FTC (prod. by Krew$ + Tee-WaTT)

prod. dercept 
hope y’all enjoy this one 
got very deep about my personal life in this one.

soul mate

prod. @itscalebcruise
engineered by @itscalebcruise

lyrics:
https://genius.com/albums/Caleb-cruise/The-hideaway

also available on:
https://open.spotify.com/album/6aH3n7irWTHk8mihQvED7t?si=JfzfMwo1RW6xsWuYG12VvQ
https://music.apple.com/us/album/the-hideaway/1670344652
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLDkNqN2Yme1bEEuDHELUAijppQeQUQP2o

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evolution

this isn't what i typically make but i lowkey just wanted to vent and thought it was cool so i hope u guys like it to ♡

lyrics:

if you love me let me die
‘cause i just need some piece of mind 
its tryna take my soul away 
and this time i’m letting go

‘cause i had it 
i got habits and they tryna take my soul away 
and this damage to my conscious
it makes me feel like i’m nothing to nobody 
am i somebody to you?
take the smoke into my lungs hope it kills me soon
they say life is just for fun but i been suffering 
way too long now i’m too far gone

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget 

and nothing ever changes
i’m stuck inside this daydream 
and there’s no one left to save me 
and you know that the feeling’s haunting 
i’m so hollow and as the pieces fell in place i burned alive 
there’s no where left to hide
tell me do you despise me so blindly 
so blindly 
i’m trying 
i’m sick of fighting 
there’s nothing here for me 
close my eyes let me fall asleep 
‘cause honestly i’m not the person on the inside out 
i look away but i still see the things you’re telling me now 
eats away at my conscious like its nothing at all
and by the time they find my body it’ll be cold to the touch 

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget

all plats :D

if you love me let me die </3

Track 3 on my new EP 'You'll Never Figure It Out'

Guitars & Additional Production by BennyKaay

Lyrics:
no more sitting on the outside looking in
now i’m standing in the moment wondering 
if this is worth it 
kinda nervous 
through surface 
isn’t workin out as perfect 
as i made it seem in my head 
oh there’s something unrewarding 
from what i see as the right choice 
attention frozen in the moment 
logic stranded out with no voice 

so if we’re already too far
lets see how far we can go 
i’ll be here waiting on your call 
we’ll let the chaos unfold 

now i’m stuck here as the dust is settling 
and lies of heart rate start to quit 
still moment, hear my own thoughts 
i’m wishing that i could not 
back and fourth 
would it be same now 
adrenaline 
starts sneaking back out 
are you by yourself 
would it be a bad idea 
run it back again 
cuz we haven’t crashed yet

i never meant to get to this point 
am i too far, am i too far

Too Far

feeling

Don’t Let Up

wait ~feat. emo fruits~

1:51 am

Half In Love w/ Elijah Blake

[Prod. Metlast] @metlast

Lyrics:
I dont wanna fall in love aye
I dont give a fuck what that bitch say
Everybody lie they dont feel my pain
Everybody lie they dont fuck with me

Aye roll up again
Blow out my smoke and envision my death
Aye

Im fiendin
I dont gotta reason 
I just wanna get high till my lungs bleeding
Ay

Demons be swimmin in my head
I just want piece lay me to rest

No i cannot see a future 
Ill fuck my life, ill make it a mess

So many self doubts
I cannot get out

NOBODY TOLD ME ROCK BOTTOM WOULD BE SO PEACEFUL 
NOBODY TO HOLD ME I FEEL LIKE IM GOING INSANE

NOBODY TOLD ME THERES COMFORT IN BEING NUMB
CAN ANYONE TELL ME IF IM GONNA MAKE IT