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hello i wrote n recorded this in like 30 min a few nights ago i hope u enjoy. sorry my voice sounds like SHITe ive been pretty sick but i wanted to put something on my soundcloud. sorry for all the noises my microphone worked too hard when i recorded this

4 am Insecurities (crash test) - demo

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sleep

Please never fall in love again by Ollie MN

cage

please nver fall in love

Conor Jay Lynch's Album

what i did to you

feeling sad haha

how many times am I gon say this?
how many times am I gon regret saying this?
know I shouldn't make this all about me
but lately I've been feeling kinda sad baby x2

too many thoughts in my head
will this ever go away?
ill try again
nothing seems to be helping me
maybe ill just fall asleep

everywhere I go I try to hide it
im feeling like its only getting harder for me
don't ask me why im always getting moody
I cannot help but think that I am the problem

I am the burden
don't worry about me
send a million flowers down to my shadow
I want roses of all colors
I don't really care
give me all those stupid flowers
at least those love me

bury me in those flowers
look me in my eyes tell me im dead
don't wanna make this all about me
but lately I've been feeling sad baby

flowers

Creep

i wrote this a month ago i think lol


the birds got a lot to say

i’ve always tried my best
to fit in with all the rest 
but not when it came to the feelings in my chest
always thought no one could ever love me
just too damaged at the seams
of what it meant to be a functional human being
i always told myself
that i would never let, never let my guard down
not gonna lie
i was doing pretty fine
but things are starting to change now
and ever since 
first saw what i 
thought was that innocent smile
and how you looked at me like
you had just seen
someone important but you couldn’t point it out
how would I know
how could I know
how far you’d turn my life around
loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint
you made me feel some way
and i’m the one to blame
no one else but me
the sweetest things often give cavities
to kids just too naive, full of innocence
my room’s dark now
tv’s on with no sound
i fell right through my bed
when sleep kissed me instead
why did you have to
look right through
me when i didn’t mean a thing to you
the thoughts in your head
could have unsaid
answers to the questions you left
unaddressed
but loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint

fool's gold

starcrossed lovers
xox.




2018 ASCAP
CALIORA MUSIC
p.s. do u wanna run away let me know

for mr. sandman!

artwork by gabrielle sharkey x

lyrics: 

between the things i'm meant to know 

i saw the sunshine melt the snow on my window pane

the wind was like an asteroid 

i shouted out into the void

a coffee for my head before i leave your unmade bed and walk back home 

my wisdom teeth lost their knowledge

i spat them out into my porridge 

i danced with aching feet my mother kindly gave to me and i 

planted all my organs a body of the soil 

kissed your forehead like a child i'm your father in a year we lived before 



i was born into a river now i'm old enough to climb onto the shore

i had settled in the water now i don't know how to swim anymore 


i saw you in my hands all of your skin started expanding 

and you wrapped yourself around me 

all your colours they surround me 

i raised you as my own until you overtook my thrown 

your pappa went to war he was my father in a year we lived before 


i was born into a river now i'm old enough to climb onto the shore
 
i had settled in the water now i don't know how to swim anymore 


and between the things i'm meant to know i saw the sunshine melt the snow on my window pain

the wind was like an asteroid I shouted out into the void where did my patience go

how to swim ?

happy new year, love u :)

when it snowed
we used to make angels in the ground
we were nowhere to be found
til the midst of the night
when it rained
we used to walk into the cold
wishing we'd be here til we're old
you used to say i'd be alright

your lips on mine
feeling fine
promise you i'd never let you go
my hands touch your face
and i embrace
how beautiful you are

when you cried
i told you i was here
and prayed that i was near you
til the dawn of day
when you left
i cried myself to bed
you echoed through my head
i beg for you to stay

from love to hate
there's no such thing as fate
my emptiness is more than words
my hands touch your face
and i embrace
how beautiful you are 

that's just one reason why i miss ur face.

written + recorded by alfie templeman

how to swim ?

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