Spoken Word

Baby Don't Cut - B - Mike

Baby don't cut - Bmike

Track 8 on Torn Between Pages, Vol. I: Make It Out Alive.

Torn Between Pages, Vol I: Make It Out Alive

Moment of Silence

Moment of Silence [ft. Josh Woods]

Remix of Wale Ambitious girl poem, by spoken word Artist Suli Breaks

Ambitious Girl | Spoken Word Poetry

Suicide Note

It's a NF song, with bass boost and remixed
All credit goes to NF, I don't own the "music", just remixed it 
His soundcloud: @nfrealmusic

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NF - How Could You Leave Us ( Bass Boosted ) DJ Birkholm

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Call 1-800-273-8255 
Available 24 hours a day

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Suicide ( Listen to this before you do anything )

Evil twins is not good throwing in the bid

Please Dont Kill Yourself  Spoken Word

NF - How Could You Leave Us(SAD)

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Short message:
I wrote this song over the course of the past year and half. It's the most important song I've written to date.
I know what it's like to feel like you're drowning in your own sorrow. 
And how hopeless you can feel in that. 
But I also know that there's a light at the end of the tunnel. 
And it's waiting for all of us. 
Just Hold On. 
Pain doesn't always end, but your response to it does


Song produced by Raspo Beats and 27swens
Lyrics written by Presence


Lyrics:
Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Your Soul
Now
x2

I know that this life gets hard sometimes/
I know that depression’s running through your mind/
I know that sometimes you just want to cry/
But nobody understands so you close your eyes

I know that sometimes you just want to die/
I know that sometimes you just wonder why/
They leave you on your own just to fight this fight/
But I promise you that you gone get through the
night/

I’ve seen it with my own eyes
I’ve felt it in my own life
I’ve seen it with my own eyes
X2.5

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
That pain
Gone slow down

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Your Soul
Now

I know about’ the feelings that you’re feeling deep within
And i know that sometimes all you want is the evidence

That life gone get better
And that the pain fades away
I know you’re under the weather
And wanna see brighter days
I know that you’re in a chapter you wish that you could erase
I know that life gets hard 
And you’ve been losing faith

And I know
You feel like nobody cares
And I know
You feel like nobody’s there
But I swear
That everything your going through
Is just gone make you stronger
But only if you can promise to

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Your Soul
Now

Just Hold On

This is the most painful song I've ever had to write and record. I hope you guys can appreciate the vulnerability of this track. Available for download and streaming everywhere at midnight est.

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Lyrics:

I wish I would’ve picked up the phone
And been there when you needed me most
I wish would’ve texted you back
And cherished all the time that we had

I wish I would’ve paid more attention
And I wish I would’ve asked more questions
I wish I woulda been there for you
Like you were there for me

I can’t go back in time
But I wish I could
All of these feelings that i’m having
I really just cannot put
Them into words
Honestly my heart feels shattered
I’m tryna keep my composure
But it’s hard
When there’s a dagger
In my heart
I can’t believe that this is real
It’s been a week since you passed and ion know what to feel
You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
Now it’s the end and my brain just cannot comprehend
That you’re gone
This pain just keeps on hurting
I’m screaming out to God cuz I know you ain’t deserve this
I’m carrying this guilt on my shoulders
It’s a burden
If you were here I know you’d tell me just to keep on working
Through this

But it’s so difficult without you here
I’m in an ocean full of sadness filled with all my tears
I’m in the depths of mind and i just can’t see clear
And now all I really want’s to make you reappear

You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
I can’t believe the end’s here
I’m drowning and i can’t see clear
x2


This was supposed to last longer than it did
I can’t believe that you’ll never meet my kids 
I can’t believe that it’s really all over
And i’ll never hear your voice again as i grow older
Man

This all is crazy
We just was on the phone
You hit me up about my show and said you couldn’t go
You said that earlier that day you stopped breathing
My heart sank but it wasn’t that hard to believe it

Cuz i remember when i was with you
You fainted for the first time
I look on it now
And understand that was the first sign

That yo time was coming
I should’ve understood then that your time was running 
Out 

And if i could i would go back in time
But I can’t
And that’s the reason that i lose my mind

Because I shoulda been better to you/
I showed you love but should’ve showed it better 
I can’t believe that you’re gone forever

You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
I can’t believe the end’s here
I’m drowning and i can’t see clear X2

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You Were My Best Friend

Poem I wrote recently.

Lyrics by demand:

Depression

Keep me off your pedestal, my dear,
As I escape your icy grip.
Allow me to shed your contagious fear,
Don't let the emotion drip.

I know it's times like these that line the scars upon your wrists,
but we're way too grown up for this, your childish fits.

I'd hold your hand, but your touch numbs all feeling,
I'd gaze upon you, but your sorrow leaves you unappealing,
I'd present my heart, but it's more you want to be stealing.
Love, I don't want wounds beyond healing.

Though your words may cool my skin, and cause animalistic instinct to begin,
I am deaf to your vocalized sin.
Without your power what are you then?

You're but a shadow that blots the sun,
The trail of blood from my directionless run,
A spark of insanity, mindless fun.
I'm sorry dearest, but in this life I have won.

You may have blinded me of reason and thought,
But I suppose it was all just for naught.

Your scars remain, a lesson which you taught,
Perhaps I'm the only to escape of the ones that you caught.

But that is just past trivialities,
I have no need for dual realities.
I'm sorry dear this is just the way it has to be.
It wasn't you of course, surely it was all me.
I'll allow you to believe you had a single victory.

Now, my love, we must go our separate ways.
You were well worth your inspiration, which lasted several days.
It wasn't worth the temptation and walking your endless maze.
I do suppose some of your torture pays,
It's just not worth a cycle which would dub me insane.

I'm sorry, but it's time for this to end.
It doesn't matter if you were my only friend.
Find another poor soul to torture, control, and bend.
My life is my my own currency now, one which I will choose to happily spend.



Depression

"Hold Me" is a powerful song about learning to live without some you love. The melody is raw and takes the listener on a journey of pain and sadness. 

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Hold Me - Jake Banfield (prod. by King 80)

I Will Not Let Not An Exam Result Decide My Fate | Spoken Word Poetry

This is my open letter In response to some of the recent comments on my video "I Will Not Let An Exam Result Decide My Fate". I have had no internet at home for the past week, you can understand my further frustrations #UOSB.

Macklemore - Same love Instrumental, Re-Made By Para: https://soundcloud.com/prodbypara/macklemore-same-love

No Comment | Spoken Word Poetry

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Suicide ( Listen to this before you do anything )

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