MOTHGIRL

lyin thru ur teeth
why dont u say it 2 my face?
u got me so fuckin geeked
when u short circuit my brain
u don’t understand how ur words can start a fire
in my heart, i never thought that u would be such a liar

from the start i been wonderin how i can bring u back
the good old days so far behind i was countin but i lost track
the only thing i can recall is your endless manipulation 
so for whoever comes next take this into consideration 

yea you left me broken but i put it back like a puzzle used superglue and cocaine to make my mind forget the struggle

i caught u prayin at his alter now i hope u crash n burn
its time to move on n give a pour soul another turn

lyin thru ur teeth
why dont u say it 2 my face?
u got me so fuckin geeked
when u short circuit my brain
u don’t understand how ur words can start a fire
in my heart, i never thought that u would be such a liar


NACHI

Don’t you give me that look, don’t gimme puppy eyes
you’ve been on your bullshit for so long, telling me blatant lies
Over and over again, when will this fucking stop
I’m so fed up, giving you chances, i think I’m boutta pop off
Talk my shit, got you pouting, throwing a fit
To be honest you should just shut up, get tf over it
over this. over yourself. will you learn, only time will tell
cuz when i have to be around you, i feel like im in hell

but it wasn’t always  like this from the start, long ago, i remembered that i gave you my heart
my trust, my mana, my love
But you played me like a 64, had me crying on the floor

And now I’m scarred for life, everywhere I keep a knife
Waiting for the moment that someone tries to take my life
Thinking I’m probably slowly losing my mind
So now I gotta leave my memories of you behind
And now I’m scarred for life, everywhere I keep a knife
Waiting for the moment that someone tries to take my life
Thinking I’m probably slowly losing my mind
So now I gotta leave my memories of you behind

IRIS DAY

cyberbaby checking in
i dont wna talk again
drag the knife across my skin
i feel like a rebound
[hurenpop] dog pound
call me when ur girls not around

cyberbaby checking in
i dont wna talk again
drag the knife across my skin
i feel like a rebound
[hurenpop] dog pound
call me when ur girls not around

MOTHGIRL

i hope u think of me til the day that u die
never forget the tears that u made me cry
i was so low for so long but you never made me right
n now i thank the heavens that i never followed the light

lyin thru ur teeth
why dont u say it 2 my face?
u got me so fuckin geeked
when u short circuit my brain
u don’t understand how ur words can start a fire
in my heart, i never thought that u would be such a liar

mothgirlcult

liar!! +foxparkk +iris day [immortal]

on the floor x hoodtrap

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Tag Name: TOGGEM

About This Song:

So, after all these years, all my health conditions and my constant battle to stay above ground, really woke me up. 

This song means that, The Ancient Zen Garden used to be a place I would go to escape reality, when in reality, my health will not get better if I don't try. 

It's also about the social struggles I've had meeting others online and trying to maintain a community in which I thought was a true place and a safe place when in reality, it's not what I'd hoped for when making that community. 

So, in conclusion, I'm never gonna be that guy who's a social expert and confident, instead, I know who I am and what I stand for. 

I'm Mr Togs, I'm not a social guru, nor am I looking for friends. I'm a very unique, special and hard person to meet as well as start conversations. I have a small social circle in which those people within my social circle know exactly who I am, what I stand for and know the troubles and disabilities I have. All in all, they know how to get through to me like no other people can. They know how to help me understand situations better than anyone else can or could. They know how I behave and know how to support me in ways that nobody else could. I know this, I've saw this, trust me when I say this, I'm the guy who other people would never understand or want to understand. My small social circle is all I need.

Here's a new motto I created and wrote myself. 

"People Are Quick To Judge, Quick To Comment & Quick To Disrespect Or Spread Nasty Rumours About Things They Don't Understand Nor Do They Or Will Ever Want To Understand, I'm Not A Talker, I Will Not Start Conversations, Or, Message Other's Outside My Social Circle, I'm Never Gonna Be A Talker, If You Wanna Know How I Speak To Other's, You Can Hear Me Through The Power Of My Music I Make"

This is The True Story About This Song, This Songs Means, I'm Leaving What Happened In My Past With Socialising, Ancient Zen Garden, The Hate & More, & Moving On To My Own Destiny & My Destiny Alone. To Be The Better Me, I'm Building Myself A Better Tomorrow, Today!

This Is Me! (Final Edition) (The Real Togs Special) (Mastered)

Bonkers vs Curtai [ o7 ] [ For Duff ]

production, mixing and mastering by bleachh

art by cvtcvll

verse order = bleachh, xadvoi, button maker, uglyboy, salemgasmask, clearvision.

additional vocals from midwesternvamp, sluggr, mikie mayo, Alliot, kn1febaby, and Miguel Angeles.

relapse (ft. xadvoi, Button Maker, uglyboy, Salemgasmask, and clearvision)

mixed and mastered by YoungReck

lyrics:

it's evident that u missed out
i missed ur call...i did it on purpose
u question all of ur sanity
u tried to handle me

i gotta cold heart
i can't give u nothin baby 
i already moved on
lookin for a lesson
i know u just want a head start
ur eyes just like weapons 
and i know they're piercing my arms
u want me to hold u but u made me put up my guard

i'm at a loss 
cause u seem so confused
i no longer wanna be bruised by u

i turned on my friends
i left them behind
i slept on the couch at my house every night

thought u were a warrior 
u just cap on all ur trauma
u think my pain is glorious

u a good girl why u actin like u sinister
make me feel like everywhere i go im just a visitor

i know ur just a fan to me 
i know u like when i get to singin
ur new man been creepin on me
maybe i should go on private

cold heart (prod. uglyboy)

