Feeling disconnected, unable to feel the warmth and healing that love has to offer. Feeling lonely despite receiving affection from loved ones. Struggling with self-doubt and feeling flawed. Leading to a sense of despair.

Lyrics
Im shielded from embrace
Loneliness a constant state

When they touch, I dont feel
When they love, I dont heal
Pretty words, but I dont hear
I'm convinced, nothing's real

Pretty lies, Pretty home
Love is a silence I've always known
Always fight, Stupid mind
Losing all the love I ever find...
I'm a mess, I know it's me
I'm the problem and I cant be...

Why can't I be normal?
Why can't I accept love?
Where am I broken, heart or soul?
Why can't I feel loved?

They care, But I’m alone
Their touch just feels so wrong
I am here, But not real
Can't seem to say quite what I feel!
I am here, But not real
Can't seem to say quite what I feel!

Pretty lies, Pretty home
Love is a silence I've always known
Always fight, Stupid mind
Losing all the love I ever find...
I'm a mess, I know it's me
I'm the problem and I cant be...

Why can't I be normal?
Why can't I accept love?
Where am I broken, heart or soul?
Why can't I feel loved?

No warmth, No cure
I’m nothing, I’m sure

This track explores an unsettling attraction to suffering. A dark journey where repeated heartbreak leads to a perverse craving for pain itself. Presented as an intense, desperate plea for complete self-destruction and consumption by a destructive force.

Lyrics
Bruises Like Jewelry
Heart Shattered Again
Pain Whispers My Name

Licking Wounds Silently
Agony's Sweet Kiss
My Soul Is A Flame

Torture Feels Close To Love
Misery Tastes Sweet
Addicted To Pain

COME AND TAKE ME ALIVE!
EAT MY SOUL TIL I DIE!
COME AND TAKE ME ALIVE!
EAT MY SOUL TIL I DIE!
COME AND TAKE ME ALIVE!
Death Eater!

Torture Feels Close To Love
Misery Tastes Sweet
Addicted To Pain
COME AND TAKE ME ALIVE!
Death Eater!

COME AND TAKE ME ALIVE!
EAT MY SOUL TIL I DIE!
COME AND TAKE ME ALIVE!
EAT MY SOUL TIL I DIE!
COME AND TAKE ME ALIVE!
Death Eater!

Soundscapes & Screams

Death Eater

Feeling insignificant despite someone else being more deserving. Embracing a peaceful death but finding purpose in the idea of giving up your own life for the ones you love.

Lyrics
I am the dust in the dark
I am the worm in the earth
Feast on my suffering
Oh
God
I am the fate you deserve

I am the spark in the flood
I am the worm in the earth
Bathe in my bitterness
Oh
God
I am the fate you deserve

Embrace the destruction
Painless destruction
Embrace the destruction
Painless destruction

Die for the ones you love (x4)

Embrace the destruction
Painless destruction
Embrace the destruction
Painless destruction

Die for the ones you love (x4)

Embrace Destruction

Like wifi in the desert, 'Disconnected' is a raw signal boost from an emotionally numb heart, desperately searching for a frequency to feel something real. Can you hear it?

Lyrics:
I'm like wifi out in the desert
I'm feeling so disconnected
I wish I wasn't the one, who didn't learn
How to have a heart and be protected
Doctor please, I need to be inspected
Something is broken, I stay feeling neglected
If you wanna leave, I can respect it
Don't look back for me, I have disconnected!

Disconnected, I think my signal got lost in the static,
Is there a frequency? Cuz I've gotta have it.
So maybe I can connect to something real!

Someone do somethin' 'bout this virus inside
It's glitchin' me, I'm 'bout to lose my power supply
I'm shorting out quickly, Going out of my mind
Just make me feel
Like I have a chance, at life!

DOWNLOADING...
DEATH!
DOWNLOADING...
DEATH!

Was it a setting I forgot to change?
A missing file I can rearrange?
A rogue robot who went out of range,
System corrupted, battery drained!

Disconnected, I think my signal got lost in the static,
Is there a frequency? Cuz I've gotta have it.
So maybe I can connect to something real!


Disconnected

Iron Tides Music

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