pour it up (prod. indigo)

I hate myself, I’m sorry I’m like this.
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I’m gone bitch fucked my wrist I whip up concoctions, 
I don’t feel like we have or we got connection, 
I’m so dumb till I die I will not learn my lesson, 
I feel so unalive the way I’m walking deadeth, 
I hit her from the front I made her cum already,
I wonder when I die who is gon fuck my baby,
you on my mind like suicide it’s gonna drive me crazy, I’m not gon call the hotline Ima do it lonely,

blood drips drips from the faucet…am i fucking seeing things I lost it, blood drips drips from the faucet…am I fucking seeing things I lost it,

I’m living in a silent hill, 
I’m constantly just feeling I’ll, 
trees they like to sing to me I’m feeling so maniacal, 
I cut myself in middle school, loved the shit so I still do, appetite on minuscule, I can’t even eat the food.

Ich hasse mich selbst, es tut mir leid, dass ich so bin. (YUNGMEXICANBIH) + (lyrics in desc)

woke up real late for a cigarette, 
in my stomach is the pills that I digest, 
feeling dead so run for cold rest, 
cock the 9 I don’t feel the likeness, 
we just want to feel enlighted, hate myself I love to digress, death up on my mind my mine set, 
ipa and fucked up mindset, 

cup on my lap and I’m spilling the drink, you jump  for drauma I jumping for me, smacking you fuckboys that talk out you mouth and you thinking ima stab everyone for the deed, 
blood on my and body blood on my teeth, 
can’t find the body I saw in my dreams, 
ketamine liqour I’m fucked at the creek, 
chasing the cheater he fall like he peter, 
ain’t fucking with you if you can’t break the meter, 
I’m so goddamned gashed up just check demeanor, knife to you throat nah I don’t keep a heater, (SUFFERING…SUFFERING)

LOATHE FEEDER x (SHABAFAYBLA) x (LYRICS IN DESC)

i know you wont care (feat. kawaii nitro)

im stuck(Prod by Qciqa & Seva x dionso)

worse than friends w/snugaluff + p.xenarrr

Negative (Prod.Crescnta)

killimanjaro  ft. sussgawd (prod. Mercury)

(Prod. Wasted Youth)

This was recorded on a phone.

Pour my heart on the concrete every fucking time
FInding life within a death that's in powdered lines
Let my tolerance drop so i can finalize
Cave in and shoot up into my final high
Just let me die

Cut my face right from the papers
And put that bitch right on your fridge
Look at it every morning
And blame yourselves for what i did
Im just scared of missing all the things that couldve been
But i dont give a fuck no more
Im giving into my end

Im dead
Again
My ribs
Are empty
I beg
Just please
Fucking let
Me leave
I wake up
In bed
With no fucking
Reason
Im so fucking skinny 
Im just starving to death

I cant bring myself to eat
Im in too much pain to sleep
I cried when i checked the scale
And it said 123
My friends are begging me
Rehab or therapy
Im a fucking coward
I pushed you all away from me

I just cant take this
I'll never be worth it
Healing aint working
I was cursed with this sickness
I was cursed with this disease
For years it ate at me
Im setting myself free
I am the end of me.

Blacken The Veil

(Prod. Wasted Youth)

Find me six deep
I got dirt between my teeth
Now its maggots that i eat
This is everything i dreamed
of

Rewind
Relapse
Find me dead ontop a bag
Full of dope
My only hope
Numb the pain
Or slit my throat

This aint life
Was never living
I was dead amongst the children
Had no parents
Its apperant
Wont live long
I'll write my will and

Disappear 
Back the gutter
I worked so hard to crawl out of
Say your prayers
And fucking whisper
To the mud im rotting under

In death i cant escape
My hells shit i cant erase
Every breath goes down the drain
My grave was fucking premade

Self create a landscape
Thats founded on shit and waste
The concrete bricks are made of pain
Every steps the wrong way

The prison cell im rotting in
Theres no bars they dont exist
Condemned myself, die for a concept
Kill myself for made up shit

Universe shed tears
I was made to be endeared
Everythings so clear
I found the devil in the mirror
Yuh

I Destroyed Myself For Eyes That Never Even Saw Me

Wasted Youth

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