"but trying ain't enough sometimes, so asking for some help's just fine"

𝓵𝔂𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓼:

[𝔹𝕦𝕥𝕥𝕠𝕟 𝕄𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕣]:

ｉ ｍｉｓｓ ｔｈｅ ｌｉｔｔｌｅ ｔｈｉｎｇｓ ｗｅ ｕｓｅｄ ｔｏ ｄｏ
ｂｕｔ ｎｏｗ ｔｈａｔ ｙｏｕｒｅ ｇｏｎｅ
ｉ ｇｏｔ ｕｓｅｄ ｔｏ ｙｏｕ ｇｏｎｅ
ｉ ｇｏｔ ｕｓｅｄ ｔｏ ｙｏｕ ｇｏｎｅ

ｎｏｗ ｔｈａｔ ｉｖｅ ｓｐｅｎｔ ｍｙ ｔｉｍｅ ａｌｏｎｅ
ｉｍ ｒｅａｄｙ ｔｏ ｌｅｔ ｙｏｕ ｉｎ
ｉ ｓｐｅｎｄ ａｌｌ ｍｙ ｄａｙｓ ａｌｏｎｅ
ａｎｄ ｉｍ ｒｅａｄｙ ｔｏ ｇｅｔ ｏｕｔｔａ ｍｙ ｓｈｅｌｌ

ｂｕｔ ｉｆ ｉ ｄｏｎｔ ｔｒｙ ｉ ｗｏｎｔ ｆａｉｌ
ａｆｔｅｒ ａｌｌ
ｉｔ ｏｎｌｙ ｔａｋｅｓ ｏｎｅ ｃａｌｌ
ａｎｄ ｔｈａｔｓ ｈｏｗ ｉ ｌｏｓｅ ｉｔ ａｌｌ

[ℍ𝕖𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕪 ℍ𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕣𝕚𝕩]:

ｔｈｅ ｗｏｒｌｄ ｉｓ
ｓｏ ｆｒｉｇｈｔｅｎｉｎｇ
ｂｕｔ ｉｍ ｔｉｒｅｄ
ｏｆ ｈｉｄｉｎｇ
ｉ ｗａｎｔ ｔｏ
ｌｅａｖｅ ｍｙ ｒｏｏｍ
ｉｍ ｔｒｙｉｎｇ
ｉｍ ｔｒｙｉｎｇ
ｂｕｔ ｔｒｙｉｎｇ ａｉｎｔ ｅｎｏｕｇｈ ｓｏｍｅｔｉｍｅｓ
ｓｏ ａｓｋｉｎｇ ｆｏｒ ｓｏｍｅ ｈｅｌｐｓ ｊｕｓｔ ｆｉｎｅ
ｉｍ ｔｒｙｉｎｇ ｎｏｔ ｔｏ ｌｏｓｅ ｍｙ ｍｉｎｄ
ａｎｄ ｉ ｔｈｉｎｋ ｉｍｍａ ｂｅ ａｌｒｉｇｈｔ

two a.m.

engineered by https://soundcloud.com/lucybound
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah we paid
(hook)
couldnt ever really hold you baby
even when its dark and ur demons chasing
i know how it be, feelin helpless lately
but you so far away, even the phonecalls hazy

i dont want you out my life
even though its hurting to invest my time
tell me when its over, even if all night
you never really helped, until u left my side

(bridge)
cuz you so far out my league
it doesnt make it better for my self esteem

i line up all the shots i take 
even when i know ill never see your face

tonight we sleep in different beds 
i got you in my mind, wish we had different friends

another time or place i bet
choking on the feelings climbin up my neck

(verse)
ive tried so many times 
to put myself on different rides
should love myself instead of highs
cuz theres so few lights in my selfish life

but if something feels too right
its prolly cuz im crossin lines
and the things i fear too many times
appear as my mental aligns

(bridge)
i thought i heard you call my name
even though i know you never choose to look my way
am i dreaming or did you just try to touch my face
cuz i been lookin in a mirror at the thing i hate 

(hook)
couldnt ever really hold you baby
even when its dark and ur demons chasing
i know how it be, feelin helpless lately
but you so far away, even the phonecalls hazy

i dont want you out my life
even though its hurting to invest my time
tell me when its over, even if all night
you never really helped, until u left my side

oml (xmichaelwarren)

i don't like you very much
i just put up with you 
you don't like to include me
secrets come and go with age, but the stupid things remain the same 

tell me what you're talkin bout
i don't like you very much
you don't like to include me
secrets come and go with age, but the stupid things remain the same

stupid things:p

stupid things:p (feat. iris day)

art asset: https://www.deviantart.com/biby-san

produced by me

[ LYRICS ]

walk a mile , in my shoes
see the things that i want 4 u
u cant deny u want them 2
empty days in my stupid room

close my eyes , oh my god
its all the things that i wanted now
a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending 

walk a mile , in my shoes
see the things that i want 4 u
u cant deny u want them 2
empty days in my stupid-

a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending 
is this the way its ending 

see the things that i want 4 u
u cant deny u want them 2
empty days in my stupid-
close my eyes , oh my god
its all the things that i wanted now
a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending 

am i ur favorite singer yet?
u call my phone , dnt return my txts
an urgent message i might regret,
opening my eyes , evr again

a static dreamer mightve said
a couple wise words jst 2 fill my head
but i dnt have time 4 ur love and affection
a couple bad nights passed w/o ur attention

close my eyes , oh my god
its all the things that i wanted now
a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending

a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending

see the things that i want 4 u
u cant deny u want them 2
empty days in my stupid room
close my eyes , oh my god
its all the things that i wanted now
a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending

STATIC DREAMS

iris day