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FEEL LIKE DYING [PROD+ TEIZEKO]

(Prod. The Weeper)

Lyrics - 
Smoking, toking, on psychosis
Broken, choking, my life is hopeless
My eyes and my wrists are one in the same
I've been gutted, abandoned, I'm beginning to break
Pulling on the trigger
Watch my life drip down
Forever on delivered
It's too late now
No heaven up above
And no hell down below
Your third fucking eye is just a 9 milli hole

Spit with a slit in my wrist
Shit drip when i mix
Got death in my lungs
Got death on my lips
When i kiss it hit
You cant fix this
Im promising
You wont miss shit.

Yeah i know that im better off dead
Psycho path packs have you wheezing off my breath
The pressure in my chest aint stress it's death
Cuz im smoking on fent
While im praying that it end

Bitch i wake up everyday
Just to throw my life away
Put a needle in my vein
Metaphor for my pain
Golden years melt away
Through my fingers to the drain
Plan A, I'll be okay,
Heavens just a pill away

I begged for you to save me
But you never fucking came
Read my note now whats it say?
Promise you you'll see your name
One year, one day, ill be just another case
Just a victim of the shit that i couldnt fucking take

One prayer, please pray, that this pain will go away
In a grave where i'll remain
No one cares to keep my vase
Heavensgate, aka im the one they love to hate
Massive thanks
Sucks to say
That im the one you couldnt save

It's Never Going To End, It's Never Going To Get Better.



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(Prod. Wasted Youth)

This was recorded on a phone.

Pour my heart on the concrete every fucking time
FInding life within a death that's in powdered lines
Let my tolerance drop so i can finalize
Cave in and shoot up into my final high
Just let me die

Cut my face right from the papers
And put that bitch right on your fridge
Look at it every morning
And blame yourselves for what i did
Im just scared of missing all the things that couldve been
But i dont give a fuck no more
Im giving into my end

Im dead
Again
My ribs
Are empty
I beg
Just please
Fucking let
Me leave
I wake up
In bed
With no fucking
Reason
Im so fucking skinny 
Im just starving to death

I cant bring myself to eat
Im in too much pain to sleep
I cried when i checked the scale
And it said 123
My friends are begging me
Rehab or therapy
Im a fucking coward
I pushed you all away from me

I just cant take this
I'll never be worth it
Healing aint working
I was cursed with this sickness
I was cursed with this disease
For years it ate at me
Im setting myself free
I am the end of me.

Blacken The Veil

(Prod. Wasted Youth)
Passed out
I dont know if ill wake up
I never had the chance to kiss your face and just make up
For all the shit I did
At this point i should face up
You saved my fucking life
Then I ended up as a waste of
Another soul
Another kid left alone in a broken home
I had to leave
I had to change
And thats all i know
Thought you died
Hit new lows
Then got hooked on dope
6 months later and im still left out in the cold
And thats just how it goes
And thats just
And thats just
And thats just how it goes
I couldnt sleep
I couldnt eat
I been dying slow
You looked me in my eyes
You couldnt find a soul
hoe

How can you love a person
If theyre not really a person
Just a shadow splayed on curtains
From the days where i was worth it
Traumatized so much
Take my word ill show you worthless
You gave your heart to me
Got too close
And left you wordless
Xanax in your hand
Baby please im so not worth it
Im the opposite of life
Why the fuck am i your purpose
They say im a waste of breath
But somehow in your eyes im perfect
You dug me out that grave
But this sober shit aint workin
Nahhh

I been on my own
Im the one they all forgot
And that shits so cold
So how the fuck can you tell me how my life should go
Id be dead if i didnt have fent all in my nose
Traded death for a death
My whole lifes a joke
You think you know me
Said you love me
But i know you dont
Let me sleep
Maggots creep
Crawl into my bones
Havent eaten in a week
What the fucks a home?
Fuck my life
Im a waste
Should just let it go

Im a real life addict
I dont do it for the image
Everynight i stay up
I spend my life just wishing
Im the only one in hell so im the only one that gets it
This is all ive got
Im burnt out from all ive given
I think im the most damaged
Red eyes tears drippin
I know i hurt my friends
I wont ask to be forgiven
Was neglected so much 
That my mind went missing
Relapse off that dust
Lethal spitting when i hit it

One last taste
Give me one last drip
Everyday i say tomorrow will be the day that i quit
But i cant quit
Im so stuck in this shit
Everything changed
When i took that first hit
And thats just all that it is
Something i cant fix
Cant call it living man a life aint this
And thats just all that it is
I lost my life as a kid
Slit my wrists
Real shit man 
Death is a gift

Waste Of Life

Shit outta luck

A vaporware Classic 
Produced by Scott Shifty

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