nevermadeithome:

tell me where u been tonight 
i dont trust u 
why do smell like candles then 
oh you dont wanna play me right? 
ohh well that didnt last long 

have you ever lied to? 
of course you have 
you've been down bad 
thinking bout him 

he never really liked you 
like he said in a message 
but you dont get it 

i know u like sipping on white wine 
even though its quarter to 9 
u think ur cute cuz u bought urself a fiat 
but ur not cute cause ur trying hard to be it 

i wont lie and you will 
and your struggling to deal with him 
hes the lion ur the kill 
and u still will agree with him 

have you ever lied to? 
of course you have 
you've been down bad 
thinking bout him 

he never really liked you 
like he said in a message 
but you dont get it

sendflowrs:


i hear you bought yourself a new whip
that’s cool
except we’re not in school and i still dont like you
heard you been buying louis shoes since last fall
babe they’re so last year 
you don’t care cus
u bought yourself a fiat 
but where the rs3 at
shit never ends
always want what you can’t see and 
i’ma chef that pussy cus my ocd fiending 
i said fuck a vc leave the whole scene bleeding

cus i’m making music with my best friend u jealous
this shit come so easy elite i’m a zealot 
u sending out opens 
we link and we shell it 
fuck the whole scene
slthyerin on my sweater 

nevermadeithome:

have you ever lied to? 
of course you have 
you've been down bad 
thinking bout him 

he never really liked you 
like he said in a message 
but you dont get it

fiat w/ nevermadeithome (thislandis x taurs)

produced by hiraeth


how could my skin touch urs so comfortably
its not fair to say my bones would break
u said the world was waiting its too late
im in a war with nothing i could shake

body ache
wash away
any pain
nothing left

skin

7/28/22
prod. @everythingmackk

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

cause i don't wanna force who i am
as i pour another cup, with trembling hands
over half of my life's being made without plans
i get it; if i made a choice, 
i'd surely regret it
but most of all my worries,
i can't fit them in the pensmanship
you simply wouldn't get it
even if you really listening
the center of my soul don't only glow
it's also glistening
my demons start to part as i'm
pouring the nitroglycerin

it only feels like i'm here when i'm
stun-locked in third gear, and a 
dozen million miles away from reality
i hope forever ain't forever
unless it has to be
cause i don't wanna go out in misery
let go, of whatever this meant to me
fuck that
imma go on a killing spree

emma, i'm sorry for everything.

it's my fault you let me go
met in the seventh grade
we went separate roads
cause of some stupid shit i'd say
i just tore up all my clothes
courtesy of missing your face
if i finally break this mold
i'll thank you some day

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

this ain't just a knack
it's a passion
double shame on you 
for thinking all i do is actin'
part of me is straight
the rest is being held captive
living in a cavern where arachnids and bats been
constantly refracting

yeah, but i'm not worried about it
i'm entangled in this string
tryna gnaw my way out it
you had liked a post of mine 
a while back when i doubted
if i was truly good for nothing
based on how low the clouds been...

clouds to crows

clouds to crows [prod. mackk]

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

here's a little thing I made, might put it on an ep, might not 

lyrics

how many times can I write about the same old thing
about summer, spring, 'bout wedding rings and better things 
about a teenage vow in a parking lot
screaming fall out boy until our lungs gave out
its time I close my eyes now

just for tonight, I think that's alright 
see the ghost of u has lingered for a while
and I think ive earned some rest

do u think that's fair?

do u think that's fair (killedmyself)

Spotify link-

https://open.spotify.com/album/4ykkGMsGj8AIjBR0dKIvY4?si=S3NODJyGSRaYlOME-pl-BA

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Deja Vu w/ Yokai Dreams

Featuring skele: @lilskeleskrrt

[not home.]
Smoke up on the porch
Watch the snow fall
Friend still gotta hold me
Man. I'm too gone
Curled up on the floor from the moon rocks
Chillin in my hoodie and my new socks

Haven’t had a meal in about 3 days
I’ve been feeling crazy in my own way
Feel the drugs spill through my thin veins
Can’t tell if i’ve been breathing, am I okay?

