https://soundcloud.com/littlefaithmusic https://soundcloud.com/h3rhoe



when i first heard that two of my closest friends made a song i was very excited to hear it and my expectations were blown and i wanted to make a version of my own even if it is different and more heavy than what im used to making.

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Lyrics:

And I wish I knew what I wanted
And I won't be here for a couple months
And I think I need a reminder

And when the silence washes over me
What will be left but the outlines of my hands and feet?

How did I get here?
How did I get here?
How did I get here?

little faith - how did I get here (feat. H3R0)(echoed. remix)

thank you from the bottom of my heart.

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/16Z4ra7o1IwGJwL6ZSTjKG?si=cd00c69dd87b4784
bandcamp: https://snowchant.bandcamp.com/track/cloverfaith

art direction by Nick Cavalier + me!
additional backing vocals from @neras
additional vocal production from @paarkdtc

Cloverfaith

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 2/30
read more about the song on my website: https://revenantmusic.net/#at-the-end-of-time

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

art credits: me

In 2020, I lost a close family friend due to COVID-19. The last time I saw him was when he visited my family and me in late 2019. At the time I was studying for exams and didn't give him the time he needed and that was the last time I saw him.
In the past, I lost my grandparents in a similar manner.
'at the end of time' is an attempt to convey how I feel now. All the work did pay off, but at what cost? I could have everything I could ever want but would lose everyone in the process.
It taught me about how unfortunately anyone at any time could disappear, and that I should remember to put these people first and give them the love, time, and care they need.
Everything else in this world is temporary.

at the end of time
The family friend and my grandparents were some of the sweetest people that could ever have existed. They would always encourage me with everything I did, from music to my studies and would always make me feel like I was special.
My paternal grandmother was the last grandparent to live, and she passed away before I got a place at medical school, something that all of my grandparents dreamt of and encouraged me to pursue. At the time of writing this, I have finished my fifth year of medical school, done well in my exams, and won a scholarship, but they're not here to see it.
I wish you could see me now, I know I would've made you proud and I'm sorry I didn't give you more time. If you're out there, wherever you are, I hope you can see what I'm doing. This is all for you and I will be the best I can be for you.

lyrics:
[verse 1]
at what cost did i succeed?
by giving into my own greed

i didn't give the time you need 
and now you're no longer here

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

[verse 2]
i want a way out
i hate how you're not around
i wish you could see me now
i know that i would've made you proud

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

at the end of time

download

this is literally unfinished but i cant be bothered

uncolourful bass

It all comes from inside my mind
I feel like I’m wasting time
I feel like a lazy guy
Don’t got the slightest idea why
Fall off the wall, make it ball (make it)
Make it ball in overalls
Me, you, and my balls
Fuck you up with claws
I fake it so I gotta tease them all
Can’t compete with me, that’s the law

Pegging on me, I might slip
Pegging on me, that’s the real shit

It all comes from inside my mind
I feel like I’m wasting time
Digging deeper to the 105
Further down than anybody lie
I can simply wish it well
Hoping I see you in Hell
No one even ringing bells
Remember that you put it on the clothes rack
Turning off the closed caps
Stay away from my stash

Pegging on me, I might slip
Forever on me, that’s the real shit

Pegging

zonedout - zoned2death 41 (phntmzn bR)

i love this song so much, have a future bass edit of it

OG: https://soundcloud.com/surrealrecordings/overspace-jenceno-outerbound-feat-slyleaf

jenceno & overspace - outerbound feat. slyleaf (dossyx edit)

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Unsettled

Download

trust

my anv6 submission~

had a fun time with vocals this time around :>

@artbyform

Tired Of Being Tired

via @official-windjammer Migratory Bird compilation

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTRzyhi2beo&lc=UgwwcG5stJ1zCKL9Db14AaABAg