prod me
finding my sound still
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6wBXoXurLcSSyg46pVJe5d?si=074c408517e1434f



lyrics
im tired of trying to breathe
when you come around
you're the reason why im hating how my music sounds
this will be the death of me so bury me into the ground
i hope it's just a feeling but it's
always and always

like a puppet you're controlling me
i hope i'm always 17 in your memories
you know that i'll never leave
i don't know what is wrong with me
i need some melatonin i can never fall asleep
always and always

they're all transparent to me
but i can never read your mind
just say that it's fine
i'm still wasting my time again
i wish you were sitting right by my side
it's been a while since we last spoke
i'll tell you about the things that you want me to say
i'm wasting days after days
you always blow me away
i'm so out of place and it's so hard to find you
can you hear my heartbeat when you're pulling me closer
all i can think of is your four-leaf clover
so many times when i thought it was over
i just need some closure
(your hair on my shoulders)
will i save myself oh please
you set this up for me
all that you do is just waste my dopamine
why do i hate november
i need your answer
you know i'll remember
always and always

like a puppet

without*

with some new friends thank you @riensu @1toge
follow them:
www.instagram.com/ri3nsu/
www.instagram.com/notmanni/
all plats march 31st: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/andrelv/want-your-attention-feat-manni---riensu

prod me once again

lyrics:
always feeling nervous yeah i never can relax
you know there's always trepidation just a feeling in my chest
and im running from my problems cos i never know whats next
really hope its not too late
i need a second to react

chorus:
i dont have any more reasons just to see you around
i just wanna hear the words that you wanna tell me
i lost my mind but u found it
why am i always so selfish
i dont need your attention
but i want it
every thought that i have always circles back to you
im so scared of you so i can never tell the truth
my heart is beating so fast i don't know what to do
im falling again and its so hard to find you

manni ✰ @1toge:
its so hard to let go
when i really wanted more now
but you wanna slow down
is this all a game to you
cause i dont really have a clue
fuck do you want me to do
did you want me to relapse
i just want my keys back
did you really mean that
theres no point if you dont feel love
so i wonder if i cross your mind
cause i dont really want to be left behind

riensu @riensu:
i've been waiting for you to come save me
cause after all we've been through you're still my safety
would you catch me again and again
dont want to pretend
but i'll be fine without you

r: she got me running back
m: she got me wanting more
r: tell me what its all for
m: tell me and ill love you more
r: lets get right to the chase
m: run around my mind like a maze
r: no text back like im not phased, at all

(chorus again)

my verse:
im way too tired to converse
guess i'll see you again
i try my best but it never works
cos you fuck up my plans
i swear im stuck in a curse
i'll never understand
im falling again
and its so hard to find you
if i had another chance i swear i'll never lose
you grazed right pass me
didnt even know its you
they told me everything is fine i really hope its true
you know its never easy but im weathering with you

want your attention w/ manni ✰ & riensu

@1kise
self prod
recorded this sick 

lyrics
Oh, my
Would you look at the time
I think I’ve overstayed my welcome 

So Goodbye
Do you think you’ll be fine?
Without me by your side
And when you left you know I felt dumb

Right, we’re running outta time
I swear I’ll make you mine
No matter how far we drift away

And that’s fine
I wanna do this right
But I can’t help it if my world turns to grey

And I could never let you go
I let you know
If you ever wanna try again
You’ll find me here

Whenever you’re all alone 
And nobody’s home
Then have no fear ‘cause I’ll be here

Oh right, we’re running outta time
I swear I’ll make you mine
No matter how far we drift away

And that’s fine
I wanna do this right
But I can’t help it if my world fades to grey



Recorded 3/30/23

fade to grey

Pre-Save

voice so congested and i couldnt hit the highs so they radio
ill prolly take down later this is not good
ariesfan2006
butterscotch looking like my brown skin
shoutout all my people

ditto by aries

ditto cover

Chorus: 
Stop
Always driving fast
Don’t know when you will crash
And I think you’re a fucking whore

Bridge:
Cruising in a V8
Don’t believe what she say
And like I said it before
You’ve always had it all

Verse:
I’m never tripping I stay pushing P
Fucking that bi.. and she all on her knees
VIP all night 
You’ve always had it all
Think about you when you think about me
I’m never sober I’m smoking that green
Every day and night
You’ve always had it all

Chorus: 
Stop
Always driving fast
Don’t know when you will crash
And I think you’re a fucking whore
And I think you’re a fucking whore
And I think you’re a fucking whore

"thinkofme" itsatrill© (p.chrxme, tenseoh, vnoahh)

prod @kuriyai443
@zephyrcove
lyrics
//

“I want us to be more that friends.”
“You’ll snap out of it.”
-
The sun is coming down 
Don’t have much time to get this out
Before the seasons change
I know you’ll never be the same

And it feels like it’s just all my fault
All my fault
All my fault

I didn’t mean to push you away
But if you thought of me things wouldn’t go this way
I lost a part of me, you’re heart, it fades to gray
I tried to change your fate, but the pain remains

But you’re saying that you’re  certain
It’s so unnerving 
And I try to be so perfect
He just don’t deserve it

But you’re saying that you’re certain
This isn’t worth it
You cut me open like a surgeon
You don’t see how you’re hurting me

I didn’t mean to push you away
But if you thought of me things wouldn’t go this way
I lost a part of me, you’re heart, it fades to gray
I tried to change your fate, but the pain remains
-
“What the fuck you talking about, okay? I’m your partner, okay? If you’re not gonna trust me with that kinda thing, who the fuck are you gonna trust?”
-
Say my name
Don’t throw this away
Don’t say it’s too late
‘Cause girl you are a part of me
Now I miss when you would follow me,
Your eyes are changing colors like the autumn leaves
And your skin is getting colder than a winter breeze
Made your decision but just tell me how that’s fair to me

Recorded July 30th, 2023

autumn leaves (eclipse) p. kuriyai

Part 2 to “YOU” (SoundCloud exclusive)

Lyrics:

So who are you to
Decide who we are
But we’ve lost all our fire 
Losing our desire 

Stay with me now 
Girl I can’t let go 

Baby I could be the one to
Redeem your trust 
Was it love or lust 
Baby what’s the rush

I did it all for us.

im_still_dreaming_about_you

sacrifice blxty mental slowed and bass boosted.wav

Promise U

“trill”
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founder of @zephyrcove
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