Written by Ashley Singh, Evi Giorgi, Natalie Tuvey
Produced by Ashley Singh
Mixed by Josh Ager
Mastered by Tess Greenham

Sometimes

Waves of Fate

In waves of fate, 
where beams may slide, 
there in the dream is drawing light.
There in the right moment of time, 
in your soul at a cross of paths. 
There in your eyes are stunning dreams, 
stars are dancing on the scene.
There in your eyes are stunning dreams, 
drawing love from star beams.
From stuck in time, where tracks are bound, 
there in the dream is the way out.
From the time warp between pain and joy, 
there fate means hope, darkness never more.
There in your eyes are stunning dreams, 
stars are dancing on the scene.
There in your eyes are stunning dreams, 
drawing love from star beams.


Waves of Fate

Dose

Produced by Matt Hales.

LYRICS
Hard to find peace of mind
In the cracks between the lines
Reading ads on the tube

What a time, 25
Overwork to stay alive
There’s so much left to lose

But when the rain falls
Will it hit my heart and wash away the blues? 
And let the dark find 
Another shade
Another way to bloom

Isn’t it all just noise?
Isn’t it all just life?
Oh it can’t be round and round and round and then we die

Isn’t it all just faith
Tell me I’ll be fie
If there’s a man upstairs oh he takes he god damn time
He takes his god damn time

Start the day, feel the same
Fill my cup just to pour away 
When did March turn to June? 

Lost the light in the eyes
Of someone I don’t recognise
Is there much left to lose? 

But when the rain falls
Will it hit my heart and wash away the blues? 
And let the dark find 
Another shade
Another way to bloom

Isn’t it all just noise?
Isn’t it all just life?
Oh it can’t be round and round and round and then we die

Isn’t it all just faith
Tell me I’ll be fie
If there’s a man upstairs oh he takes he god damn time
He takes his god damn time

Ohhhhh

Isn’t it all just noise?
Isn’t it all just life?
Oh it can’t be round and round and round and then we die

Isn’t it all just faith
Tell me I’ll be fie
If there’s a man upstairs oh he takes he god damn time
He takes his god damn time

bloom (when the rain falls)

The Masterplan (Oasis cover) by Emma Miller

Produced, mixed and mastered by Lucas Mendes.

The Masterplan

[EDIT: Slightly updated mix based on Spintunes judges' feedback.]

This is my entry for Round 3 of the "Spintunes" contest! The prompt/challenge was to "write and record a song that makes prominent and creative use of motivic development - a technique for creating extended melodies through repetition and variation of a short, memorable melodic fragment called a motive".

LYRICS

Waking up in purgatory
Isn’t where I thought I’d be
Aftertaste of argument
No that isn’t what I meant

And you do this every time
Just for a reaction
Yeah, you do this every time
Is it part of the attraction

Maybe you’ll go to prove that I need you
Maybe you’ll stay when I don’t believe you
Maybe you’re sweet, maybe you’re scary
Push me away only to tell me
Oh, don’t you want me anymore

What’s my motivation here
On a scale of one to fear
Weighing up the evidence
Isn’t making any sense

And it kills me every time
My heart on the pavement
Yeah it kills me every time
How you claim it’s an accident

Maybe you’ll go to prove that I need you
Maybe you’ll stay when I don’t believe you
Maybe you’re sweet, maybe you’re scary
Push me away only to tell me
Oh, don’t you want me anymore
Oh, don’t you want me anymore

I love it when you change
I love it when you change your
I love it when you change
I love it when you change your mind

Another day in purgatory
I guess that’s how it’s going to be
Our record’s playing on repeat
It’s never sounded so sweet

Maybe you’ll go to prove that I need you
Maybe you’ll stay when I don’t believe you
Maybe you’re sweet, maybe you’re scary
Push me away only to tell me
Oh, don’t you want me anymore
Oh, don’t you want me anymore

Don't You Want Me Anymore

Whole

[Verse 1]
How do you say I love you
When you know they’ll look away?
When the moment’s passed, the door is shut
And words just float astray?
How do you shout I love you
When it echoes back as shame?
When silence hugs the air so tight
You’re scared to speak its name?

[Chorus]
So I hold it like a secret
Buried deep beneath my skin
A truth too loud to whisper
But too sacred to give in
If I say it—will it vanish?
If I don’t—will it remain?
How do you say I love you
When it only brings you pain?

[Verse 2]
How do you say I love you
When the one you love won’t hear?
When “I miss you” sounds pathetic
And “I’m sorry” feeds their fear
How do you still keep hoping
When the facts all say you can’t?
When you’re dancing with delusion
But you never learned to plant?

[Chorus]
So I hold it like a secret
Carved in pages I don’t send
A prayer I tell the night sky
That will never reach its end
If I scream it—will it cheapen?
If I write it—will it fade?
How do you say I love you
When there’s nothing left to say?

[Bridge]
Why do words mean more to some
And to others just feel light?
Why does love become a burden
When it once had given flight?
Why does pain become a prison
When it only wants release?
Why can’t we just say I love you
And let that be our peace?

[Final Chorus]
So I sing it through the silence
In a song you’ll never hear
But it’s all I have to offer
And it’s all I hold dear
If I never say I love you
Know it still beats in my chest
How do you say I love you
When your heart won’t let it rest?

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Self-produced and independently released, Dystopia is an emotional indie/rock/lo-fi journey through loss, healing, and memory. Each track captures raw, intimate reflections—running from the past, facing pain, and finding slivers of light in dark places. From the haunting echoes of Black and White to the quiet resilience of It’s Up to You, this EP blends melancholic textures with honest storytelling. All written, recorded, and mixed solo—this is DIY music made with heart, in a room filled with ghosts and guitars.

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