~I'll say the right words~

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you make me feel like our first date<333
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@YungJZAisDead & @AshtonTraitor ♡ - ✨First Date✨

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eyes shinin bright cuz i miss your smile
eyes cry at night yeah its been while
baby comin over imma give her a show
think im up next imma die real slow

bitch im countin cash in the mazi w four
bitches in the back they be smokin all my dope
i dont want (the) bodies but gimme all the smoke
honey lookin special hopin ill take her home

hop up on the stage that ive never seen before
who the fuck is he? i was hatin but want more.
if i take you home imma make your pussy sore
bitch im countin racks while im walkin out your door

i was nice to you but now i feel worthless
you were by my side and im just hurtin
i tried to talk to but im just wordless
tryna live my life and find myself a purpose

whenever youre around im feelin kinda nervous
way the club lights shine makes you look gorgeous
and my necklace shine got her feelin all breathless
you were on my mind i guess im just heartless

im an artist had a rack until i spent it
said you love me but you never meant it
im a sadist, blood drippin and it doesnt quit
ass fat, its got her shakin all on my dick

Imma Die Inna Mazi

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sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agwshnqFX7U

i can't be the one to save you
i'm still in the dark spot baby
maybe i've been cursed by you
yeah maybe i've been cursed by you
i can't be the one to save you
i'm still in the dark spot baby
maybe i've been cursed by you
yeah maybe i've been cursed by you

well have i always looked this way?
never rest at night
stay awake until the day comes
dark lit room
backdrop for this play
u kno i never keep
my feelings on display

i don't even know
who the fuck i am
losing my identity
the voice is faint now
i don't understand
but i guess that i'll find out
i don't understand so

i can't be the one to save you
i'm still in the dark spot baby
maybe i've been cursed by you
yeah maybe i've been cursed by you
i can't be the one to save you
i'm still in the dark spot baby
maybe i've been cursed by you
yeah maybe i've been cursed by you

ill make a wish
on the night
of the falling stars
waiting for the moment
we can smile; 
tho it feels far away
one second 
please wait for a second
ion wanna fuck around
and fall in love again

maybe i've been cursed by you

@demxntia

@gehrmvn

@infamousgertrude

@kaiyko

@leorinda

@itsyungvan

DITC_season3.mp3

i been thinkin for a long time i should get out i dont feel well
something in me isnt feeling right i took 3 pills now
lookin for a place to spend the night i catch a motel
sing myself to sleep with with bloody teeth

and idk if you feel the same way
and idk if we are on the same page
but i been off the shit for like a couple days now
so you can talk to me and i wont be so fazed wow
im feeling hyper real
i cant breathe and i cant feel
heart is racing run let it run its course
know youll probably leave me sore
life is like a chore
dont wanna do it for
another day but course
you tell me i am yours

but i can still feel the pain,
and its driving me insane

my breaths taken away
i cant feel you on me
my life is thrown a way
my fingers are shaking
waterfalls making
my eyes look like breaking

still not over you
even i can say
that i know im a fool
tryna wake you up
my heads enough corrupt
im still not over you
and I know i cant be seen with you
even though my hearts still breaking
my eyes see through
all the lies that you fed me im puking blue
now im hungry for more pain to get from you

I Dug My Own Grave

just hit 100k on here, i really appreciate all of the support ive received from anyone whos gone out of their way to check out my music, i love you and i have much more music on the way :) 

lyrics:
ive been anxious for far too long
bloodied faces and my hearts long gone
thought of giving up the pressures too strong
can we all get along
please stop blowing up my phone

this time
will you give up on me
you were mine
ive been drowning in jealousy

got a chain round my throat
i dont think im growing old
gucci belt around my soul
cuz my hearts already cold

ive got dreams beyond belief
hiding feelings under neath
catch me rolling in the sheets
never sleep cant rest in peace

i get lost in my mind
but i do it all the time
im just always on my own
cuz i never trust no one

if you were in my arms
i wont bring you any harm
tried to show you theres a way
but you left me anyway

Give Up On Me

manga for cover art: misu misou

[lyrics]
everything hurts but i gotta keep it moving
dying everyday and i dont know what im doing
days go by never see the sunset
its always night fall wonder am i dead yet?
cant catch a breathe
now i wanna die
balling up a fist
i just wanna feel alive
sick of everybody that wanna be sad
wanna disappear and ill never come back

anxiety clutching my chest
freaking out im just doing my best
paranoid i dont think this is real
confused i dont know how to feel

same dreams same nightmares
dead nights and youre right there
same tears same headaches
dead body so why i feel this heartache?
(x2)

everything hurts and its only getting worse
miss the days that i didnt even feel hurt
but its all gone why do i go recollect?
ima go and snap my neck from reading all these fucking texts
self destructive
its my fault
my head that im stuck in i cant call
but i hope youre doing alright 
can i see you one last time?

anxiety clutching my chest
freaking out im just doing my best
paranoid i dont think this is real
confused i dont know how to feel

same dreams same nightmares
dead nights and youre right there
same tears same headaches
dead body so why i feel this heartache?
(x4)

too many headaches

SPOTIFY//
https://open.spotify.com/album/487knVuLanb85mrKlsdun3?si=iCfx-ug_T4qmCFK1VjgkZA

INSTRUMENTAL// 
@demxntia + @flwrs

VOCALS// 
@kaiyko 
@infamousgertrude
@gehrmvn 
@leorinda 
@demxntia

ART// https://twitter.com/digitalyams

ICY!

SPOTIFY//
https://open.spotify.com/track/533Ctvu8KcZftWvWo9lQdm?si=LNzMw6ODShq-C28PTy1RZg

INSTRUMENTAL// 
@demxntia

VOCALS// 
@demxntia
@scummusic
@infamousgertrude
@itsyungvan
@visionhatesyou

ART// twitter.com/wowdemxntia

TO THE MOON

My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined - reviewbrah

Art by @suicideoutside
Mastered by Channel Fuse Media http://www.channelfusemedia.com/
Produced and mixed by King Theta

We shoot through the city like
Cells in a bloodstream
And go to sleep, now
The trees get taller every day!
Watch light dive head first
Down into the skyline
And fight time, now
But you can't change it anyway
And that's me
Just a part of this machine
Tryna chase dreams and dopamine
It doesn't matter if you like it
But I can tell you wanna fight it
And that's you
Everything you say so true
Everything you do so new
But you don't really win shit
Talkin big is your addiction

I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're so damn special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

You can't tell
How I shut it down so well
Sitting in a trashed hotel
We see you're only acting
Your empathy is lacking
I can't hear
You already lost my faith
You already lost my ears
They said that you were toxic
But now you're out of pocket

So I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're fucking special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

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