Skin W/ris

u can tell this was recorded at two different dates LMFAO
prod @okmurrrr

lyrics:
Why do u keep hittin up my phone
You gave me such a fucking pain 
I don’t wanna try again 
Theres noting to gain 
from it 

You lied abt me and got the word around 
For a minute thought u weren’t a fuckin fake  
Found out all the lies that u said abt me 
Fuck you and your friends who ever doubted me 

I just need to get out 
Of this fucking hell 
Drinking the day away
I dont know when this would end

Starting to not give a shit 
I dont think I need to 
Drink all the thoughts away 
Link up with the bros 
Cross up look up look down 
You are so blind 
Down the ladder u get shot
You are so fucking dead 

You just need to get out of my life 
Please just stop making a scene 
Its been a while but im still not picking up 
You’ve been just digging up a hole 
Ive got this under control 
I have a whole lot of shit I could expose 
Close ur mouth and just stop it now 
Theres no need for all this drama 

I just need to get out 
Of this fucking hell 
Drinking the day away
I dont know when this would end

Starting to not give a shit 
I dont think I need to 
Drink all the thoughts away 
Link up with the bros 
Cross up look up look down 
You are so blind 
Down the ladder u get shot
You are so fucking dead

i need to get out (MURRRR)

Procedure

##XP (BEAT MADE BY CARTOONBEN & PROD NIBXL)

📲 my pluhh v2

not very far (Prod. QUITAll x Velvet.wave)

body going missing

prod: https://soundcloud.com/block-tane https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz
 
i can hear my own heartbeat
pound in this quiet
hands bound back
with this rope
he'll tie me up
(i can hear my own heartbeat pounding
i can hear my own heartbeat pounding)
i can feel the cold concrete
laying down, crying
itching through scabs
to be whole is all i want
(i can hear my own heartbeat pounding
i can hear my own heartbeat pounding)
open me up
god willing i'll make it
your shirt soaking with blood
oh, my body keep shaking
place my flesh upon a sigil
brand with my initials
this night will make me whole again
the embers start to whistle
nothing left, no one to hold me
bloody ceremony
i will lose control again,
the heavens will disown me

please, please
it's all that i have
(like magician, body going)

like magician,
body going missing
bloodied up my palms
baby i feel like a christian
just how i envisioned
prep for the incision
pierce right through my heart
until my fingers finish twitching
oh yeah,
i think i like it, i don't wanna pretend
i'm fucking begging for it
cut me again
and again, and again, and again
and again

(let us pray, let us wish
to partake in communion,
let us partake in communion,
and feast upon the old blood)

where i'm going
i won't make it back
hope he's waiting for me
vision going black
nothing i have left will make it past
open me up
god willing i'll make it
your shirt soaking with blood
oh my body keeps shaking
keeps shaking


paleblood

Treason FT blanched +

my soul is suffering ft irisgarden

at least he wanted something 

prod: @vito2300
 
you know i like it when you speak to me soft 
most nights i spend with you alone
feels like we don’t even talk 
know you don’t need me at all 
i’m just taking up this space 
know i’m just here by default

don’t want another 
staying here is gon make me suffer 
n my body shudder 
another night i spent playing lover 
so over summer 
sunlight poking right thru the shutter 
laid under covers
every time i just let him under 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

facing the repercussions 
it’s just what happens 
i can’t help that i'm no good at loving 
i’m just so unbecoming 
he only want me in passing 
at least he wanted something 

yeah is it too much 
promise i’ll be good enough 
be what you want 
even if i can’t feel your touch 
i'm leaking blood 
just waiting till i'm getting crushed 
and when we’re tongue to tongue 
i almost feel like there’s an us 

i’m just a body 
take it off 
and come put it on me 
no need for talking 
when it’s done 
you don’t need to call me 
this shit gon haunt me 
coming round it gets so disheartening 
i guess he caught me
every touch it just leave me starving 

but i’m still there 
right under you
every time 
you call my name 
in the way that i like 
don’t make me feel like 
i am more than a night 
god i tried 
god i tried 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

i know i do this to myself 
i know what’s going on here 
i know i could avoid it, well
i know you’ve put it so clear
and it’s so stupid that i’m wiping my tears 
yeah it’s so stupid that i hold you this dear

unbecoming

Incomplete (Instrumental) - Prod. Kure

@doa-675836847

scatter, scatter
throw me down and make me shatter
scatter, scatter
take my blood and make it splatter
say im sick and say it faster
kiss me it dont matter
hold me down without your manners
scatter, scatter

i want you to make a mess and rip until theres nothing left
i dont wanna think for myself, can you take control
In my dreams i wanna see you take your clothes off
let go, lets goand make a slasher, know you wanna

pick up all the pieces of my body that i left for you to find
i like to watch you put me back together everytime i die
i dont really mind if i die for you
even if i tried, i cant lie to you
take another step and youll see just how fast i can drop to my knees for you

don't let anybody know where youre taking me to go
close my eyes when im alone, hoping that youre gonna show
put me back into my place, only way im being saved is
if you catch me when i, catch me when i

feinding for your touch
put in on your blush
feel like its enough
i get it, i know you want it know
i get it, beat me up to the ground
i want it, i want it
i want it, i want it

scatter w/ stizens [ p. ne1ro ]

iris / 19 / she/her
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scatter w/ stizens [ p. ne1ro ]

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