lyrics:
ever since i heard his voice across the hallway
i kissed his lips and turned my back and thought well ok
maybe this could finally work
and i won't be left in the dirt
all of the bleach shirt
is dripping onto my skirt
and now im finally home
but i won't pick up my phone
80 missed calls it's okay
ill call them all back someday
and when i do it'll ring 
it'll go on endlessly
til i panic and hang up
pour liquor into my cup
ill fuck my life up again
and then ill finally quit
ill wish u luck to move on
ill cry and then you'll be gone
but this won't be the last u see of me ill be inside ur dreams
clawing at my grave while 6 ft under ill be ripping the seams

ima go back and replace every single little mistake
till i can't walk anymore
i will collapse on the floor
my legs will buckle and break 
and i'll fix every mistake

washing off
all the dirt on my shirt so im pretty and clean and u stick out to me

mistake (prod. mgnta)

Come Back

Miss Me

Miss Me Prettyheartbreak

produced by @nevrfall

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

I’ve been getting terrified 
You can look into to my eyes
You can tell me what you find
Why you looking mortified?
Tell me was it too much?
Tell me was it too much?

I’ve been hearing voices
Telling me not to trust
I’ve been tasting poison
Ever since we fell in love
Then you’re always telling me
That I’m not enough
I couldn’t avoid you

Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white
Bruises on my body I want more
Told me that you love what for?
Anxious to my core
Scared of being recognised
Every time I post a pic
That’s why its black and white

anxious (nevrfall)

Lights Out (prod. dash)

Vamos a playa? Allá te aseguro que te enamoras de mi 🫶

vamo' a la playa

stream/download: fanlink.to/heartheavy
'Heart Heavy' is out everywhere!! go stream & enjoy ily thx (':

Produced, recorded, mixed, mastered by Matt Mems

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HEART HEAVY

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