Watch the sun turn to night
I swear these drugs keep me alive
Oh. won’t you look at all the lights
Now I'm sifting through my memory while I’m fried
Now I’m staring at the trees, red eyes
Now these walls are looking wavy in my sight
Now they look at me differently
Dark coat dark smoke underneath the trees

Ripping joints, feel it in my knees
Numbing in my room, I’m just tryna sleep
Watch this knife fucking cut me deep
I can’t talk, I can’t think, I can barely breathe

Watch the trees slowly paint on the silent creek
Now i see someone else looking back at me

[Skele]
Every night wipe my eyes
Why am I alive?
Blue pill, cold air
But I hate the high
Why you look so sad every time you lie?
I never see the signs, god I’m fucking blind
Don’t look at me like that
Pretty eyes with a knife in my back
You love to cut me it hurts so bad
And I still love you, it’s kinda sad

[not home.]
Watch the sun turn to night
I swear these drugs keep me alive
Oh, won’t you look at all the lights
Now I’m sifting through my memory while I'm fried
Now I’m staring at the trees, red eyes
Now these walls are looking wavy in my sight

garbage

I need this

not home. - I need this w skele (nevrfall)

lil song for the comeback, luv you all tysm for sticking w/ me thru hiatus<33

(these days ion feel shit
when this reup fill my ribs
sorries seep up thru my lips
till they bleed onto my wrist)

cursed place her personal cot so lie in it
but i'll die in it
treat me right might rot in it
half these days we lead straight to violence
then fine again
find i shut my eyelids 

gotta walk again
broke down whip, left optionless
swear love it's inoperable
if able i'd take you like vitamins
promise no lies when we speaking off mind even if u aint buying this
write corn ass lines bout biding my time for a love which mine again
girl how does that work, when all of these perfectly fit puzzle pieces leave me filling this hearse
rather fake me than tell u it hurts
never say shit, pray 4 the worst

cursed place her personal cot so lie in it
but i'll die in it
treat me right might rot in it
half these days we lead straight to violence
then fine again
find i shut my eyelids

cursed_cot (uguwap)

lyrics ⬇️

out my face wit all that negative talk cuz i dont want it
u would fold if you had felt like this for even just a minute
oh i promise you that
i wish that you would just admit it
i know that its been bad but i blame you cuz ur acidic
ion even understand why u always steady trippin on me i feel the shame
cuz somehow you got rid of me
and its alright
Cuz ima see the better me in the next life

your talkin bout my timeline i think ima cry
i dont wanna fear all things i love in life
it dont just appear when ur sleeping over night
nah nah gotta work for it a lot
and i wish that i could tell u that im finna stop soon but im not
cuz i dont think that you understand all i have to lose
its a lot

run it up cuz i fear im at the ending of my life
i dont know whats coming next but i know i cant rewind
i cant show that im upset if i do then u gon cry
i know that i been real blessed but i still been feelin blind

buncha random shi-
(LEMME GO)

try to make em proud but everything i do i dont
u never know what im finna do alone
every single thing i know u do not condone
i would try to fix it but its really jus too broke
every single bone every single choke
every single throw of a punch that i dont
maybe itll mean one day that ill get exposed
maybe if i did then i would grow

mama i been feelin low
can u can u please let me leave home
yea i dont wanna be here
let me just show you one more tear
maybe i just wanna be alone
maybe i dont wanna hear ur tone
maybe i dont wanna call u back 
cuz even if i did i know that you wont atone
i dont wanna check my phone

every single bone (josiah3)

WHITE TEE

through it

what happens now?

produced by @magnumn 


so what happens now? x2
i h8 
that u had 2 see me like this 
hu h
i care alot 
wish youd see me 
the way i see u 
huh 
chillin in the backroom 
hiding from the real things 
i got blunts on me 
smoke away 
helps me deal w all the things goin on 
i got a version of me u dont even know 
ill let u see it if u promise that youll never leave 
i think youll like him-
like  never leave 
hope i made it on ur playlist 
turn 2 dust 
ill b gone , gone for good 
gone 
lets go back 2 the start 
think of who i am 
h8 all of this pressure 
bitch i h8 2 keep u waitin 
i got a weapon on me 
if u fkn try 2 disrespect me 
i wont listen 2 them mfs 
thinkin they know everything
feel like im a h8er but i cannot stand these bitches 
man i h8 my fkn image 
man i h8 the things u say 
bitch i h8 to keep u waitin but some things will never change 
sry 4 the damage 
i never meant u harm 
my head is such a mess and i cannot keep it down 
man i cannot keep it down 
cannot keep it down x2 



art in cover by ohuton (おふとん). 


##BBEWITCH

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Deja Vu w/ Yokai Dreams

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