Window (Draft2)

dont ever let me go

(drma x michaelharrison)

im not half as brave i wanna be
and i dont see the things that you see in me
im a lost soul
youre the light i follow

im the problem youre the solution
ill keep falling baby im used to it
keep my room dimly lit
cause the light it hurts my head

i cant stand the sadness in your words
baby dont you know it hurts
i wish i was like the other guys
i wish that we had more time

but i keep messing up and
it hurts my heart to see you mad
i promise that
im gonna do better next time

but i keep messing up
even though i try my best
sometimes its not enough
to have held you while you wept

sometimes life finds a way
to fix all of the broken things
im hopeful
cause i know were
stronger than all the opposing forces
poor endorsements
hated comments
and the tears this morning

but i keep messing up and
it hurts my heart to see you mad
i promise that
im gonna do better next time

but i keep messing up
even though i try my best
sometimes its not enough
to have held you while you wept

i keep messing up (drma x michaelharrison)

im eighteen happy birthday to me
i dont like my vocals on this one
prod @yononaki
feat @stylas @dayatpark

me
she still spreadin lies and i forgot about her
and i cant take ur advice, last month u were some doubters
if im standin on my money i could reach a tower
they keep sayin shes so quiet, i made her a shouter x2

ive been up since '22
slidin wit the team, dual barettas and a crew
know u wan' be me, but i dont wanna be u
i cant take that, talkin tough we leave him blue

been on go for a year, number one u aint near
keep that choppa on me get to cuttin off your ear
been on go for a year, number one u aint near
ima face that, smokin loud i cant see clear

she still spreadin lies and i forgot about her
and i cant take ur advice, last month u were some doubters
if im standin on my money i could reach a tower
they keep sayin shes so quiet, i made her a shouter x2

@stylas
ha
im not no pacifist i might jus pop a bitch, uh
9x19 see dat boy it take him out the picture
yea i see him talkin down i know dat boy he bitter
yea i see him run his mouth i know he not no killer

i dont play pretend
said he wanna kill me
boy come do it then
(ha, ha)
ha, he wan meet the pistol
he wan meet his end
yea im posted up wit kal
and he wont ever win
thats a mf joke
we gonna spin again

@dayatpark
i just had to punch in im the favorite
i promise none of these clones gon make it
i been moving hella famous 
i dont care

you make trash fits on the daily basis
you wont shine youre stuck in stasis 
you mix vet with rick and wonder why they stare
i swear you think youre the best but cant compare
i been turning all these faces, im on track to be their heir
we send shots and you see traces, then you black out 
we take care, of the people talking shit while we're dressed out in new sinclair

me
she still spreadin lies and i forgot about her
and i cant take ur advice, last month u were some doubters
if im standin on my money i could reach a tower
they keep sayin shes so quiet, i made her a shouter x2

forgot ab her w/ stylas + keyframe (yono)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4EIIIHhEFFaAxXLmxoMygX?si=1fe36f091ae040c0

Spotify

Lies (eto & 8t33n)

visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akcNFV4mN5s

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Ti89xWT1dqJ0DYUE0Tg4i?si=6738c2d7769c46a9

all the links: https://linktr.ee/oxidizetunes

alt tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@oxidizefrommusic

a/b for february :D

lyrics:

i dont want this to end

ur embrace carries me through the cold

am i deserving

of your love

how can i preserve you  

only one way to answer the question

but i don't know if i have the guts to say it

out loud  

can i be the one you call at the end of the night

when u cannot sleep at all

the one that gives you the highest of highs

and survives all the lowest of lows

can i be your safest space

be your blanket when temperature is cold

i just wanna be the one you take home

tonight

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

safe harbor

girl you can tell all the things 

that you thought about me when i wasnt yours

and we'd go over all the things 

that our friends had said about us before

and when you call my name the whole world stops

for a second

for a second

but i wish it was more

when i'm the one you call at the end of the night

when u couldnt sleep at all

when i'm the one that gives you the all your highest of highs

and survives all your lowest of lows

when i'm being your safest space

when i'm being your blanket when temperature is cold

when i'm the one that takes you home

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

safe harbor (yea)

safe harbor

decay w/ mitsu

elliot w/ cejay (me)

shoutout @verpos @trueysoulja @sxulzel @vydolvvs @ianrare

hotbox + sxulz (prod. ianrare)

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lyrics:
i see you in my dreams
and taste you on my lips
falling for you head first
diving off a cliff
you're the blade and i'm the bleeder
you're the rain, i'm the stone cold fever
you're the blood and i'm the cleaner
you're the god and i'm the believer
carved your name into my skin
even if you bleed, you're under it
drink your words like holy wine
but every drop just burns inside
i let you chew me up
i let you pull me in
i let you stain my skin with all your impurities
spit me out, watch me choke
bite my lips in your tainted kiss
scratch me up, make me bleed
choke me out til i cant breathe
bittersweet, you give me rotten teeth
take anything you need
(take, falling to my knees baby begging please)
i let you take what was left of me
wore my body like a new disease
crawling backwards just to feel your touch
from/for a starving primal love
you don't love me (you don't)
you just love the way i break so treat me
like a doll you throw away
you just watch me come undone
just a take of freedom
just a taste of pain
just a taste to be someone
every scar, every bruise
is another gift from you
that i can't erase
so can you dig a little deeper now?
can you bite until your teeth hurt
spit me out, watch me choke
bite my lips in your tainted kiss
scratch me up, make me bleed
choke me out til i cant breathe
SPIT ME OUT, WATCH ME CHOKE

choke [ p. BAD KID ]

upset (candle)

iris / 19 / she/her
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just having fun

choke [ p. BAD KID ]

irisgardnn