left to give u 

fuck yourself I got nothing left to give u

fuck yourself I got nothing left to give u

fuck yourself I got nothing left to give u

i rly think my phone is mad at me [+pearlblade]

walked in! + MO$h (pk)

ly:
(iris)
i may nvr recover from the holes in my back
& when u cut me up i felt my soul trn black
but i wld give anything just to be with u again
and i wld die a thousand deaths just to breathe ur air

do u only call me when yr lonely?
blood flows quick, i'll breathe slowly
the way u stare at my body it feels unholy
i only ask for one thing
(plz hold me)
i be feeling terrible when u call me on my phone
and will i know peace when ur fucking on my ghost?
and will i die today if i double up my dose?
and will i burn in hell for the letters that i wrote?
yea she only call me if she know that i can facetime
baby i cant save u i cant even walk in a straight line
california 2 miami baby id walk right over the state lines
tell bro dont worry bout yk one day we'll headline

(phixel) 
call me back please
i have such a headache
and everything is burning

bring me back please
back to where i came from
ive been lost for so damn long

washed up on the shore
im drowning, water in my core
wish i could fly, wish i could soar
away forever, away forever

(iris)

do u only call me when yr lonely?
blood flows quick, i'll breathe slowly
the way u stare at my body it feels unholy
i only ask for one thing
(plz hold me)

recovery w/ phixel (phixel + 01kon)

second to grieve (fauna)

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @lil-p_nut
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
I can’t help but
Let my insecurities
Get the best of me sometimes
These thoughts still linger in my mind

Maybe she’s out with friends trying to have fun
Maybe her phone is dead
And I’m worrying too much
Or has she finally had enough

Am I so undesirable
To actually believe that she would cheat
Maybe she just fell asleep on me
I’d hate to be a rain cloud
That follows you around
Or an anchor tied up firmly to your feet
Maybe you’re better off without me

(pnut)
What you talking 'bout baby 
I’ve been going crazy in my head  
I’m sorry if I’ve been ghosting
I’ve been holding back my threads with these useless pins
‘Cause I don’t want you to know me
Shit always goes sour when we’re more than friends 
I fight that I want you to hold me 
I’d prefer to stay back where it never ends

Listen on Spotify!

Maybe She Just Fell Asleep w/ pnut (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

~^¥¥+/ don't reply /+¥¥^~



vox: ashe
prod: drma + loverace
mix: ashe
master: ashe

[intro]
tell me what's the point if i know i have to fall
no-one's gonna save me, nobody to call
and they always say they hate me, typical
while im always facing, what's visceral

[prehook]
and you fed up, then you don't reply
tell me a thousand ways you could say goodbye
sipping potions tryna skip time, yeah
taking things to try and get mine, yeah

[hook]
taking things to try reset my mind
thinking i could maybe change my life
and i've, been through the wars tryna get what's mine
couldn't give a fuck im so sick of the inside

[refrain]
please could you listen to what i try
tell you what i think abt this

[verse]
i try to focus but im steady loosing sight
and all the ppl that i had that said they care think im alright
so fuck it, yeah, fuck this, it's all mine
reap the hyper pop scene like a goldmine
(so selfish)

[verse]
if you fall, tick tock, it's a false sign
pitch your shot but it blows thru the fault line
and if you think that my time is up watch me fckn take
blunt after blunt smoke that shit to the face

[prehook]
and you fed up, then you don't reply
tell me a thousand ways you could say goodbye
sipping potions tryna skip time, yeah
taking things to try and get mine, yeah

[hook]
taking things to try reset my mind
thinking i could maybe change my life
and i've, been through the wars tryna get what's mine
couldn't give a fuck im so sick of the inside

@okashe - dont reply (drma x loverace)

https://youtu.be/X1vZH17N8Hg?si=TeyaStEU2E5F5sdq

2 lovers and they never gonna meet each other
2 lovers but I really only need my number one
2 lovers and they never gonna meet each other
2 lovers but I really only need my number one

it’s getting hot in here yah
hoping that you’ll never die
you should come outside tonight
you might just catch me alive

baby you can drive me insane
baby you keep driving me crazy
can't get you out of my mind
I need you to see what it feels like

you know I'm always down for the party but if you're not here then it's never gonna feel right
I can't feel you lean
I feel so dizzy

thc in my veins like woah
twelve shots of the sauce, bouta glow
baby call me anytime, Ima soar
fuck the time and the place, Ima go
but you're sayin that I won't

I can't stay no more
it was til the end and you swore
swear this happened before
I can't help it no more

it’s getting hot in here yah
hoping that you’ll never die
you should come outside tonight
you might just catch me alive

What’d you do to me, for weeks i couldnt eat
I was on my knees, chrome heart all on my je-ans
Now they’re all the same, anyways this game‘ll be the death of me, your blue eyes were so pretty

driving through park ave tote a birkin bag popping purple tags wearing polo bear
hope it makes you mad cuz my new bitch bad I was unprepared we can’t be repaired
i know it’s you cuz I know how it feels when your hands in my hair Ah yea ah yea
can’t get ridda your stare but I know you don’t care, do you think about that night in Times Square

but she was just another
she was undercover
all my feelings got swept under

recovery w/ phixel (phixel + 01kon)

iris day